"Mr. Azik, what's wrong? Is there something wrong?"
Hearing Lin Ruo's words, Azik, who was hesitant to speak, no longer hesitated and said, "I have recently recovered some memories... some of them are related to you."
"Well?" Lin Ruo raised her eyebrows, a little surprised, but not too surprised, and asked: "Can you tell me in detail?"
Mr. Azik nodded and said in a low and gentle voice: "I don't remember much, only some fragments... In my memory, it should be when I just woke up from a certain reincarnation and forgot everything.
When I opened my eyes at that time, the first thing I saw was you..."
Speaking of this, Azik looked at Lin Ruo with a somewhat complicated look and said, "At that time, you claimed to be my teacher..."
Lin Ruo:?
What expansion is this?
Lin Ruo was stunned for a full second before saying: "Mr. Azik, do you mean that I was your teacher...or that I was your teacher?"
"No, the situation may be more complicated than this." Azik shook his head, with a complicated expression, and said strangely: "Although you claimed to be my teacher at that time, you did teach me a lot.
I found my direction when I woke up and was still confused... But, you are not actually like a teacher... In fact, you gave me a very dangerous feeling at that time. You were always observing me, as if you were watching me.
Conduct some kind of investigation..."
"Although not many memories have been recovered... But in the limited memory, I did have the feeling that if you were not satisfied with the results of the investigation, you would kill me..."
Lin Ruo:......
What kind of development is this?
Wait... Lin Ruo suddenly thought of something and his eyes flashed slightly.
How could he forget that Mr. Azik died as a consul before?
Although it can be known from the original work that Mr. Azik was deeply influenced by the God of Death when he served as the Death Consul, and his true self was suppressed by divinity, which can basically be described as involuntary. But as the Death Consul of the Bailang Empire, regardless of him
Whether you are willing or not, the number of people who died because of Mr. Azik will definitely not be counted!
And Lin Ruo himself... couldn't tolerate the behavior of killing innocent people when the Bailang Empire launched the Pale Disaster!
Under this general premise, after the fall of the God of Death, if he met Azik who was trapped in the cycle of death, constantly losing his memory, looking for memories, and losing his memory again... To be honest, Lin Ruo had no doubt that he would treat Azik
Poisonous hand.
After all, if Lin Ruo knew himself, if he had really witnessed the Pale Disaster, then even if he knew that the culprit was the God of Death, his attitude towards Azik, the executor, would not be very good.
——This is different from now. Although Lin Ruo now knows that Azik once had a crush on the Death Archon, after all, he only knows a few words and has no real feelings. Under this premise, he has the same favorability towards Azik as in the original work.
The basis is that one can rationally tell oneself that Mr. Azik was incapable of controlling himself and that the culprit was the God of Death, and selectively ignore what happened back then.
To put it bluntly, just as Lin Ruo thinks himself, he never thinks that he is a good person, let alone a saint. Therefore, Lin Ruo also has his own selfish motives for people he knows and is familiar with. He has no moral obsessiveness.
Naturally, I won't care about the mistakes Mr. Azik made when he couldn't help himself.
But the mistakes of the past and the tragedy that happened in front of him are two different concepts. Lin Ruo would not care about his friend's mistakes in the past, but he would never tolerate a person who only had a slight affection for him, causing a tragedy that involved countless innocent people in front of his eyes.
catastrophe.
In this case, he did not take action directly, but chose to investigate the other party... I am afraid it is the result of the truth of the original work + the favorability bonus!
Although it was just a guess, Lin Ruo had a feeling that his guess was very close to the truth.
Gee, I suddenly felt that the fight he had with Medici was really because of the war...
Although he had some guesses, Lin Ruo collected his thoughts and asked: "Mr. Azik, did I do something to you in your memory?"
"No, although many memories are still missing, I am still sure that you did not do anything to me... Although I don't know the reason, I seem to have passed your test." Azik shook his head.
That's good... Lin Ruo breathed a sigh of relief. Although he had expected this result, when he actually got the answer, Lin Ruo's heart was relieved.
He is really afraid that his friends will become enemies.
After feeling relieved and looking at Azik in front of her, Lin Ruo suddenly felt a silent embarrassment.
"Cough..." This made Lin Ruo cough lightly after a few seconds of silence and said: "Let the past be done. What do you think, Mr. Azik?"
The room suddenly became quiet again, and Azik was silent. This made Lin Ruo's heart skip a beat, and she heard Azik's low and gentle voice as always:
"Well, let them pass..."
He smiled and said with a gentle smile: "Actually, I don't have much real feelings about that memory... Whether it's me or you in that memory, they actually feel strange to me..."
"I am more familiar with you now."
This is undoubtedly a statement.
Lin Ruo breathed a sigh of relief again, but her thoughts were a little distracted because of Azik's words.
He can actually understand what Azik said about having no real sense of memory... Because so far, although he has recovered some memories, he has also pieced together the past through Mr. Palles, Russell's diary and other channels.
My own corner, but if you want to say how much Lin Ruo feels about this, actually she doesn't.
It's like he has clearly realized that he and Medici are close friends, and has even experienced it personally. The sadness and anger caused by Medici's death and the embarrassing situation of Medici will be reflected in the conversation with the other party.
Naturally, they were always at odds with each other, and even believed that Medici would not hurt him... But Lin Ruo still had no real feelings about Medici being a close friend.
Otherwise, he would not have visited Medici again after the last meeting.
Lin Ruo is actually very conflicted now. On the one hand, he wants to retrieve his memory and solve all the mysteries about himself. On the other hand, Lin Ruo is actually a little afraid of retrieving his memory.
The memories he still has today are only the twenty years before the time travel, the eight years he traveled through Wenye, and the two months after waking up next to Klein. However, he can clearly understand that there are a whole number of lost or sealed memories.
For thousands of years.
Just like Azik almost lost himself after recovering his memory in the original work and became the Death Archon back then, Lin Ruo will also think about what will happen if he recovers the memory that has been lost for thousands of years.
Woolen cloth!
Of course he is still him, but is he really still him?
Lin Ruo didn't know.
This contradictory mood is actually reflected in his actions of searching for memories, which are both positive and unreliable, and extremely contradictory.
Sigh... Lin Ruo sighed in his heart, looking at the person in front of him who had the same problem as him in a sense, he couldn't help but ask:
"Mr. Azik, have you ever been afraid of becoming someone else?"
"Your life now only lasts for a dozen years, or even less, but the memories you have lost span hundreds of years... What if they turn you into another person?"