Chapter 14: Lin Ruo: I guessed it but didn't dare to think about it
"It's difficult to further restrict the power."
After hearing Bai Zao's words, Lin Ruo, who was relatively young, probably thought about it again. He suddenly tilted his head slightly and glanced in the direction of Lin Ruo.
This time is different from before, it is a very obvious action.
Lin Ruo's heart suddenly rose. He looked at the younger version of himself in front of him, expecting what the other person would do. Xiao Lin Ruo's eyes moved away and returned to Bai Zao again.
He said:
"But you can give it a try."
"It just takes time."
Of course, Bai Zao noticed Xiao Linruo's unabashed action. He also glanced in the direction of Lin Ruo, but he didn't see much.
Then Bai Zao looked at Xiao Linruo and said:
"You can try it while proceeding to the next stage of treatment. If it goes well, when you add restraints to your power again, your humanity should be able to reach a balance with your divinity."
"Just a false balance."
Xiao Linruo said calmly, but there was no mockery in his obsidian eyes. In other words, Xiao Linruo in this state did not have such emotions at all.
His only normal emotion now is about retaining his humanity.
He doesn't care about the rest, let alone all things in the world, even his own death and life.
"But for you now, the balance of falsehood is also precious, isn't it? Only by achieving falsehood first can you touch the truth." Bai Zao obviously doesn't care about Xiao Linruo's attitude. After all, as a doctor, he understands
What is the state of existence in front of you?
It is already a miracle that the other party can still remain rational and have the humanity to "want to remain human".
This is not simply the result of His treatment. Although His treatment is effective, the most important thing is the trace of humanity that the other party retains.
Without that weak human nature that seems to be annihilated at any time, even He, as the world's strongest psychiatrist, would not be able to discover human nature in a purely divine creature.
Xiao Linruo didn't refute, just said: "Is there anything else?"
"I want to invite you to go for a walk outside and see the outside world. You haven't seen this world yet." Bai Zao said gently.
Xiao Linruo paused slightly and said, "I have seen this world, but my memory is missing."
Bai Zao was stunned for a moment. He probably thought about the meaning of Xiao Linruo's words, and then heard Xiao Linruo say:
"Can."
Bai Zao immediately realized that this "yes" was the answer to His invitation. He immediately smiled and said, "I'm very happy that you are not completely interested in the outside world."
"I just feel that I should learn about the world that I will stay in for a long time in the future. I am not interested in this emotion right now."
Xiao Linruo said calmly, he got out of bed, looked at Lin Ruo again when he walked towards Bai Zao, and then withdrew his gaze indifferently.
Immediately afterwards, the dream suddenly shattered, and Lin Ruo opened her eyes to reality.
He blinked and looked at the familiar ceiling of the first-class cabin, still a little unresponsive. After about a second or two, Lin Ruo finally sat up from the bed and rubbed his temples with a headache.
"It's terrible. I just came to Banxi Port. How come I received so much information?"
Of course, Lin Ruo had not forgotten the content of the dream just now, and even remembered it very clearly. However, it was precisely because of the clear memory, combined with the previous conversation with a famous foreign god, that Lin Ruo felt a stomach ache.
To be honest, as a person who is fairly familiar with the Cthulhu mythology, Lin Ruo already has some ideas about his true identity, but he doesn't dare to say it, or even think about the name.
"This is too outrageous. I must have guessed wrong..." Controlling her mind and not thinking about a certain name, Lin Ruo couldn't help but complain in a low voice and tried to distract her attention to other things.
First of all, Lin Ruo was basically certain that what he was in just now was definitely not a serious dream, but a memory presented in the form of a dream.
The timeline in his memory should be the period when Bai Zao gave him individual treatment not long after he came to this world, and it even happened to be right before he was taken in by the shameful professional red maid Medici.
In fact, from the conversation between him and Bai Zao in the memory, it is not difficult to infer that Bai Zao knew his true identity. Even if he was able to maintain the "false balance" in the past, Bai Zao's credit is probably not Small.
Bai Zao obviously knew the purpose of his coming to this world and was willing to help him.
Of course, Lin Ruo is not surprised by this. After all, he now seriously doubts whether the mysterious world has been targeted by an alien god like Naiya. In this case, Bai Zao, as the big brother who wants to protect the world, of course Will spare no effort to help him maintain his humanity.
Lin Ruo knew that with his humanity, he would help protect the earth. But without humanity, even if he could not directly destroy the earth, he could at least break the balance. Therefore, even if the existence of the "promised day" was not taken into consideration, based on his personal ability alone, he could at least break the balance. In terms of the damage caused, his humanity may be directly linked to the security of the earth.
And besides that...
"The power of restraint, hey, truth and fallacy should be the result of restraint, but in this case, what happened to the eight years I spent in Wenye World..." Lin Ruo pursed his lips, his mind was telling the truth now It was a bit confusing. Countless guesses ran through his mind at the same time, and were finally rejected one by one.
Finally, Lin Ruo suddenly sighed and smiled with relief:
"Forget it, it doesn't matter. Those emotions won't be false."
Lin Ruo knew that there was something wrong with his memory, but he was still certain that those eight years were not false, and neither was that world.
Perhaps, he just had a dream while sleeping. In the dream, his spirit body went to that world. He spent eight years with a weakened version of the truth and fallacies without knowing anything. Then he ended the dream and returned to the world without knowing anything. What about this world?
"Speaking of which, I looked at me three times in total in the past... He must be able to see me, and His original answer to the restraint power was whether or not, after seeing me, it became that I can give it a try, tsk, that's it Doesn’t it count as the present affecting the past?”
Lin Ruo continued to divert his attention. He was actually not too surprised that his past self could see him. After all, this was not the first time this happened.
But compared to Russell's time, this time he was obviously more indifferent, and it seemed that he didn't intend to say anything to him.
"Divinity..." Lin Ruo suddenly felt a little melancholy, but this melancholy completely disappeared when his eyes fell on the notebook on the table next to him that he specially used to write articles.
"The Banxi Port incident needs to be artistically processed later, so that Gehrman in the book can't really feel involved..." Lin Ruo's thoughts suddenly strayed to the content of the new book. After thinking about it for a while, Lin Ruo Another thing came to mind:
"Speaking of which, I don't know if my state yesterday scared Klein or not. Naia really has bad intentions..."
"It's better not to come to this shabby place like Banxi anymore, and report those troublemakers later."