Lin Chaoyang prepared a table full of dishes that the protagonist likes to eat.
I was determined when I was making it, but when it was served to the table, I started to feel uneasy again.
I don’t know if Shao Yunheng will be angry.
He clearly expressed his love, but she chose to cook a different flavor of the dish.
The second personality doesn't have a very good temper. Will he flip the table?
Lin Chaoyang was very worried. When he went to the study to look for Shao Yunheng, he was very quiet. First he knocked on the door three times, and then stuck his little head out: "Aheng, it's time to eat."
Shao Yunheng put down the documents and waved to her.
Lin Chaoyang didn't know why, so he walked over and looked at him puzzled: "What are you doing?"
Shao Yunheng calmly extended his right hand towards Lin Chaoyang and said in a doting tone: "Hold it."
Lin Chaoyang was startled at first, and then looked at him blankly.
"Silly girl." Shao Yunheng nodded her forehead with an endearing smile, "No matter where you go from now on, I will hold your hand."
Lin Chaoyang felt an indescribable feeling in his heart and raised his eyes to look at her quietly.
"Look what I do." Shao Yunheng found it funny and led her slowly out. "You know, I am very special. I learned very early that I am different from others. I am not an independent person. It's because of other people.
Born out of one's fear."
Lin Chaoyang's heart skipped a beat and he was extremely shocked. Could it be that Shao Yunheng was going to tell her that he had two personalities in his body.
She was a little at a loss.
But fortunately, Shao Yunheng did not continue this topic, but said: "Although I am not an independent person, since I was born, I want to make my own decisions, rather than being a substitute for another person. In his fear
I only show up when I'm panicked. I want to show up all the time, all the time.
Chaoyang, look at the sky outside, how beautiful it is, how vibrant the people outside are, and the delicious food... there are so many, many, many, I want to feel and try them in person, instead of just looking at them vaguely, as if they are separated by a layer.
Just like watching TV.
Chaoyang, you know, I feel like I have been in a prison for a long time, a prison without a sentence. No matter how good I behave or how much I want to come out, the door is blocking me and shackles me, so that I can never come out.
.
Finally I got a chance and I ran out. I could personally experience the things I had dreamed of countless times. I wanted to stay here forever and never wanted to go back.
Chaoyang, do you understand?"
Lin Chaoyang knew what the second personality was saying, but she could only remain silent and pretend not to understand.
"Silly girl, I know you don't understand." Shao Yunheng seemed very disappointed, but he quickly cheered up, touched her ear, and said with a smile: "You know what's wrong with me?"
Lin Chaoyang raised his eyes.
Shao Yunheng leaned over and took a serious look at Lin Chaoyang, then turned his eyes and looked through the window at the distant sky: "Because I can only exist in this world if I am cold, tough and fearless.
Chaoyang, I have no choice but to do this. Because my existence is to protect the little boy who created me. I have to be brave and powerful to protect him.
When one day, he doesn't need me anymore, he will trap me in that prison..."
Speaking of this, Shao Yunheng paused and said firmly: "I don't want to go back, I don't want to go back to that prison."
Shao Yunheng walked very slowly, and this time he went to the restaurant. He put his hand on the door handle and looked at Lin Chaoyang expectantly: "Chaoyang, are you cooking the food I like?"