Chapter 318 It’s time for me to go through the tribulation
Author: Xue Twelve
After a hundred miles of flowers, I still couldn't catch a single fish.
The female fairy next to her said that she felt like she would be terminally ill if she didn't receive treatment, which made Baili Fanhua unable to sit still.
"Can it be that if I reincarnate into the mortal world now, I can solve the catastrophe you mentioned?" Baili Fanhua couldn't understand, "My career is booming now, so I just abandon everything?"
You know, now is her best time.
The female fairy just smiled and looked at Baili Fanhua, "But you are very troubled now, aren't you? I think you should also feel it yourself."
Hundred Miles of Flowers was speechless for a moment.
Of course she can realize that something seems not quite right lately.
It should be said that something seemed not quite right from the beginning.
For example, in the matter between her and Yan Jingchang, there was obviously a better solution, but she chose the stupid one, which ultimately resulted in irreparable consequences. Even now, she is embarrassed to see Yan Jingchang.
Because I didn’t know what to say when I saw him, but I felt very embarrassed, so it would be better not to see him.
Secondly, she now clearly feels that her cultivation has reached a certain limit and continues to break through, but she doesn't know where to start.
With the two intertwined, Baili Fanhua can only choose to come here to fish to relieve her sorrow.
But obviously, fishing has not made Baili Fanhua feel any better.
On the contrary, after hearing what this female fairy said, she only felt more upset.
"I'm worried not because of the disaster, but because of other things." Baili Fanhua scratched her hair. She didn't know why, but after meeting the eyes of this fairy, she felt like telling all her secrets.
The impulse is like meeting your best friend from the past life, and you can't wait to spit out all the black mud in your heart.
"Oh? I'd like to hear the details."
Baili Fanhua then told everything about herself and Yan Jingchang.
"...This is probably the case. Now that he has agreed, we are both in an awkward situation. The only way I can think of is to wait until time passes and no one is interested in us anymore. Naturally,
The matter is settled." Baili Fanhua said depressedly, "The only problem is that this time is too long, I'm afraid I will be teased many times."
"So that's it." The female fairy smiled, "If nothing else, there is one thing I don't agree with you on."
"What?" Baili Fanhua asked.
"You just said that you don't think the third prince will like you because you feel that you two are not from the same family, and he is very nice to everyone, and you feel that you are not worthy of him. People like you are not worthy of being liked.
Really?"
"That's probably it." Baili Fanhua touched her nose in embarrassment, "Because if I were a man, I wouldn't like me like this."
If you can't even like yourself, how can you expect others to like you?
"Fairy, please don't laugh at me when I say this. To be honest, I didn't know that I would become what I am today. When I was a child, I also thought that I would become someone who could change the world, or someone who could achieve it.
The person I dreamed of. But when I got older and really entered the working environment, I realized that I had become the adult that I hated the most when I was a child. Open and closed mouths are paid, and the things I like are gold and jewelry.
, I just run to the temple to pray to gods and Buddhas to get rich...Pfft, even now I am almost the same, I just put on a more gorgeous coat." Baili Fanhua said, but she couldn't help but laugh.
stand up.
Because that's exactly what she is like.
Regardless of her current position as the boss of the Salvation Ministry, she sounds majestic and can make the entire fairy world shake by stomping her feet, but in fact she knows that deep down she is still the poor migrant worker Jiang Fanhua.
She was afraid that she would not be able to continue like this forever, so she wanted to retire without having to bear any responsibilities and have a pension as long as she lived.
She knew that she had grown up like an ordinary person among the crowd, worldly, shrewd, unwilling to suffer, and unable to be sincere.
When she arrived in the fairy world, the things she did were just to make herself happy. Everything about changing the world and benefiting the fairy world were all lies. In the final analysis, they were all selfish and greedy for pleasure.
How could she like herself like this?
"Whether it's a monk or an immortal, what you seek is authenticity. In layman's terms, it's to know your true self, understand yourself, transform yourself, and finally, heaven and man become one, thus confirming the Tao and Fruit." The female fairy shook her head,
He said slowly, "There are not so many roads in the world. It's just that everyone walks his own way, so there are three thousand avenues. Now, you have realized the true self, but you just don't dare to accept it. In
It seems to me that you know the world but are not sophisticated, you are extraordinary but you are willing to be mediocre. At the same time, you also have a fire in your heart, hoping that one day you can burn away those bad thoughts and change the world. At this point, I am very
If you appreciate it, other people will naturally appreciate it. As for the right match and background you mentioned, these are of course also important factors, but are these things really important? "
Baili Fanhua was stunned, "Aren't these important?"
"If you have nothing now, it's natural for you to consider these things." The female fairy smiled very gently, "But now you already have something that most immortals no longer have, right? You might as well look down at yourself.
, you are no longer the person you say you say has nothing and can't change anything. On the contrary, you have changed the fate of most people. You have so many merits that I can hardly open my eyes. Like this
You, who else can say anything in front of you about whether you are a good match or not?"
Baili Fanhua felt that countless mysteries in her mind were broken at this moment.
She saw many selves, including all kinds of joys and sorrows.
Finally, she saw the little girl who when she was a child, her parents tore her novel to pieces because her test scores fell, and then tied it up with tape while crying.
"I..." Baili Fanhua started talking, not knowing how to continue.
But there was one thing she clearly felt.
She looked under the Milky Way, and something seemed to be calling her.
"Under the Tianhe River is the human world." The female fairy's voice became distant at this time, "It's time for you to go through a heart tribulation."
Baili Fanhua smiled and jumped down towards the Tianhe River.