Chapter 301 You always have to give me a chance to try
Author: Jiufangyu
Chapter 301 You always have to give me a chance to try
The room was quiet for a few minutes.
They were standing in the entrance hall, one leaning against the entrance cabinet and lowered his eyes and didn't know how to speak, the other looked down at the person in front of him and was ready to ask questions at any time.
"Aren't you going to talk?" Yan Cheng asked softly.
Zhong Jiuyin took a deep breath and looked up at him.
"I'll tell you a secret first, it may be outrageous, but can you try to believe it?"
Yan Cheng nodded: "Okay."
"Last year to the first half of this year, I was depressed and hated myself very much. The only time I was a little better was a month after filming that movie."
"I treat it as my last chance and attach great importance to it. In order to make good action scenes, I also went to the martial arts school for two months, memorizing lines day and night, and portraying myself to a perfect image that suits the character, and even the lines of other characters.
I remember it clearly. But I didn’t expect that after the filming, Feng Qing still found someone to suppress it and couldn’t broadcast it.”
"Then I was emotionally broken, and when I went out, I was in a trance and had a car accident... I lost my memory the day I woke up."
She paused for a moment, not knowing what expression to do.
Yan Cheng answered at the right time: "You have told me a few times before that you have lost your memory in a car accident and can't remember what happened before."
But at that time she was smiling, and he just thought she was playing tricks on purpose. Later, she found that she always didn't understand the popular words, so she believed it a little, but the guessing direction was also to guess when the memory was not connected after the split personality.
Now she mentioned amnesia specifically... A strange thought flashed through Yan Cheng's mind.
Zhong Jiuyin affirmed his guess.
"I evasively regarded that character as myself. I thought I was traveling through time."
If it is not realistic, if she hadn't experienced it, she wouldn't have believed that such a bloody thing had happened.
Even if Yan Cheng was mentally prepared, he was stunned by this strange secret.
"You treat that character as yourself?"
He frowned and pondered for a few seconds, and asked again: "Are you really sure that it's not a split personality? Different personalities will have their own complete personal information, such as a thirty-year-old splitting into a seven-year-old from a different era
Children, for example, those who suffer from domestic violence will fantasize about becoming anti-domestic violence women reported in newspapers, having their own family and their own careers…”
"No, no. I didn't remember anything on the day I woke up, and I was living as a brand new person."
She has also communicated with the doctor these days and knows about the split personality.
"The split personality can detect the existence of another personality before, because as long as the master personality does not die, there will always be a time to control the body together, resulting in the pillow placed today may be placed inexplicably tomorrow.
It's a place, do you understand what I mean? But I am different. I am the only one who controls my body. I just don't remember what happened before."
Yan Cheng stopped talking and silently digested this amazing secret.
After a while, he asked, “Is it because of blood in the brain?”
"Maybe it was. I woke up and had no memory. In order to avoid mistakes and was discovered, the doctor said that I did not feel any discomfort when I checked. Then I was discharged from the hospital. Guo Mingli took me to a very small hospital, but it was not found out.
I have blood in my head.”
After talking about these messy little details, she exhaled and prepared to get back to the topic. But at this time, Yan Cheng suddenly asked: "Are you scared that day you woke up?"
Zhong Jiuyin was stunned, and then tears surged into her eyes again.
She pursed her lips and nodded silently.
That day was actually very special. As "Li Yin", she had just died under the betrayal of her friend, while as "Zhong Jiuyin", she had just gotten into a car accident and lost all her memories, and there was no good person around her.
There must be confusion and panic, but the excitement of "traveling through time and saving life" has suppressed those sour emotions.
Because of his inquiry, Zhong Jiuyin's voice was a little trembling, and her smile could not stop the tears from spinning in her eyes.
"I'm a little scared. After returning from the hospital, I quickly read through the diary I wrote before to confirm what was going on at that time."
"But this is also a good thing. I used to be trapped in my own emotions. I really thought that I was not lucky and encountered so many unlucky things. After losing my memory, I could tell at a glance that someone was making a fuss behind my back and then kicked it smoothly
He took Guo Mingli and found Feng Qing.”
If there was no amnesia, she might be depressed and unable to see through the truth until she was really disappointed and retired.
Yan Cheng reached out and touched her hair.
She held back her tears and continued to smile and said, "That personality is indeed what I like very much, and it is a bit similar to my personality before her debut, so my friend, my mother, and Feng Qing didn't feel anything wrong.
But you should feel speechless, right? How could anyone go to school for 16 years and end up not even recognizing the English letters.”
"Yes, I thought you did it on purpose." Yan Cheng also cooperated with her and wiped his fingers at the end of her eyes.
She swallowed the soreness in her throat and asked, "Do you like the previous Zhong Jiuyin?"
Yan Cheng nodded without hesitation: "I like it."
"But I'm different from her."
Zhong Jiuyin blinked, and the tears finally flowed down. She looked at Yan Cheng's face very clearly, and the silent expression seemed to have been expected.
"I am different from her. Different memories will create different people, just like the split personality you said. The second personality and the master personality can be regarded as two different people. What you like is the energetic clock all day long
Jiuyin, or Liyin, is the character.”
"No." Yan Cheng's attitude was very clear, without any hesitation. The doctor said that people who are not confident and insecure need no reservation and preference.
"Even if you lose your memory, your words, actions and preferences should be affected by your physical habits. And you also said that the character is a bit similar to your previous personality, so at least part of what I like is you."
He went to hold her hand, and the cold and warm touched it, and Zhong Jiuyin was a little stiff.
When he didn't notice it, he continued, "I asked me to distinguish you from 'her' before because we both thought that they were not the same person. But you were the same person from beginning to end, so I don't need to distinguish..."
Zhong Jiuyin interrupted him: "I should be very unfamiliar to you now, right? Can you really continue with the stranger?"
Yan Cheng's voice gradually disappeared. He looked at her and then said after a while: "You always have to give me a chance to try."
She pursed her lips tightly and couldn't speak.
The two of them seemed to be holding their hands intimately, but in fact they were forcibly grasping her stiff wrist.
"It's not just because of this secret, right? What else happened, so you have been very resistant to my approach in the past two days. Is it what Feng Qing said to you? What did she say?"
Zhong Jiuyin opened her mouth and repeated it several times, but she didn't know what to say. Finally, she took a few deep breaths to suppress her tears before she spoke-
"She said that the reason she has targeted me in the past two years is because she is jealous of me saving you."