Chapter 706 'The matter of being mistaken for a confession by a female gentleman'
The two of them, who were teachers, students and close friends, walked forward in tandem without saying a word.
Passing through the lakeside promenade, through the Avenue of Apricot Leaves, through the Inferiority Pavilion at the foot of Shushan Mountain, through the Kong Valley where maple leaves are red... During this period, we passed through uninhabited forest paths, and also passed by waterside pavilions where anthologies were held. Silence and excitement seemed to be the same.
It had nothing to do with the two of them. Zhu Yourong and Zhao Rong both went on their own. The female gentleman in front didn't say anything, and the male student behind didn't ask.
Only the autumn wind lifted the hems of clothes, the fallen leaves rested on the shoulders, and a kind of tacit silence lingered in the hearts of the two.
I don’t know how long she walked quietly, until Zhao Rong looked over her shoulder and saw the upturned eaves of Yilanxuan among the green leaves in the distance.
A woman suddenly said: "You are so beautiful and graceful, it makes me forget to eat... It makes you forget to eat... Why don't you see you hungry and thin when you come back?"
"ah?"
Hearing Zhu Yourong's faint words, Zhao Rong was stunned and looked back.
Zhu Yourong turned his head and did not look at him. He stared at an orchid on the roadside that was blooming against the season.
"Didn't you write that "Li Shen Fu"?"
She waited with bated breath for an answer.
Zhao Rong was a little dazed for a moment, and nodded without thinking, "Yes, I wrote it."
After finally getting his personal answer, Zhu Yourong's heart suddenly shook, but he couldn't help but not look back.
He just raised his jade hand to gently lift his hair, looked away, and said:
"Well, you wrote it very well. Next time...next time you are not allowed to write again."
“…”
Just when Zhao Rong was a little lost in the lake, the heartbeat of a certain female gentleman accelerated a little.
"You little bastard...you are so shameless..." she thought to herself.
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Time goes back to the Jingchen Hall not long ago...
Zhu Yourong admits that she is not a sentimental person.
However, after reading this "Li Shen Fu", she still couldn't stop her heartbeat from accelerating. The woman's intuition, her reasoning and tacit understanding of the information she knew about Zhao Rong told her that this was a "bold evildoer"
Or maybe the 'bad junior brother' wrote it to her...
Of course, except for Zhu Yourong, no one else should be able to see the strangeness of this Lishen Fu.
Not just because of the words "you", "orchid", "rong" and so on. These can't even be said to be coincidences. They are frequent visitors in beauty poems.
However, what makes Zhu Yourong's heart tremble in this "Li Shen Fu" is the location where it is drawn and... the emotional themes it expresses.
The main idea of the poem is that the author...that is, Zhao Rong, met a goddess in Li Di. She had a beautiful appearance and an orchid temperament. After the two met by the water, they longed for each other and fell in love with each other. However, because of the human-god
Different paths, in the end they couldn't be reunited, they could only break up with melancholy. The goddess left, and Zhao Rong felt lost...
Although Zhu Yourong used to be a Confucian scholar, and now she is studying calligraphy, this does not mean that she is poor in poetry and Confucianism. On the contrary, she has been very smart since she was a child, has an exquisite mind, and has an incomparable scholarly atmosphere.
She grew up in a good family, and her appreciation of poetry and poetry is not inferior to that of ordinary poetry teachers in the academy, but compared to her talent in calligraphy, classics, righteousness, Confucianism and Taoism, it is not very eye-catching.
Therefore, at the first glance of Zhao Rong's "Li Shen Fu", she understood the general idea. After another glance, she immediately understood the metaphor, and her heart trembled for a while:
In addition to vividly describing the beauty of this "goddess", his poem also contains a vague and confusing atmosphere of love between humans and gods. It clearly does not directly describe the inner emotional changes between him and the goddess. However,
…
"The body is as fast as a flying duck, as erratic as a god... The wave moves slightly, and the socks are dusty... The movement is impermanent, and if it is in danger, it is safe... In difficult times, if you go, you will come back... if you go back, you will come back..." Zhu Yourong Lower your head and moan softly.
For example, in this paragraph, through a series of precise descriptions of actions, the fiery love stirring in the heart of the goddess is depicted, as well as the strong sadness that this love cannot be realized... The 'goddess' who left the ground shrugged lightly for a while, It seems like a crane is about to fly but has not yet risen; for a while, it passes through the thick pepper coating, attracting bursts of rich fragrance; for a while, it roars sadly, and the sound echoes with the deep sorrow of lovesickness...
Not only this waterside goddess, but both men and women are like this. Some are hesitant, some are chanting, some are lingering, some are erratic... Every word and deed seems to be telling the endless love and love in the heart. sad.
The further I read, the more I notice the intertwined emotions of love, conflict, melancholy and pain on both sides...
However, no matter how much they are inseparable, there is a huge difference in status and identity between the two, and the gap is difficult to bridge. In the end, only one goddess drifts away, and in the constant looking back, the world and the world are separated.
A sense of sadness and despair permeates the entire text.
"It turns out... you know my thoughts about parting in front of the waterfall that day. It turns out... I'm not the only one who is reluctant to leave. There are also people who are just as reluctant to leave as I am..."
Zhu Yourong whispered.
She and Zhao Rong are originally from the mountains. For the people in the mountains, there may be fairies and beauties. However, there are some ethereal and mysterious goddesses. Even if there are, they will not be seen under secular mountains like Dali... So this is the opposite. It's like the fantasy of an ignorant scholar under Yamashita, but since it appears in literary works, it is reasonable and is just artistic processing. The most important thing is allusions and metaphors.
After reading this, Zhu Yourong felt clear in his heart.
And that day when she learned that Zhao Rong was killed, she hurried down the mountain, panicked and went to Dali to rescue him. In the end, she was so excited that she expressed her feelings to him when saying goodbye in front of the Huangling Waterfall, and fled in confusion... Isn't this exactly what happened to him? Did the humans and gods in "Lishen Fu" know each other through experience?
There is also the name of this literary poem. Li Shen, Li Shen... In front of the waterfall that day, she must have been "leaving awkwardly" in his eyes.
Therefore, when Zhao Rong wrote the "deviant" "Li Shen Fu" during the poetry examination, Zhu Yourong understood it very well, but he didn't expect that he could write it so well that it directly topped the school.
not to mention!
In this poem, both the man and the woman express a regretful and regretful feeling of "love ends with courtesy". Apart from the fact that she and Zhao Rong are very consistent with the contradictory love between teachers and students, Zhu Yourong really can't think of anything else about Zhao Rong. Other romances.
So this "Li Shen Fu" is not about her but about who? It is clearly a bold confession to her...
Therefore, even though the autumn breeze was blowing outside the window, Zhu Yourong felt a little hot on his face and neck. He wanted to raise his hand to fan himself, but he was too shy to do so.
only……
"You... how dare you kid... you have something that you can't say privately, but you actually write it down for so many people to read..."
A certain female gentleman's heart is full of joy and fear.
Although that slender head finally knew how to confess boldly, the feeling of being watched by her colleagues in public while her "junior brother" secretly wrote a confession to her... bang bang bang~ made her heart beat three times faster. It looks like a deer tiptoeing past a hungry tiger's cave.
The only thing that makes her happy now is that he didn't directly give Wen Fu bold and explicit names like "You Shen Fu" and "You Rong Fu"...
"Um, Mr. Zhu?"
In the corner of the Jingchen Hall, Su Changfeng, who was chanting next to Zhu Yourong, suddenly called out.
"Ah, what's wrong..." Zhu Yourong suddenly woke up and replied.
"It's okay." Su Changfeng and Duan Jiuling looked at each other, shook their heads, and said in a worried tone, "It's just that your face looks a little strange, white and red... You must be more careful next time you practice, don't make any mistakes again.
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"I know, thank you Brother Su for your concern." Zhu Yourong said seriously.