Chapter 388: The Power of Despair, White Discovery 2
Every picture of life over the past few decades has been deeply imprinted in Tang Ye's mind. Those smiling faces and crying faces, from the innocence that started to remember, to the loneliness that almost swallowed Tang Ye when he first arrived in the city, to the zombie
The gradually eroded human nature is all back now!
Every place gives him the feeling, every time he cries and laughs, it is so clear, and the incomplete life keeps surrounding his memories, and those who meet people, their names are constantly intertwined!
Finally, the memory goes back to Honglin High School. The girl’s smile, her dependence on herself, and her kindness, Tang Ye pulls back all the lost human nature of Tang Ye!
That goodbye seemed to be Tang Ye's last hope. He had never noticed before, why did he live as a zombie? He was as confused as a small boat that could not be found in the sea, without returning to the alley, without concern, and without doing anything to do
And the direction to go!
Shouldn’t this be given up? Why does Tang Ye still have to live?
He couldn't figure it out, but at this moment, he understood everything, just for the word "goodbye"!
Didn’t he do everything he was just a naive wish for that girl? What he wanted was the goodbye she said!
Will definitely see you again!
In his dilapidated life, the ordinary warmth in the dormitory of Honglin High School became Tang Ye’s last life-saving straw!
Crazy and violence constantly wash away his humanity, and that warmth is also desperately helping him to pull back the only humanity!
In his mind, he heard the people he met in his life talking constantly, densely intertwined, making Tang Ye in pain!
Too contradictory! It's really too contradictory!
At this moment, Tang Ye’s nerves were like a thread. One end was the zombie’s roar and pulling without emotion, while the other end was the fragmented human nature resisting!
The moment Changjue stepped on the rubber band, Tang Ye felt desperate, and his hopes disappeared at this moment. This kick not only humiliated him, but also tore his yearning for the future!
The picture in his mind was getting faster and faster. In the end, Tang Ye could no longer remember who he was, but at this moment, Ning Yuer's smile stopped and occupied his mind!
That smile was the moment she turned around on Hongyi Street. She smiled lightly, but there were too many emotions in her eyes.
Reluctance? Nostalgia? Fear? Worry? Sorrow? Even a faint love?
There are too many things, and Tang Ye can't see it. The picture is like a yellowed photo. Although it is frozen, it is a bit blurry.
At that time, Tang Ye's mind actually slowed down a little, and then it passed by...
Chang Jue's feet twisted hard on the rubber band. He watched the soil below being trampled up by him, and he no longer felt anything in his heart.
Tang Ye couldn't tell what he felt now. Sadness? Heartache? Shame? None of these were! But despair!
At this moment, the moment Chang Jue stepped on the rubber band with his feet, he had a clear positioning of the inconspicuous object!
It is your own hope! The expectation of living!
The scenes that kept popping up like a movie in my mind just now made Tang Ye understand that his life was not without perfection, but with it! But this perfection was very light, and Tang Ye didn't dare to look at it directly, so he simply ignored it.
But it cannot be denied that it is always in its own life!
It was just that Tang Ye himself didn’t feel it!
He hates perfection, especially the perfection of others, but he also hopes that he has perfection that others have. When he is a human being, he does not dare to reveal the darkness in his heart, hide it deeply in his heart, and becomes a zombie.
Such darkness floats on the surface little by little as time goes by.
Everyone has the same characteristic, which is that they are particularly passionate about what they lack. Even if this thing is insignificant, it is something that everyone needs to get. This is the perfection that people pursue and human nature.
Tang Ye has this characteristic now, which means that his human nature is still there!
But it was this human nature that made him feel desperate, because he asked the only perfection in his heart to be placed in this rubber band. When the rubber band was stepped on by others, he wanted to tear the other party apart, but his strength was not
Allow him to do this!
Tang Ye knew that he had perfection, but he didn't notice it, but now he realized it. He really wanted to go back and relive it, but of course the way to relive it is not to travel through time and space, but to go out!
It wasn't that emotions flashed by. At this moment, he missed Ning Yuer very much, and the touch of tenderness she gave him. He wanted to go out! He wanted to see her!
This desire is getting stronger and stronger! But how can I see it?
Going out!
How did he get out? His powerful and proud strength is not worth mentioning in front of Chang Jue. He can't escape! He can't beat it!
But the desire in my heart is getting stronger and stronger!
Under this vicious cycle, Tang Ye felt despair in his heart, and this despair broke through his spiritual defense!
ah!
He raised his head and looked at Changjue and Yin Xiang behind him with resentful eyes.
So perfect! It's so perfect!
It’s really a pair made of heaven and earth. Unfortunately, such perfection is not yours, and this perfect owner is destroying his own faint perfection!
How can this tolerate?
"Let your feet go!" he roared, his voice hoarse as if the beast's roar before death.
Changjue's eyes were joking, and the foot that stepped on the rubber was pressing harder.
"Let go? I won't do this, do you know your situation?"
"You are just a weak person, and I am a god? How can an ant fight against God? I want to kill you, a finger is enough!"
Changjue's words were ridiculed, and Yin Xiang next to him looked coldly. Only when Changjue looked at the beautiful eyes, a strong love flashed through his beautiful eyes.
"Hahaha, are you a god?"
Tang Ye wanted to laugh, but after a while, the momentum he had just raised shrank back.
"Maybe...is right, I'm a ants, but an ant can bite people! Let me go of my feet, I want to survive!"
"Do you think you have a chance if you live? Despair, your obsession is getting heavier and heavier, and I like it very much!"
After hearing Changjue's words, Tang Ye was left with a deep sense of despair. He just said something like asking Changjue, but the answer was already obvious.
The regrets in his heart spread throughout Tang Ye's mind, making him unable to control himself. Countless thoughts arose, and when Tang Ye was about to give up, suddenly, Chang Jue twisted his toes hard again, and only twisted the fluff from the rubber underneath.
A few.
boom!
Tang Ye's head suddenly smashed, slowly despair broke out, emitting. He wanted to roar hard, but he couldn't make any sound. His anger and his violence appeared again, cooperating with the despair in his heart,
It actually drove the anti-life matter in Tang Ye's body!
They felt the pain that was difficult to emit in the host's heart, and quickly rotated, emitting overload for Tang Ye!