Rongrong curiously took out the diary and a photo of her mother when she was in college suddenly fell out of the notebook. Rongrong picked up the photo from the bed. The slim mother stood quietly under a willow tree by the lake, holding a drooping willow branch. smiling
Rongrong shed tears. She was very similar to her mother in appearance. When she and her mother went out in the past, many people said that they were like sisters. But her younger sister looked like her father. Rongrong looked at the photo and recalled getting along with her mother. Little by little tears couldn’t stop dripping on that already yellowed photo.
She gently put down the photo and slowly picked up the notebook and opened it. Rows of beautiful handwriting appeared in front of Rongrong. Rongrong understood that this was her mother's diary when she was young.
Ever since Rongrong could remember, she had never heard her mother talk about her youth. Whenever I asked her about it, she would always shake her head with a melancholy look on her face. She had never spoken directly about her youth, so Rongrong had felt it since middle school. This abnormality also left an unsolved mystery in my heart. Why is my mother unwilling to mention the past?
When Rongrong grew up and entered the third grade of junior high school, her classmate Zhang Liang often got close to Rongrong intentionally or unintentionally. At that time, her mother sternly warned Rongrong not to fall in love, and Zhang Liang's figure came into her mother's sight and gave her a She was deeply impressed, so when she saw Zhang Liang on her deathbed, she recognized her daughter's former suitor at a glance.
Fortunately, her mother knew that Rongrong’s dream was to be a soldier and marry a special soldier, so she didn’t mention it often.
Rongrong now saw the diary hidden at the bottom of the box. She gently picked it up and looked down curiously. She knew that it must contain some secrets that her mother didn't want them to know when she was young.
Diary entries record the joys, sorrows, joys and sorrows of my mother when she was in college. Rongrong smiled. When she was young, her mother, like herself, was a girl who dared to hate and love, and was always followed by groups of suitors.
Rongrong's face changed as she looked at it. Her eyes were wide open. There were some blurred writings on each page of the diary. Little by little water stains were scattered on the diary. They must have been wetted by her mother's tears. of
The diary recorded the saddest period in her mother's life. From the intermittent records, Rongrong knew that her mother finally accepted a suitor in the last period of college. He was a handsome and sunny boy, and the two fell deeply in love. unable to extricate themselves from
The boy is the son of a high-ranking official in Shanxi. The two finally fell in love one night after the graduation ceremony and broke through the forbidden zone. After graduation, the boy said to his mother: "Go back to your home first. I will tell my parents when I get back that I will find you a job." You pick it up"
The two of them each returned to their hometowns, but time passed day by day and the mother did not receive a message from the boy to pick her up. Whenever the mother called the other party, the other party would always comfort her, saying that her parents did not agree with their contact and wanted him to be there. Find someone locally and tell him not to worry. I will definitely convince his parents.
My mother spent more than three months in anxiety. One day she suddenly vomited while eating. It was then that she felt something was wrong with her body. She recalled that she had not had a menstrual period for several months.
The mother was anxious, but she didn't expect that she would get pregnant after a passionate affair. She avoided her family and ran outside, secretly taking out her mobile phone and calling her boyfriend to tell her about the incident. When the boyfriend heard this, he was overjoyed and said that his family had always been single and he must keep the child. He told the matter Tell your parents that you will definitely get their consent
The mother was overjoyed and caressed her belly in surprise. Maybe the appearance of this child would make them lovers get married. But for several months, the other party kept saying that he was trying to persuade her parents and called him several thousand yuan to tell her not to worry.
In fact, my mother's belly has been gradually swollen day by day. Although it is winter now, the loose clothes can temporarily cover the gradually swollen belly. But if this continues, she will not be able to hide the fact that she was pregnant out of wedlock in front of her family.
My mother knew that she could not tell the truth to her family. This was an absolutely unacceptable fact for a traditional family. She was helpless and cried alone under the quilt every night.
Early that morning, my mother told her grandpa that her boyfriend had found a job for her in Shanxi and asked her to interview her grandpa. Looking at her increasingly haggard mother, grandma thought that she had been worried about her boyfriend recently and couldn't eat or sleep. When I heard that her boyfriend had found a job for her and that they could still be together, he was very happy and agreed that she should go.
My mother dragged her pregnant body to Shanxi and found her boyfriend. He looked at her in surprise and asked, "Why did you come here by yourself?" The mother cried and said, "If I keep doing this, my father and mother will find out why. Stay at home”
Her boyfriend pondered for a moment and said: "Let me find a place for you to stay first." Then he took her to a small hotel. Her boyfriend hugged her tenderly in the hotel and comforted her: "Don't worry, I will definitely convince my parents." This child is the fruit of our love. We must keep it and don’t find other classmates. It’s embarrassing for others to see you like this.”
He said and handed her a bank card: "There is 20,000 yuan in it. Take care of yourself and buy whatever you want to eat. I'm very busy at work and I'll come over to see you when I have time."
My boyfriend left tenderly, and my mother was eagerly waiting for her boyfriend to bring the good news. But as the months passed, her belly started to grow bigger every day, and the day of delivery was getting closer and closer. Her boyfriend still said, "Don't worry, I will definitely convince your parents."
That day, my mother couldn't bear it anymore. She took out her phone and called another classmate who was close to her in college. Rongrong's father is now Rongrong. He has stayed in school to teach. At that time, he was also a member of the army who was obsessed with pursuing her.
Mom took the phone and asked about her boyfriend. The classmate was stunned for a long time and then said: "You don't know that he is getting married soon. It is said that his father does not agree with your marriage, so he must marry the daughter of a high-ranking official, saying that it is for his future." The career here is good, and I was looking for you. Where are you?"
Mom was stunned and tears suddenly welled up from her eyes. She stood up suddenly, but suddenly there was a burst of severe pain in her bulging belly. She was already more than nine months pregnant at this time.
Big beads of sweat immediately appeared on my mother's face. The mobile phone in her hand suddenly fell to the ground. Dad's urgent inquiry came from the mobile phone. My mother staggered to the door of the room and opened the door with difficulty. There was an eldest sister living next to it. When she walked out and saw the scene in front of her, she immediately ran over and hugged her, shouting and calling the hotel attendants to take her mother to the hospital.