Xiao Zhiyi really couldn't remember how long it had been since she had cried so wildly. It seemed that she had rarely cried since the orphanage.
At the beginning, she cried every time she was bullied. Later, when she realized that crying could not solve any problems, she never cried again. When others bullied her, she would bully her back even more. As time went by, others thought she was not easy to deal with and would not bully her again.
Bully her again.
Later, she followed Xiao Yuwei to the Xiao family. Although her adoptive father and mother treated her indifferently, Xiao Yuwei always targeted her, but her brother and grandma treated her very well. She still spent more time happy than sad, and she never cried like this.
This outbreak is probably due to the accumulation of too many grievances.
"Hey, don't cry. Just tell me what grievances you have."
Su Yi was so confused by her crying that she was completely inexperienced.
"I...I can't tell."
Xiao Zhiyi choked with sobs.
She also wanted to talk out all her grievances, but she had not been good at talking about this since she was a child. Over time, she lost this ability.
Unable to speak?
As long as you want to say it, it's easy to do.
Su Yi thought of a good idea, picked her up from the hospital bed and walked out quickly.
"what are you doing?"
Xiao Zhiyi exclaimed.
"Take you to vent."
Su Yi carried her out, got in the car, and drove directly back to the hotel.
Xiao Zhiyi didn't wear shoes. When she arrived at the hotel, Su Yi carried her upstairs. She didn't dare to raise her head for fear of being recognized. Fortunately, it was already midnight and there was no one in the lobby.
When they got to the room, Su Yi put her on the sofa, turned to the wine cabinet, opened a bottle of red wine, brought two glasses over, poured one and pushed it to her.
"Drink."
Xiao Zhiyi shook her head, she didn't like drinking.
"Alcohol can paralyze a person's psychological defenses. The reason why you can't express your grievances is because your psychological defenses are too strong. Only when people remove their defenses can they open up. Drink, don't worry, even if you are drunk
, and I won’t take advantage of others’ danger.”
Su Yi assured.
Xiao Zhiyi thought about it and felt that this made sense. She had never tried this method before, so it might be effective.
As for taking advantage of others' danger, before she picked up her glass of wine and drank, she put down a threat: "If you dare to take advantage of others' danger, I will rely on you for the rest of my life and I will never make it easy for you."
Su Yi clicked her tongue, bitches are so cruel.
Xiao Zhiyi started drinking. She didn't drink much. She didn't have a good drinking capacity. After drinking half a glass, her face turned red. People get drunk more easily than usual when they are in a bad mood. After one glass of wine, Su Yi felt that she had become drunk.
Feeling drunk.
"How did you end up in an orphanage as a child?"
Su Yi felt that it was almost done, so he started to guide her to talk.
Xiao Zhiyi thought about it: "Like Xiao Yuwei, she was abducted and then rescued by the police. Then she couldn't find her parents for a while, so she was sent to an orphanage.
I arrived at the orphanage two years earlier than Xiao Yuwei. She didn't stay in the orphanage for long, and her parents found her in about half a year."
"You must have had a good relationship when you were in the orphanage, otherwise she wouldn't let her parents adopt you."
Su Yi asked again.
"That's what I thought at first. It wasn't until I returned to Xiao's house with her that I realized that this was not the case at all."
Xiao Zhiyi let out a self-deprecating laugh.
"What was that like?"
"Because she is afraid, her biological parents are a pair of strangers to her, and home is also a strange environment to her.
She was timid and cowardly when she was a child, and she didn't dare to bully her back when she was bullied. I took care of her in the orphanage, and I would beat anyone who bullied her. She thought I could protect her, so she wanted to take me back with her.
Do you know why I learn Taekwondo?
Also to protect her, my adoptive parents were reluctant to let her go through hardships, so they sent me to learn Taekwondo. Isn't it ironic?
But it doesn't matter, at least I learned Taekwondo and I'm not afraid of being bullied outside.
When she was in junior high school, she somehow offended gangsters outside the school. Those gangsters arrested her. She asked me to rescue her, so I went. Fortunately, I called the police before going, otherwise I would have been killed by those gangsters.
Gang raped.
Then later I found out that it was just a scene she directed and acted, because at that time she started to be jealous of me, jealous that my elder brother loved me and my grandma loved me.
Jealous that I took something from her.
After that, she always came up with endless ways to harm me. After I suffered a loss, I learned to be smarter. Her little tricks couldn't make me hurt. As time went by, she became smarter and her methods became more and more sophisticated.
It's getting worse.
Don't look at my bad grades in college. In fact, I was a top student. It was just that Xiao Yuwei put laxatives in the mung bean soup during the last exam of the college entrance examination. I had diarrhea and enteritis and missed one exam, so I didn't take the exam.
Go to a good university.
At that time, my grandma comforted me and asked me to repeat my studies for another year. I comforted her in turn and told her that I was fine. It didn’t matter whether the university was good or not. What was important was the talent. I had the talent. It didn’t matter where I went to school.
But I am also really sad. Why did Xiao Yuwei harm me like this? I have never been sorry to her. When she was in the orphanage, I was the one who protected her. I was obviously her benefactor. Why did she...
Became my benefactor?
Hahaha, it’s so funny, so funny, what do I have to make her jealous?
Whatever I like, she will grab.
Anyone who likes me will be taken away by her.
Look, I have nothing to do with you, but she wants to take you away and starts to hurt me non-stop.
You said that if I were really with you, wouldn't my life be dead?
Why is this? Even if she is kind to me, I still have enough.
Can't I pursue my ideals? Can't I have someone who I love and who loves me?
What did I do wrong..." Once the words were opened, they poured out like a flood. Her voice was very soft, without anger or hysteria, and even her tears were silent.
Su Yi felt so distressed that he put her head on his shoulder and whispered softly: "Cry, have a good cry. Tomorrow is a new day. Brother Yi loves you, and no one will bully you in the future."
"Liar."
Xiao Zhiyi muttered: "I don't want you to feel pain, you are too carefree and everyone will feel pain.
I only want someone who loves me and loves me."
"I'm not lying to you. I don't want to quibble about the past, but from now on, I will only love you."
Su Yi said.
"Then will you love me?"
Xiao Zhiyi was really drunk. She raised her face and looked at him like a child: "You only love me, and you are willing to marry me, have babies, and give me a home that belongs to me."
"I have never loved anyone. If you are willing, I can try."
Su Yi lowered her eyes and looked into her drunken eyes.
"What a coincidence."
Xiao Zhiyi smiled stupidly: "I have never loved anyone, and I don't dare. I'm afraid that Xiao Yuwei will steal her love with a sword.
I used to like my eldest brother so much. He was kind to me and loved me.
But Xiao Yuwei always competes with me for him, so I don't dare to like my eldest brother.
What if Xiao Yuwei comes to rob you?"
"I despise her. She is not even as good as you."
Su Yi raised the corners of her lips. She was probably so drunk that she even dared to say that she had liked Xiao Chen.
Xiao Zhiyi chuckled: "You have such good taste."
"Stop being narcissistic."
Su Yi pinched her face and asked, "Are you drunk?"
"I don't know, I've never been drunk before. I don't know if I'm drunk now."
Xiao Zhiyi looked confused.
"Then I'll just pretend you're not drunk."
Su Yi straightened her body and looked into her eyes seriously: "Xiao Zhiyi, let's be together."
Xiao Zhiyi looked at him and thought he was really handsome, so he nodded out of nowhere: "Okay, okay, let's be together."
"No regrets."
Su Yi said.
"Well, if you don't regret it, pull the hook."
Xiao Zhiyi stretched out her little finger to hook his little finger, and said to herself: "Hang yourself with a hook and you won't change for a hundred years. You can only love me and love me, otherwise you will become a puppy."
After saying that, he dove into Su Yi's arms and became completely drunk.