After cursing God for a while, Zhang Ming took another deep breath, picked up the letter delivered from the drift bottle and read it.
The first few letters were all written by Lao Wang. Regarding the recent development of human society, there is actually nothing interesting to read. Zhang Ming has already known it through the radio, and what needs to be said has been made clear to Lao Wang through the Gaia consciousness link.<
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But the latter letter was actually written by my sister, which is actually quite rare, because my sister is usually too lazy to write letters.
In Zhang Ming's impression, his sister... is still a girl?
Forget it, don’t think about it.
Who doesn’t like a girl in her teenage years? Her face is full of collagen, her hair is black and shiny, and she occasionally has a hint of silly innocence.
When Lao Zhang was in Turtle Island, he would occasionally reminisce about his youth, like his little girlfriend, his female deskmate, his math teacher, etc...
I remember one time, he took his younger sister to the cinema to watch a movie, but her class teacher saw it and mistook it for puppy love. He immediately frowned, criticized her, and spit.
That feeling... is pretty cool!!
Don’t ask why it feels so good. When the head teacher knew the truth, he showed that constipation-like expression. It was so good!
As for his auntie sister, Lao Zhang himself doesn’t miss her much.
On the contrary, he is more interested in his niece...
Of course, even nieces are not interested now. After all, once children exceed the age of kindergarten and have their own thoughts, it becomes increasingly boring.
And as I get older, I no longer have any close feelings. There is not much difference between a niece and a school girl passing by on the road.
"By the way, what's the name of the female classmate who likes me very much... It's a pity that I had a girlfriend at that time and rejected her offer."
"I should have been able to stand on both sides at that time!!"
Zhang Ming thought for a long time, his expression was a little awkward, and finally he had to cough heavily to hide the fact that he was alone.
"Hello, bro!"
"Today it's time to send letters again. On a whim, I wanted my daughter to write you a letter. After all, she is also a student in high school. Even if her academic performance is average, writing a letter to her uncle should be no problem, right?
”
"She doesn't want to write. The main reason is laziness."
"Asking a female high school student to write an 800-word essay is like going to jail. She is so lazy. She doesn't do any housework. She is just as lazy as you!"
"But the more important reason is that she actually has no special impression of you. She has her own friends and her own life. An uncle she has never met or seen in person naturally cannot make her have too many emotions.
Intimacy."
"So I have a question, why didn't I write to you a few years ago? It seems that I haven't written to you for more than ten years. Has the family relationship faded?"
"I am 44 years old this year. I am no longer a young girl, but an aunt whose figure is gradually getting out of shape. I have begun to envy youth and 18-year-old girls."
"When you left my sight, I was really 18 years old. At that time, I still thought that after the college entrance examination was over, I would get some money from my brother to spend, buy a mobile phone, buy a bag, and then buy
A beautiful skirt, and then buy another dress."
"You don't know that at that time, I didn't even have a hundred yuan in my hand, so I wanted a rich elder brother to protect me!"
"I think about it every day. Every day, I think about you making money quickly and getting rich, and then you reward your poor sister who has no money!"
"But the final result...my wish has not come true, and you are still out of touch. Maybe you are already hanging in a corner that no one cares about...In the Sea of Demon God, I have never been there in my life.
If we get involved, we probably won’t get involved in the distant future.”
"Now, it is impossible for me to think about those weird things. Firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea occupy every day of my life. I miss my youth and the interesting ideas in the past. However, I just miss it and don't want to
Put it into any practice."
"Fortunately, my daughter has finally grown up and her days have gradually become free, which is enough for a middle-aged old aunt to express her feelings about life."
"So today, I was sitting in the office, basking in the sun coming through the glass windows, drinking afternoon tea, and started thinking wildly again."
"What do I want?"
"I don't seem to want anything. My parents are getting older, but they are still in good health. Both daughters have average grades. If they don't ask for a class jump, they can accept it. This guy Lu Tuyu may be trying to compensate for the regrets of his youth.
, I have become obsessed with playing games recently, which is quite good. I am almost fifty years old and I have to have a hobby."
"What do I want? I seem to be quite happy right now."
"But when you daydream, you always think about bad things."
"I thought about some things about life, separation and death. Happiness is always short-lived, and people can't escape separation."
"As the strongest uncle in another world, you should be able to live a long time, but we are just ordinary people, and our life span is limited."
"By the time you come back here, we may no longer be here. How painful it is for you."
"So I bought a ginkgo tree and planted it in the yard of the community. It is said that this kind of tree can live for 1,000 years. You can always come back within 1,000 years, let alone you are still wandering in the Sea of Demon Gods! ... Just let
This ginkgo tree takes our place and waits for you to come back. After all, there is still life waiting for you, right?"
"My husband also laughed at me because my girlish heart was so excited that I actually started going crazy!"
"Haha, as a middle-aged aunt, I rarely did something inexplicable on a whim, and even wrote you a letter. In fact, I am still a little sad and talking nonsense."
"We will eventually face a sad day. But the 44-year-old me today, I am happy and have no worries, although with a subtle sadness, just like an adolescent girl, always hope to have a boy
Save them, even if you can’t even explain why you need to save them.”
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"So, I recorded this strange day and shared it with you."
"Remember that ginkgo tree. When you come back, you may be able to pick ginkgo fruits. Time is like water. Thousands of years later, what will you do if you are still alive? Blood relations? Human civilization? Friends? In the endless world
In the face of time and space, what is there that is worthy of nostalgia? In fact, I am quite curious, but I dare not imagine it."
"Best wishes, my forever 18-year-old sister."
"Maybe I won't be too lazy to write to you next year."
“Accept this year’s family photo!”
There is still Zhang Ming's image on the family portrait, which was directly uploaded. The relatives are smiling like flowers, and the faces in their memories have long since aged, leaving only vague traces of memory.
"Yeah, what kind of mood will I be in a thousand years later?"
"After ten thousand years, if I am still alive, what will I care about?"
Suddenly, Zhang Ming couldn't breathe. His mind went blank and he couldn't describe the problem in any detail.
He remembered the setting in the novel about cultivating immortals, in which the protagonist abandoned his family and went to the deep mountains and forests to cultivate immortality. When he read the novel, he felt that this was normal, and people would be punished by heaven and earth unless they wanted to do it for themselves.
But if you really have a long life, you must think about what the meaning of "living" is.
If it doesn't make sense, that would be too sad.
The light was turned off and the room was dark.
Zhang Ming's eyesight is very good, and he has night vision function even without lights. However, at this moment, he can't see anything clearly.
He just lay there, staring at the ceiling in silence.
What is worth crying about? Is it a bite from a monster? Is it the difficulties of traveling? Is it the threat of a demon? Is it the pain of being poisoned?
Or... parting?
Maybe my sister sensed something on a whim and said goodbye to him in advance, or maybe this was a not-so-good coincidence.
In short, this may be the last letter from my family.
……
"There's no need to be too sad, isn't there still radio?" Zhang Ming comforted himself with a smile, "Maybe we'll be able to leave the abyss soon, and then we'll be able to sail back to Earth on the ship donated by Hong Steel Man!"<
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He rubbed his eyes, sighed slightly, and continued reading the next letter.
It was written to him by Li Xianfeng.
Comrade Li Xianfeng, who is in his eighties, has long reached the age of retirement, but he still insists on working at his post and broadcasting news every day.
In the boring and lonely nights, the various boring scientific and technological knowledge broadcast by Comrade Lao Li helped Zhang Ming spend that long time.
I have to admit that studying is a way to stay rational, especially when you are alone, you have to find something to do.
Even the Honggang people collectively use crazy labor to consume their energy and not to think wildly.
"Hello, Lao Zhang, I am Li Xianfeng."
"In recent years, my physical fitness has declined significantly. I have quit most of my jobs. I only have to report the news every day, so I rarely have any leisure time."
"When I suddenly become free, I always feel a wonderful sense of emptiness. Looking back on the past eighty years, it seems that there are no achievements worthy of being remembered by history. This is how people are in this life. Obscurity is the norm."
"Maybe it's because I'm getting older and I always like to recall my youth, a time when there was only passion."
"At that time, there was nothing but the future; now, there is everything but no future."
"It's great to be young!"
"So I was thinking, if I have the next life and the opportunity to start my life again, what should I do?"
Zhang Ming frowned slightly. In fact, Li Xianfeng mentioned this issue implicitly in the past broadcast.
As a scientific researcher, Li Xianfeng mentioned it once and forget about it. Now he has mentioned it a second time, which is...
He really has such - "ability"!
Zhang Ming suddenly became interested and thought of many things in his mind...