Han Meiqing was suddenly hugged by Xiao Changkun, and her whole body became stiff in an instant.
Deep down, she also hoped that Xiao Changkun could hold herself tightly after more than twenty years?
After all, this is the only person I have loved in my life.
At this moment, the first love of more than 20 years ago was holding himself tightly, his hands folded and tightly clasped on his lower abdomen. The feeling seemed to bring himself back to his 20-year-old.
Youth years.
Han Meiqing was filled with true feelings in her heart, and she couldn't help it and she covered her hand on the other party's hand.
But the moment she put her hand on Xiao Changkun's hand, she suddenly realized that it was wrong for her to do so.
So she broke free from Xiao Changkun's arms, tiringly rectified her hair, and said unnaturally: "Changkun, we can't do this. After all, you are married people, and I can't be sorry to Ma Lan!
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Xiao Changkun suddenly became anxious and blurted out: "She was sorry for you first. We were so in love when we were together. She knew that I was your boyfriend, and she took advantage of the situation when I was drunk.
And if she hadn't been so shameless, we would have been together long ago!"
Han Meiqing sighed softly and said, "Even if the past is wrong, I was the one who chose to let go. Since I have chosen to let go and give you to her, I will not be like her back then.
I'm sorry for me, I'm sorry for her anymore. This is a matter of principle, otherwise I'm the same as her?"
Xiao Changkun was anxious and said, "That woman almost ruined the relationship between us for the rest of our lives. Is it necessary for you to tell her principles at this time?"
Han Meiqing said seriously: "Actually, after that incident happened, I knew in my heart that all this was Ma Lan behind the scenes. I knew she was a villain, but I couldn't become a villain because of being hurt by the villain.
Little man.”
As she said that, she looked at Xiao Changkun again and said seriously: "You are her husband now. I can meet you and have dinner with you like an ordinary friend or an ordinary old classmate, but we can't have a leeway pool.
That step is not possible at all."
Xiao Changkun's tears were flowing down his eyes. He looked at Han Meiqing and said even more hoarsely: "Is it impossible for us two to have another life? After so many years, we can finally meet again. Don't you want to make up for it.
Did we regret back then?”
Han Meiqing's expression was also a bit painful, and she sighed: "Of course I think, otherwise I wouldn't have come back from the United States specifically, but I think gentlemen must be good at taking money and feelings, if we
If the two still have a chance to get together again, it must be after you and Ma Lan divorced."
Xiao Changkun blurted out without hesitation: "Then I will divorce her immediately!"
Han Meiqing said very seriously: "Chang Kun, don't get me wrong. I'm not saying that after you divorce Ma Lan, we will be together."
Xiao Changkun asked nervously: "Meiqing, what do you mean? I don't understand. Don't you want to be with me?"
Han Meiqing said sincerely: "Chang Kun, after all, we haven't met for so many years, how could we suddenly decide to be together? This is too much of a joke."
As she said, she said seriously: "We were in love at school when we were in love. At that time, we were all students. We had to study and socialize with our classmates every day. We had not lived together.
, Life is different from falling in love, especially at our age, we should not only consider our own life, not only our feelings, but also our children and their children’s views on each other.”
"So this kind of thing cannot be decided by moving our mouths when we were teenagers. We must think carefully and think carefully before we can make a more mature decision."
Xiao Changkun immediately said: "I can't accept what you say. I know that you still have feelings for me, and I have feelings for you in my heart. Since both of you have feelings, what can't be broken through?
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As he said that, Xiao Changkun asked, "Meiqing, I want you to tell the truth. Do you have any feelings for me now?"
Han Meiqing said in a little embarrassedly: "How do you ask me to answer your question? After all, we were together back then, and we had such a good relationship, and we were both our first love. We also had regrets that lasted for more than 20 years. We said we didn't feel that way.
It's self-deception."
As he said that, Han Meiqing said again: "But I said just now that this matter is not just about considering your own feelings."
Xiao Changkun's tears flowed more and more, and he felt as wronged as a child.
Over the years, he suffered too much emotional torture. So he felt great comfort at the moment when Han Meiqing came back.
When he saw Han Meiqing, he truly realized that his previous life had been in dire straits.
So, he didn't want to live like that for a minute.
Seeing Xiao Changkun crying like a child, Han Meiqing's eyes also turned red.
She walked up to Xiao Changkun, gently wiped his tears with her sleeves, and said with pain: "Changkun, you have worked so hard for so many years. If time could go back, go back to the one we had before we graduated.
At that time, even if you and Ma Lan already have the facts, I will not give up on you..."
As she said that, she sighed sadly again: "It's a pity that time has passed and no one can turn back the years. In a blink of an eye, we are already middle-aged and elderly people over fifty years old."
Xiao Changkun grabbed her hand tightly and said excitedly: "Meiqing! It is precisely because we cannot let the years go back that we should not let our future lives be disappointed! Don't let us down for a second!"
Having said that, Xiao Changkun was very excited. He knelt on one knee and blurted out: "Meiqing, I want to be with you!"
Seeing him kneeling down, Han Meiqing suddenly became a little panicked and hurriedly pulled him up and blurted out: "Oh, Chang Kun, what are you doing? Get up quickly!"
Xiao Changkun said stubbornly: "If you don't agree to me, then I will kneel here and not get up!"
Han Meiqing glanced at the kitchen door and said anxiously: "Oh, get up quickly. If the children come in and see it, how can we explain this if you say it!"
Xiao Changkun said seriously: "If Paul came in and saw him, then I would tell him that I love his mother. I hope to be with his mother and also hope to receive his blessings; if Churan actually saw him,
Then I will tell her that I love you, that I will divorce her mother and be with you!"