After the rain stopped, Sun Jian took the wild boar meat and left.
Sun Yudie and I stayed in the house.
Sun Yudie seems to have regarded me as one of her relatives. She has been sticking to me since Sun Jian went out, and she is like a big brother.
I thought Sun Jian would come back soon.
However, until evening, I did not see Sun Jian.
Sun Yudie cried inexplicably.
She told me that she felt uncomfortable.
She said she missed her grandpa.
I took her out of the hut and walked down the street in the direction I remembered my grandson walking in when he went out.
The streets are still very lively at night, with people coming and going everywhere, but because Sun Yudie and I both look like beggars, everyone still avoids us.
The further they walked into the street, the harder Sun Yudie cried.
Until we arrived at a place with few people, I smelled the smell of blood. Looking for the smell of blood, I saw Sun Jian covered in bruises.
Sun Jian was lying in the alley, covered in blood, holding on to the half-choked pig leg, but the other wild boar meat was gone.
Sun Yudie burst into tears when she saw Sun Jian's appearance.
Seeing my grandson like this, I just feel very uncomfortable.
I carried him back to the hut, but after placing him on the weeds, he still took his last breath. He could not say another word to us until his death. Only when he saw me,
He handed me the remaining half of the wild boar leg.
This day.
I suddenly felt like crying.
I'm used to seeing life and death.
Life and death have long been accustomed to me.
But this time, seeing Sun Jian's appearance and seeing Sun Yudie lying on Sun Jian's body crying, I still felt a little sour in my heart.
No need to think about it, I also know that Sun Jian's death should have something to do with the wild boar. He tried his best to protect the half of the wild boar leg just to give me an explanation.
Looking at Sun Yudie, I held her in my arms.
I asked her: "Shall we take revenge on Grandpa?"
Sun Yudie didn't answer me, she just hugged me tightly with her backhand.
After burying Sun Jian, I took Sun Yudie's hand and walked to the street again.
It was already late at night.
There is no one on the street.
The air was filled with a faint smell of blood. I took Sun Yudie and followed the smell of blood back to the alley where I found Sun Jian. I opened the door of the nearest house.
In the dark night.
The bonfire is burning.
There was half a fan of wild boar meat on the top. Several people were laughing and talking about how they snatched the wild boar meat from Sun Jian today, with faces full of pride.
Looking at them, I just felt disgusted.
After drinking the tea of gods, I experienced the feeling of gods. At that time, I thought about giving and blessing those who believed in me. At that time, even if the young man smashed my statue, I did not think about it.
The evil beyond human nature.
Because at that time, I liked the feeling of protection.
I think that's my chance.
Just as Li Bowen once emphasized.
Village guard.
Guard the village and calm the soul.
The most important thing is this word keeping.
Tianshen Tea gave me a deeper understanding of the word "Shou", which is the opportunity I got from Tianshen Tea.
But now...
I just found out.
Even if it is a god.
You can also choose not to protect some people.
People are divided into good and evil.
I didn't know how to distinguish it before.
But now I understand.
When we left the alley, the smell of blood in the air became stronger. Sun Yudie kept lying on top of me, as if she was afraid, but she held me tighter.
When returning to the hut.
Sun Yudie huddled on the weeds, looked at me and asked: "Brother, will you leave me? I don't have a grandfather anymore."
I answered in two words.
Won't.
When Sun Yudie heard what I said, she burst into tears and laughed, although she smiled very reluctantly.
Start the next day.
I started doing things for my grandson.
However, because Sun Yudie was afraid, when I woke up, she would wake up with the slightest movement, then follow me up the mountain and watch me catch wild boars and pheasants.
Sometimes I really can’t find them, so I just follow me to catch wild vegetables.
In the beginning, I left everything behind.
But as the days passed, more and more things piled up. I chose Sun Jian’s initial suggestion and took those things to sell on the street, and I got the first money.
I don't know how much that is.
Sun Yudie said there are many.
There are several hundred dollars.
I bought her a new outfit and also changed into one for myself.
But we still stayed in that hut.
It's just that life is getting better and better, and Sun Yudie has gradually grown up.
I forgot how much time had passed. It seemed that in just a blink of an eye, Sun Yudie had turned into a graceful girl.
That day she suddenly told me that someone said he liked her.
When she said this to me, her cheeks turned slightly red. It was then that I remembered that so many years had passed in the blink of an eye.
I asked her who she was.
She didn't tell me, but she just brought a boy about the same age as her that day.
The boy looked very shy. When he was talking to me, he always looked at Sun Yudie and looked very nervous. When I looked at him, I realized that, unknowingly, I had become Sun Yudie's elder.
I started to decide about marriage for her.
I suddenly thought of myself.
It seems that there is someone waiting for me.
It's just that it's been too long and I seem to have no memory. I racked my brains to think about it, but I found that I seemed to have forgotten my past. I only remembered that day.
A little girl gave me a coin.
That day, when I saw her again, she gave me a chicken drumstick.
I suddenly felt sad.
Three days later.
The boy brought many things, which he said were betrothal gifts.
That day Sun Yudie hugged me and said that she couldn't bear to leave me, and told me that she would take me away and let me live with her in a new home. I refused with a smile.
That day, she smiled very happily.
And I became alone again.
I began to think about what is the meaning of living in this life?
I can't think of an answer.
I just walk on the street from time to time, looking at all kinds of people, and watching some vendors and customers quarreling over the lack of money.
Watching a couple yelling at each other over trivial family matters, they are just like passers-by.
Looking at the familiar corner, I saw a young man in ragged clothes squatting.
I discovered that human life is really hard.
But why do they continue to struggle in this pain?
I still can't think of an answer.
Until Sun Yudie found me in the cabin with a pregnant belly. She told me with a happy face that her man was very good to her and told me that she was about to give birth.
Tell me she is very happy.
Tell me she misses me.
Tell me that she wants to visit her grandfather's tomb.
Then I saw her secretly wiping tears.
I saw her reluctance when she left.
I saw her forced smile, but when she looked at her belly and the person who came to pick her up under the sunset, her forced smile turned into relief.
I understood it immediately.
Human life is nothing more than these ups and downs.
How to live and why to live are different for everyone.
At this moment, I suddenly discovered that there seemed to be something that belonged to me and was complete at this moment.