In the room that is not so spacious for heating, the air conditioner has not been turned on due to the change just now. The interior should have been cold, but there is an inexplicable enthusiasm for wandering around.
On the white bed, two teenagers were stacking together.
Dazai Yu heard the sound of his heartbeat resounding like a drum. He hugged the weak Kanyo Kiyowa deeply. The skin touched by his hands was covered with a layer of sweat. Through the clothes, he seemed to feel the afterglow of the pain in his limbs. He hugged him tighter, as if he could share the burden.
"Qinghe..."
"Um."
"Qinghe..."
"I am here."
The air was humid and hot and scorching. Kanyo Kiyoka felt his heart beat faster. I don’t know if it was because of his weakness after he became bigger and he was working hard to make blood, or because of the scene at this time.
Kanyo Kiyoshi wanted to raise his hand to pat the emotionally excited Osamu Dazai, but he couldn't do it.
——His hands were tightly confined.
“…”
All right.
Dazai Cat seemed to be really frightened.
Kanyo Kiyowa was quite annoyed. After all, it was an unstable replica of aptx-4869. Even the creator Ai Haibara could only roughly estimate. Kanyowa didn't expect it to happen at this time, otherwise he could calmly arrange a space alone so that Dazai Cat would not discover it.
In fact, most of the muscle twitches are spontaneous physiological reactions of the body, and he does not feel so painful psychologically.
Compared with the feelings of Nirvana, it is just a pediatric department.
Yes.
When recalling the memories lost in the past, the feeling of Nirvana in the little son of God also emerged. Unfortunately, he is using a new body reorganized after Nirvana. He has never suffered any sins, so he seems particularly painful.
but……
As a mafia, Dazai has seen many scenes. He would be frightened by such a situation. Sure enough, it was because of him?
Kamiyo Kiyoha thought with satisfaction, and obediently kept not moving and hugged her.
A little cold.
The part covered by the blanket is fine, but the exposed skin is not very good.
The feeling of hugging was very good, but it was troublesome to get sick... Although he had not been sick yet, Kanyo Kiyoha thought slowly and gently pushed the person on his body.
"Um?"
The slightly curly brown boy made a sound from his nose that sounded like he was about to fall asleep, and rubbed him like a coquettish.
"Get up," said Kiyoka Kamiyo, "I'll take a shower."
"……oh."
Dazai Osamu made a reluctant voice, slowly moved away and sat up.
The kite eyes flashed with a bright and destructive light inside the room, looking straight at the person on the bed.
Kiyo Kamiyo was a little uncomfortable when he was seen. He sat up and pulled the thin blanket, and simply tied the blanket around his waist as a bath towel, put his shoes on and got out of bed, took the clothes, and then walked to the bathroom.
"Qing and you..."
"?"
Kamiyo Kiyoha turned around and looked at Dazai Osamu questioned.
Under the gaze of those clear amber eyes, the original words retracted. Dazai Osamu opened his mouth and looked at his friend's fair upper body. He mistook, "...you're so white."
"Thank you," he realized that what he originally wanted to say was not this. Kanyo Kiyo and Ninko replied, "You are pretty naughty too."
The sound of water in the bathroom started to sound.
Dazai Osamu flushed on the bed, covering his face in a pillow in a dull way—
What is he talking about!!
After taking a shower and informing Ai Haibara about the duration of the medicine, they did not go out that day because they did not know if there were any sequelae.
The next day, it was rare to see the sun.
The sunshine in Hokkaido is white. Only by staring carefully can you find a touch of gold that you don’t know if you have any illusion. The snow has stopped, but the weather is colder than when it snows.
Kanyo Kiyowa took care of the scarf on Dazai's neck to ensure that there was no air leakage, "Go."
An hour later, the two arrived at a cemetery.
Hokkaido is sparsely populated, and there are only them here. Perhaps it is a memory of those who are heading to the other side. The cold wind blows here, and it is a little softer.
Dazai Osamu looked at Kanyo Kiyoshi and placed the bouquet in front of a tombstone and read the inscription on it, "Ma Leaf..."
"Yeah." Kamiyo Kiyoshi explained, "Ms. Ma Ye, I told you that she was the first servant I saw after I lost my memory."
He smiled, "In my heart, she is my only relative."
"Remote side branches?"
"Or the side branch of the side branch."
Kiyoshi Kamiyo turned his head, and the re-hanged earrings also turned, and the tassel shook lightly, "She is not from Hokkaido, but she likes the scenery here. When chatting with me, she said that if I could want to be buried in Hokkaido, of course I would like to realize her wish."
Dazai Osamu listened quietly.
"Ms. Ma Ye is a very soft-hearted and rich person, so she easily took me at that time and never let me go." Kiyoka Kamiyo's expression was soft, and the corners of her eyebrows and eyes were filled with peace. "She was not old and died of an acute illness. At that time, I had already joined the secret service department. Unfortunately, I didn't find a supernatural person who could cure the disease."
"I used to dislike her a little because she really likes to nag and always says over and over again that I must be very handsome when I grow up, and I will definitely have many good friends, and I will definitely meet a partner who is worthy of my life..."
"Dazai."
Kiyoi Kamiyo looked straight into those kite-colored eyes, "Do you remember the night before you went abroad?"
Dazai Osamu:!
Since he returned to China, both of them have tacitly not mentioned what happened at that time...
——But who can really forget it?
Thinking uncontrollably returned to that night, alcohol cages the chaotic heartbeat at that time in the fog. He bit Qinghe's shoulder and fled...
oh.
Qinghe also kissed him.
Dazai Osamu's eyes wandered.
"It took me so long to talk to you. Maybe it's my selfishness." Kanyo Kiyowa softened his voice, softly, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, but he was very frank, "I was afraid that my relationship would change badly when I said it, and I was afraid that you would hide from my selfishness."
Dazai Maomao's eyes were about to float to outer space.
Kanyo Kiyoshi curled his lips in a slight curve, and he tentatively held up Dazai Osamu's face - without any obstacles, "Dazai, you are probably the most important person of me."
After all, the existence of "I" began after the age of 14.
"I didn't intend to clarify what happened that night, but I could feel your mood. I am in your heart, and it's also very important, right?" The dark-haired boy in the sun smiled lightly and peacefully. "Since that's the case, we have a good relationship, no matter what kind of friendship, or anything else, will be with you."
During the separation, Shen Dai Qinghe read a lot of books and popular online posts.
There are countless opinions and opinions, and it seems that not everyone can accept that close friends become lovers.
But it doesn't matter.
The Shen Dai Qing and Idea, who value spiritual connections more, as long as the bonds really exist, what does it have to do with the external manifestation?
——Plato gave a thumbs up.
Dazai Osamu was confused and said stutteringly: "You, Kiyoshi and you are talking to you..."
"No humans seem to be able to remain unchanged." Thinking of Weirren's stubbornness and a little silly passionate, Kanyo Kiyohe smiled slightly, "I should be the same."
With amber eyes and cochlear looking at each other, the black-haired boy withdrew his hand and said calmly and calmly, "Dazai, I'll give you the initiative."
This is a very beautiful picture.
The whole world was silent, and the wind blew, rolling up the tiny broken snow on the tree, falling on the boy's black hair like satin, and even naughtyly falling on his long eyelashes.
With the words of the boy, a transparent net emerged from the void quietly, quietly spreading and covering him-
...can be escaped.
Dazai Osamu reminds himself like this,
But his feet seemed to be rooted, allowing himself to be captured by this gentle web. He wanted to cry a little, but felt depressed and high, his heart was empty and overflowing. He seemed to have grabbed the spider silk leading to ordinary happiness, and seemed to have just seen a false mirage.
ah.
Dazai Cat is stiff.
It's so super cute!
Kanyo Kiyoha thought a little excitedly, maintaining a mature, steady and reliable expression on his face.
He had long realized that even if he was about to become an adult, the timid Dazai Cat still needed to see the world through the window.
And myself seems to have become the most important one.
It is like Dazai Osamu hanging in the air, which lacks a connection point with the ground and can only rely on the support of others.
In layman's terms, he is not independent enough.
But Kanyo Kiyoka didn't think this was a disadvantage that must be corrected: there are many such people in this world who can't survive without their mothers and who will commit suicide without their girlfriends... Several cases like Mikacho can be found in a month, and as a fulcrum, I can be regarded as being a reliable and reliable person.
...Maybe there are selfish factors?
——I hope that after my death, my important friends/lovers will change their temperaments, and will always miss others, and cannot accept others...
During this period, I watched 1,001 love stories and thought uncertainly.
"Go back."
Seeing that Dazai Cat was still stiff, Kanyo Kiyowa took his hand and walked towards the exit of the cemetery.
The room is a standard room.
Dazai Osamu tried hard to act as usual, and he felt quite ashamed to act under his friend's nose, but I have to say that his acting skills are indeed very good, and he will even be deceived by himself.
Until night, what happened during the day came back to mind uncontrollably-
etc.
Qinghe said that Ms. Ma Ye was talking about "partner", and said, "I didn't intend to clarify what happened that night", "My close friend or something"... How much did he know?
Dark interior.
Dazai Osamu's face became hot and he buried his face in the pillow again.