Jiang Fang saw Yu Peide's look of disbelief. However, if the matter could be settled with suicide, it would not be impossible. On the contrary, it would be a good ending.
After Jiang Fang finished speaking, she turned around and returned to her house. She suddenly remembered that when the dead woman came to find her, she seemed to be very scared as soon as she entered the door.
At first, Jiang Fang thought she was so nervous because she was afraid that her disease could not be cured, but now that she thought about it, it seemed that she knew she was going to die from the beginning.
Maybe she wasn't afraid of death. A young lady who was originally from a general's residence suddenly had her house confiscated and she became a military prostitute who was worse than anyone else.
When she found out she was sick, she might have thought about dying, but in a place like a military camp, if it was easy for everyone to die, then military prostitutes should have ceased to exist a long time ago.
Almost all of them were rich young ladies. It was unacceptable for anyone to end up like this all of a sudden. But when she knew that she was not suffering from the disease, Jiang Fang seemed to see hope in her eyes.
Jiang Fang didn't pay attention at first, because in the patient's eyes, his illness was very serious, but he was always so pleasantly surprised when he found out that he was not sick.
But now that I think about it, she may have felt that she was not sick at that time, but now that she is no longer in the military camp, there may be hope of escaping.
But when Jiang Fang gave her the medicine and was about to let her leave, Jiang Fang didn't notice the desire in her eyes at all.
Perhaps out of the kindness in her heart, she didn't want to implicate Jiang Fang, so she silently walked out of the courtyard door, and finally applied the poisonous medicine to her body as they said.
When Jiang Fang thinks about it now, he can still vaguely remember her eyes, and he still feels a little guilty, but life is made up of regrets, and there will be regrets to some extent.
When Jiang Fang was about to go to sleep, he heard a knock on the door. Jiang Fang asked: "Who?"
"Sister Ah Fang, it's me, Xiao Bai."
After Jiang Fang heard Jiang Xiaobai's voice, she relaxed a little. There were too many things going on in the past few days, and her nerves were always tense.
Jiang Fang opened the door, only to see that Jiang Xiaobai was not wearing a wig, and even the contact lenses had been removed. She was holding a box in her hand, which Jiang Fang guessed contained wigs and contact lenses.
Sure enough, after entering the house, Jiang Xiaobai put the box on the table and said: "Sister A Fang, I have thought about it for a long time and I feel that I should not continue to lie to myself like this.
I am different from everyone, this is a fact, I think I should learn how to accept this different self, just like you said, everyone is special, I am also special."
Jiang Fang looked at Jiang Xiaobai's nervous look and said with a smile: "You are indeed special, everyone has characteristics that are different from everyone else.
If everyone chooses to be the same as others, they are destined to be mediocre, so you are a special existence, but you can also choose to be mediocre."
After Jiang Xiaobai heard what Jiang Fang said, he felt relieved a lot, and then said: "Yes, I think sister A Fang is my role model.
I shouldn't always care about other people's opinions. You're right, I am who I am, and I don't have to be the same as everyone else.
So I want to start a new life as I am now. Even if I am not accepted by others, I still have you, and I am not afraid anymore."
Jiang Fang pulled Jiang Xiaobai's shoulder and said: "But you also need to know that everything is difficult at the beginning, just like when I started, they all called me ugly.
You will definitely not be accepted by everyone at first, but if you choose to be a different version of yourself, then you should learn to accept the hostility of others."
Jiang Xiaobai nodded, touched the box and said, "I don't think I will need these in the future."
On the second day of the case, Yu Peide reported it to the superiors according to Jiang Fang's statement, and received the same reply as Jiang Fang said.
Yu Peide did not delve into it. He had been an official for many years and could tell at a glance that the water here was very deep. It was best for him to act according to the rules.
Just when Jiang Fang packed up his things and was about to take Jiang Xiaobai back, he encountered Yu Ziang blocking the door. This courtyard was built by Yu Peide in the government office. Jiang Fang did not expect that Yu Ziang would come to the door.
Yu Ziang looked at Xiaobai, his eyes were red: "Xiaobai, why don't you stay here? Just don't leave. I'll find someone to arrange a place for you. I'll buy whatever you need."
Jiang Xiaobai's face was very calm. She seemed to have understood that the relationship between herself and Yu Ziang seemed to be the kind of mutual help between friends.
It was not a matter of love between men and women. After learning medical skills from Jiang Fang, she knew better what she wanted. She did not want to be trapped within this high wall.
She lives a life of intrigue with the woman in the inner courtyard. She seems to want a free life and wants to use her meager power to help people in need.
But Yu Ziang was different. From the moment he was found by the prefect, he was destined to be no longer Ashu. His path should be an official career, not a country man like himself.
Xiaobai said: "Zi Ang, do you know what you want to write?"
Jiang Xiaobai's words seemed to bother Yu Ziang. He was stunned for a while, and then said naturally: "Of course I will study hard, strive for a spot on the gold list, and come back to marry you in a glorious way."
Jiang Xiaobai smiled and said, "Yes, you see, you know what you want, so naturally you should study hard now instead of being here like a child and stubbornly refusing to let me leave."
When Jiang Fang heard Jiang Xiaobai's words, he tried hard not to laugh. No, Jiang Xiaobai and Yu Zi'ang were not children at their age. In her time, this was considered early love!
Yu Ziang blushed and didn't know how to refute Jiang Xiaobai. He just said: "I know what I want, but I hope you don't leave me."
"But Zi'ang, I didn't leave you. I'm still a novice, and I still live in Langtou Village. I didn't leave you, never.
But you asked me to live in this provincial city. You know I can't get used to it. I still like Langtou Village, I like sister A Fang and my little sister, and I like everyone there.
If you are fine, you can come back and see me. I have been there all along, and now I have learned medical skills from Sister A Fang. I want to help everyone instead of being trapped in this high-rise building with red tiles."
After Jiang Xiaobai finished speaking, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, as if he had seen his future life, but Yu Ziang's tears fell down.
It seemed that this time, Jiang Xiaobai's departure was his real departure.