A quiet and white room, with white light, white walls, and white sheets, everything is spotless. There is a person lying on the bed, Chen Sufina. The haggardness has disappeared from her face, but her complexion is still not good.
, even in this sleep, the slight frown, it seems that she is still tortured in the dream.
This is a private clinic, the best psychiatrist nearby. In the next room, the doctor shook his head to Bing Zhixie with a solemn expression: "I'm sorry, her situation is not optimistic, I can only temporarily
Stabilize her emotions, she is too mentally traumatized, and I can't think of a better way to treat her at the moment."
Bing Zhixie's heart was depressed even more, as if it was covered by a dark cloud. He was unwilling to give in: "Is there really no way?"
The doctor thought for a while and said, "Has she received psychological treatment or psychiatric treatment before?"
"I don't know." Bing Zhixie shook her head.
The doctor said: "When I used spiritual magic and psychological recuperation to treat her, I found that the effect was limited. Her mental consciousness seemed to be invaded by the outside world and she was subjected to forcible treatment. She must have suffered huge mental and physical injuries.
, and then the experience of being treated and cured, or seemingly cured.”
"What do you mean? What does it mean to look better on the surface?" Bing Zhixie asked confused.
The doctor said: "Most of the current mental and spiritual treatment methods come from external intervention and subconscious suggestion methods, allowing patients to slowly fade away and forget the hurt of the past. This treatment method uses magical intervention and is very effective.
However, it actually treats the symptoms rather than the root cause, because the patient has not truly overcome the fear of pain psychologically. Once an inducement is found to induce the lesions buried in the heart, the pain from the past will suddenly erupt, or
Like a sprout, it re-spreads into the patient’s mind bit by bit.”
Bing Zhixie roughly knew that Sufina had been injured by the Prisoner's Gate in the past, and then was injured again by the Prisoner's Gate. He had already told the doctor about this before treatment.
"You said that the patient was tortured twice and for a long time. This may be the reason why she is very frightened now. However, during the conversation with her before, I noticed that she was mentally disturbed.
The crux of her insanity is not the torture. Instead, she keeps mentioning your name. This is the key to her insanity. Is there something else you haven't told me?" The doctor's eyes seemed to have thorns in them.
Staring at Bing Zhixie made Bing Zhixie very uncomfortable.
Bing Zhixie thought about what Ying had done to Sofina. Even though he had not done it, it was still an unspeakable thing. But now that it was related to Sofina's condition, she had no choice but to tell the story of what had happened.
He told the doctor carefully, and slightly changed the story about Ying, and told it in disguise.
"So that's it." The doctor nodded, thinking deeply.
Bing Zhixie didn't want to be disturbed, so he had to wait nearby. After waiting for a while, the doctor came back to his senses. He said very guiltily: "Doctor, I was confused about what happened at that time. When I was in the college,
I discovered that Teacher Sofina had an unusual affection for me, but I was too ignorant at the time and didn’t pay much attention. I just thought she treated me like a younger brother. But what happened in the torture chamber later made me discover her
Love is not that simple."
"Oh? Then tell me about yourself."
"Me? Why do you say me?"
"There must be a reason why she cares about you so much. She has so many students, so she will have different feelings for you, so there must be an incentive."
Bing Zhixie had always been reluctant to tell others about her own affairs, but since she was a doctor, she temporarily let down her guard and spoke out her feelings and thoughts at that time.
The doctor laughed after hearing this.
"What's wrong?" Bing Zhixie asked.
The doctor said: "I finally understand the cause of her illness and your problem. Let me talk about you first. You are an orphan. You have lacked parental care since you were a child and have longed for care and love. This is a typical psychological problem that almost all orphans have.
It's like a piece of parched land that was suddenly watered. She will feel comfortable and have a good impression. This is exactly where you have a serious impact on her. He projects your life experience onto himself and feels pity for you.
At the age of thirty, she is not married and has lost the qualification to be a mother. However, neither her emotions nor her motherhood can be released, and you have become the point where she can release these two emotions."
"Me?" Bingzhixie was secretly surprised.
The doctor said: "Your withdrawn and vigilant attitude at the beginning reminded her of her younger self, but later you showed a weak side when you were injured, which aroused her unreleased maternal nature. She projected at least four images on you.
These emotions include affection for family, motherhood for children, love for men, and self-compassion for childhood injuries.”
"Hey, love...love?" Bing Zhixie's eyebrows couldn't help but twitch.
The doctor smiled slightly and said: "Don't be surprised. Judging from her experience you mentioned, she is very eager to love and be loved, but she is too inferior to love or accept love from others because of her own experience. And in your case
She dared to express her feelings in front of a young man who was still ignorant at the time. To a certain extent, you have become her spiritual support. Maybe she herself is not aware of this, but when you say something else,
After a 'you' caused such harm to her, it was equivalent to completely destroying the only pillar of support in her heart, which is why the current situation occurred."
"No...it can't be." Bing Zhixie's Adam's apple squirmed, and sweat appeared on his forehead.
The doctor said: "This can be seen from the fact that another 'you' is violent to her. She would rather be hurt by another 'you' than hurt 'you' for any reason."
"Well……"
The doctor said: "Actually, it's not just the patient. During the conversation just now, I discovered that you also have certain psychological problems. From a professional point of view, both you and her are suffering from a lack of love."
This chapter is not over yet, please click on the next page to continue reading! Bing Zhixie quickly told him to stop: "Hey, hey, now is not the time to talk about me. You just need to find a way to cure her. I am mentally healthy.
"
The doctor smiled bitterly and shook his head: "Really? Then think carefully about the experience you mentioned in the academy and how you felt about her."
Bing Zhixie recalled his time in the academy. His first impression of Sufina was that she was healthy and sunny. When he saw her, he felt warm in his heart.
Bing Zhixie asked: "Doctor, you mean..."
"You also lack love. Of course, it doesn't mean that your love is between a man and a woman. You long for maternal love and care. And she wants to release her emotions and maternal nature, so the two of you influence each other."
The doctor paused and then continued: "She had a problem to begin with. This problem should have existed before the torture. You told me before that she once thought that her grandfather executed her parents with his own hands. I'm afraid this is the reason.
It was her biggest trauma."
"But I think her relationship with her grandfather is pretty good, at least it's not bad." Bing Zhixie said.
The doctor shook his head and sighed and said: "Some things are on the surface, and things in the heart are invisible. Would you write your thoughts on your face casually? Chen Sufina was taken care of by her grandfather since she was a child.
Growing up, this was the good side of her and her grandfather's feelings, but she also learned that her grandfather killed her parents with his own hands, which was a bad side. This kind of thing no matter how good the relationship between her and her grandfather is, or how bad her grandfather is.
Being nice to her will leave a thorn in your heart and a scar. According to my treatment and observation these days, your relationship with him, to put it bluntly, is that both of you lack love. You have never received love, and you long for love.
, she not only longs for love, but also has a female instinct to want to give love, so the two of you are like magnets, attracted to each other, losing yourself, you understand."
Bing Zhixie was speechless for a moment: "Maybe I should have written to her and told her that her parents might not be dead. But this news... I'm not sure."
The doctor added: "But your mental illness is relatively mild. As you grow older, I feel that your current mental condition is not a big problem. But her problem is too serious. Coupled with the torture, she lost
In order to gain the right to be a mother, this further deepened her inner obstacles. In the end, she was tortured again, and then the person you mentioned who looked exactly like you appeared, which hit her already fragile heart, so the pillars in her heart were broken.
, my spirit completely collapsed, leading to what I am like today.”
Bing Zhixie was stunned for a long time, not knowing what to say: "Perhaps, I should have written to her immediately to tell her that her parents might not be dead. But I couldn't confirm this news, for fear that she would be overjoyed... Sigh~!
I'm afraid it's useless to tell her now."
The doctor shook his head again: "Her illness is very complicated and has many key points. In addition, she must have received treatment before. Some of my treatment plans are not applicable and have little effect. There is really nothing she can do." The doctor saw Bing Zhixie.
With a gloomy look on his face, he added: "But don't be too discouraged. Mental illness is mostly a psychological disorder. Although it is difficult to treat, it is not as hopeless as other terminal diseases. If you hope your teacher is good, just
You should take more care of her and love her, and being in a good atmosphere will help her condition. In addition, you can find a better psychotherapist, maybe they will have a solution."
Bing Zhixie's expression was still unabated: "Doctor, you are already the best."
The doctor smiled and said, "I'm glad you said that, but there are still many better psychiatrists than me in the world." He thought for a while and said, "Maybe I can introduce one to you."
"who?"
The doctor said: "Hippok Pius. This man's medical skills are very superb, unparalleled in the world. He can cure all kinds of terminal and miscellaneous diseases, including psychological treatment. But..."
Bingzhixie said anxiously: "But what?"
The doctor frowned and said: "The conditions for him to diagnose and treat are very harsh and difficult. It doesn't mean that he will treat it just because you give him how much money you give him."
"What conditions will he make?"
The doctor said: "I just don't know what conditions he will ask for, so it's difficult to deal with it. Based on his past examples of treating diseases and saving people, the conditions he raised are all very difficult."
"Where is Hippocius Pius, and how can I find him?"
The doctor said: "If you want to find him, go to Barren Rock City."
"Barren Rock City!?"
The doctor nodded: "Yes, he is the lord of Barren Rock City."
Bing Zhixie was stunned: "Barren Rock City?" He thought for a while, weren't the people Alice mentioned who wanted to find the Sand Temple related to Barren Rock City?