The lake surface is sparkling, the sun is bright but not too hot, and it feels really comfortable to lie on the inflatable soft bed on the lake surface, blowing the moist wind, and eat snacks and drinks.
There are people swimming in the lake. The water is not very deep, with an average of less than five meters. The buoyancy of the water is very high. Even if you don’t know how to swim, you can float easily as long as you don’t struggle. There are many sea fish in the water.
Looking down from the bed, you can see them swimming by from time to time.
Some people were playing water polo nearby, and others were playing water volleyball. There were children playing in the water holding white dolphins, and handsome men and beauties were splashing in the lake. Their laughter spread far and wide.
The open-air stage of Happy Island erupted into enthusiastic cheers. Then a melodious song came, and people in the nearby lake commented that this was a song sung by Lala Felu, the most famous star in the mainland. As a member of the top five
One of the families, the Beji family, spent a lot of money to invite Lara Felu from thousands of miles away to promote this ocean paradise. The streets and alleys in the city were covered with Felu's posters.
The entire ocean paradise is immersed in a joyful atmosphere, but this atmosphere cannot infect everyone's heart.
Bing Zhixie saw Blanche swimming nearby. She had been swimming for a while and was quite happy. She seemed to have no purpose in going to the lake, just to swim in the water.
"Do you like it here?" Sufina rowed across the oar of the boat and suddenly came over: "You seem to be thinking about something."
Bing Zhixie came back from his thoughts.
Sufina was a little discouraged: "I thought you would be happy when I brought you here."
"I'm very happy." Bing Zhixie's eyes narrowed at the crescent moon, very happy.
"That's right..." Sufina forced a smile, but her eyes didn't believe it.
Bing Zhixie said: "Aren't you the teacher who is coming here?"
"But I brought you here specifically."
"Why did you bring me here specially?"
Sufina did not answer directly, but asked softly, "Why do you want to isolate yourself from the world?"
"I don't understand what you mean, teacher." Bing Zhixie still pretended to smile.
Sufina sighed: "Let me tell you a story."
"Okay, I like hearing stories."
Sufina said slowly: "There was a little girl who lived in a small town. She lost her parents when she was young and had only one grandfather. But the little girl's grandfather was a very busy man, busy with all kinds of things every day.
There is no time to accompany her due to work, so what she looks forward to most every day is to hope that grandpa will come back soon. Only when grandpa is at home, will there be some laughter in the old house. "
"Like me, she lost her parents, she is such a poor girl." Bing Zhixie said lightly.
Sufina continued: "But grandpa is getting busier and busier, and he has less and less time to spend with her. She feels sad at home alone every day. Other people's children have family members to pick them up after school, but she is alone.
Alone. She stood at the small pavilion window and saw other children laughing and laughing on the street, and her heart was always full of bitterness. She wanted to go down and play with those children, but she didn't know how to fit in. In the evening, she saw other people having family fun.
When she was happy, her heart seemed to be stabbed again and again. Gradually, the little girl became more and more withdrawn, more and more fragile and sensitive. She felt that she was so out of tune with the world, and the laughter and laughter of others did not exist in her eyes.
Her eyes turned cold and gray. She had thoughts of leaving this world, because in her eyes, the world she saw was not her world, and she just wanted to live in her own world..."
Bingzhixie didn't speak for a long time, and Sufina looked at him quietly. After a while, Bingzhixie asked with a smile: "What happened next? How did the little girl become?"
"She's dead."
Bing Zhixie's heart skipped a beat: "Dead?"
"Although she is dead, I am alive." Sufina looked into Bing Zhixie's eyes: "That little girl is me."
The air fell into silence again, and although there was a lot of noise all around, the two of them could not hear it at all.
Bing Zhixie wanted to continue pretending, but she couldn't do it anymore, and the expression on her face turned cold: "Why are you telling me this?"
"Because I saw the loneliness in your eyes and saw the person I used to be."
"I am an orphan, but don't bring your own ideas to me."
"Your eyes are full of alertness and vigilance. You can smile insincerely at others, but you dare not open your heart and have a deep relationship with the people around you."
"You think you know me very well? I am me, you are you, and I am different from you!" Bing Zhixie yelled loudly.
Sufina stopped talking. She saw the anger on Bing Zhixie's brows, and felt sad in her heart. She used to be like this before, and would resist with the greatest anger any torture that faced her heart, because it was herself.
The most vulnerable place in your heart!
Bing Zhixie suddenly laughed: "Teacher Sufina, how was my performance?"
"Um?"
Bing Zhixie said: "What you just said reminded me that this is very similar to the plot of a stage play. On my way to Debiles, I happened to watch a play similar to the one just now. The actor acted like this
Yes, I remember that the play was called "The Orphans of Lobik"."
Sophie was stunned.
Bing Zhixie calmed down and said: "Teacher Sufina, I feel that you are very kind to me. Although we have known each other for a short time, you still want to enlighten me. But my situation is different from the little girl in your story.
I am a boy, and the story is about a little girl. The little girl lost her parents when she was young, but she still has a grandfather, and I have been an orphan since I can remember, and I have been wandering since then. At least the little girl has no worries.
Food and clothing, but the first thing I do when I wake up every day is to think about how to fill my stomach today. The feelings you mentioned, I really don’t have time to think about those strange things. I think about it occasionally, and then I finish it.
I just forgot about it. In addition, I have a strong sense of vigilance. If I had not been vigilant, I would have been eaten by wolves or deceived by human traffickers. Don’t you think so, Teacher Sufina?"
This chapter is not finished yet, please click on the next page to continue reading the exciting content! Sufina saw his hearty smile and was speechless for a moment. Was she really wrong? Thinking too much? She was in a trance.
At that moment, Sufina noticed that he was staring at her chest with a squinting look: "You...what are you looking at..."
"Teacher, your breasts are so big. Are they 36E? Hehe, I learned this from the drinkers in the tavern." Bing Zhixie grinned and looked straight into her breasts.
Sufina quickly blocked her chest, with a hint of embarrassment on her face, and turned her body to one side.
Blanche, who was swimming in the lake, swam over, shook the water from her hair, and said, "What are you talking about? I just seemed to hear you yelling."
Bingzhi smiled evilly and said: "Teacher Sofina just told me a story. I was so fascinated that I couldn't help but yell twice. Sister Blanche, how big do you think Teacher Sofina's breasts are?"
Is there a 36E?”
Blanche laughed: "36E! Do you know what 36E is?"
"I know, isn't it just the difference between the upper bust and lower bust." Bing Zhixie said proudly: "I heard someone say it in the pub, and then I went to ask the tailor specifically."
"Boy, you know a lot."
"That's it. Sister Blanche, how big is your bust? Is it hers or yours?"
"Little brat, do you want to touch it?"
"Do you think I dare not..."
Sufina could no longer hear what they were saying, and she realized that she might have made a mistake.
…
After returning to the academy, Bing Zhixie was in a bad mood. This trip to the Ocean Park ended up being a bit unhappy. But this was not the reason for his bad mood. On the lake, the words Sufina said came over again and again.
Once it appeared in his mind, he didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't get it out of his mind.
"...Bingzhixie, Bingzhixie?"
"Huh?" Bing Zhixie raised her head and found Wayne looking at her.
"It must be fun to go to Ocean Park today, right?" Wayne said with great envy.
"Yeah." Bing Zhixie responded casually.
"What does 'um' mean?" Wayne said, "Hey, don't fool us like that. You can go play and tell me some fun things."
Bing Zhixie frowned and said, "You're very annoying." He stood up from the stool and walked to the balcony.
Wayne touched his chin and wondered: "What happened to him?"
"Bing Zhixie doesn't seem too happy." Carol looked at her back on the balcony.
Wayne curled his lips in displeasure: "Forget it, Luo, let the three of us play a magic card game."
The cool breeze blowing from the balcony might make him feel more awake. This was the first time, the first time someone cared about him like this. He was scared and panicked, and used the most absurd method to cover up his nervousness and panic. He
I don't know if this is the right thing to do. No, it must be right, he told himself in his heart. He never wants to experience the feeling of being seen through his heart again. He would rather stand in an uninhabited corner and spy on others.
heart of.
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As Sufina walked on the way home, the magic street lamp lengthened and shortened her shadow. She was regretting in her heart that maybe she had really seen it wrong. Her judgment of Bing Zhixie was just her own wishful thinking. It was a reflection of her past.
The projection of gray childhood. There are so many orphans in the world, and it is impossible for every one of them to feel as self-pitying as themselves. Those unbearable gray memories may have a different glory in others.
Wrong. Is it really wrong?
"No! Something's wrong..." Sufina realized something. After saying those words, his reaction was very different from before. Bing Zhixie, who was usually silent, calm, low-key and few words, suddenly changed after those words.
Like a person. Talking loudly, laughing loudly, and those obscene words are just to cover up the inner confusion. When a person's thoughts are spoken, he will use this exaggerated way to cover up the uneasiness in his heart.
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"Celeste..." Sofina turned around and prepared to run to the academy, but her pace slowed down again. She felt that she should not push too hard. Untying a person's heart knot is not something that can be done overnight.