After picking up the son of the big brother, he actually wanted to make a promise with his body Chapter 132 The Past: Lu Ming's Life Experience Exposure
Chapter 132 The Past: Lu Ming's Life Experience Exposure
Su Yixin didn't answer.
Sometimes silence can really replace everything.
"I didn't mean to hide it. When you were eighteen, I was the man who slept with you." Lu Jianqing admitted, and then explained, "I asked you before if you hated him, and you said you did. I want to wait for our relationship to begin.
Stabilize it a little longer, and I will tell you when you no longer reject my physical contact. At that time, maybe you will be able to accept my existence."
Su Yixin listened indifferently and did not interrupt him.
"I just came back from abroad at that time, and I was drinking with Du You and others. In a bar, I saw you who was unconscious at the time. A man wanted to get close to you, but you refused, so I stepped forward and pushed him away.
Your whole body was leaning against mine, and it was very hot. I admit that I took you to the hotel, but other than the hotel, I didn’t know where to send you, who was so hot at the time. I asked you, but you didn’t say anything.
"
"Later, when we arrived at the hotel, you pushed me directly onto the bed, and then..." Lu Jianqing looked at Su Yixin.
Su Yixin pursed her lips.
After so many years, many images that were originally blurry seemed to gradually wake up.
"You said you begged me not to touch you, but you didn't know how eager you were at that time. If you didn't leave while I was still asleep when you woke up the next morning, you would see that after that night
My whole body is bruised."
Su Yixin couldn't help but clenched his fists.
The past that she wanted to forget so much was brought up so easily by Lu Jianqing.
"It's not that I didn't come to see you, but I also have my own self-esteem. I was young and frivolous at that time. After being forced to sleep with you and abandoned me, I was not convinced, so I endured it and returned abroad, but I didn't last for a month.
, I planned to return to China to find you. As a result, my parents were in a car accident and both died."
Lu Jianqing's Adam's apple rolled and he paused.
He slowly added, "At that time, the entire Lu family was in endless sorrow. My grandfather couldn't afford to fall ill because of the sadness. I took on all the pressure of the Lu family and devoted myself wholeheartedly to my work, both at home and abroad.
I was running around so much that I couldn't spare the time to look for you. Later, my grandfather brought Lu Ming back and said... you left him behind."
Su Yi's heart ached.
How could she leave Lu Ming behind?
On the operating table at that time, she clearly remembered that the doctors and nurses told her that the baby was stillborn.
She was so heartbroken at the time that she didn't even dare to see the "corpse" of the fetus with her own eyes.
Just accepted the fact of stillbirth.
"So, you chose to take revenge on me in this way?" Su Yixin did not give any explanation.
If the purpose is not pure from the beginning, everything will be in vain.
"I admit that when I first saw Lu Ming, I was really angry, and even had the idea of retaliating against you. But after calming down, I chose to understand. After all, you were not 19 years old at the time, and you were still a child yourself.
Not to mention how many people will laugh at you if you give birth out of wedlock!"
yes.
So he believed that she would abandon Lu Ming.
I never doubted it. Was there some misunderstanding back then?
Just like her.
She also won't believe that Lu Jianqing really likes her, but it's just revenge for her irresponsibility.
"Later, I actually came to see you." Lu Jianqing said, "In country A. At that time, you were already with Yan Wenqi. I saw you walking side by side under the sunset, but in the end I didn't muster up the courage.
Come to see you."
Su Yixin was silent.
I don't know how to believe what Lu Jianqing said.
"I originally planned to let you go. But when I officially returned to China to inherit Lu's enterprise, I saw you again. You were wearing a white wedding dress, very beautiful. I was standing not far from you, but you didn't look at me."
On the day of her engagement party with Yan Wenqi, all her thoughts were focused on Yan Wenqi.
At that time, there was no one in her eyes.
"Then there was an accidental fire and you were trapped in the fire. I saw Yan Wenqi rescued Su Nuannuan and left you behind." Lu Jianqing pursed his lips, "Then I rushed in and put you away."
You rescued me."
Su Yixin was surprised.
She always thought it was the firefighters who saved her.
I vaguely remember that the man was wearing a firefighter's uniform.
"I grabbed the firefighter's helmet next to me because I was afraid that I would be choked to death in the thick smoke before I rushed in to see you." Lu Jianqing explained as if he had read through her mind.
Su Yixin lowered his eyes.
Suddenly he remembered that when he first saw Lu Jianqing in the hospital, he had a lot of bandages wrapped around his wrist.
"Having said so much." Su Yixin raised his eyes to look at Lu Jianqing again, his eyes regained their coldness, "Why are you so nice to me? We met by chance, and I have done so many things to hurt you. What reason do you have?"
Like me?"
She doesn't believe him.
It's hard for her to trust someone.
She chuckled and continued, "Don't talk about love at first sight. Young Master Lu has met so many beautiful and excellent women. How could he fall in love with me at first glance or even in one night and still be devoted to me?"
"That night, I had a good experience." Lu Jianqing answered very straightforwardly.
Su Yixin bit her lip.
"It's also my first time." Lu Jianqing added.
"I don't think you are such a conservative person." Su Yixin retorted.
"That's right." Lu Jianqing looked straight at Su Yixin.
Su Yixin's heart moved slightly.
Lu Jianqing added, "Or maybe it was many years ago..."
"I don't want to hear your so-called explanation anymore." Su Yixin interrupted him, "Maybe what you said is true, or maybe not. To me, from the day your grandfather announced your engagement in public, we
In fact, it’s over. So, it’s all in vain.”
"Is it of no use at all?" Lu Jianqing's eyes seemed to be red.
"No."
I was able to listen to his explanation, but I just didn’t want to be muddled and solve it completely at once.
It won't change any results.
"Perhaps I am selfish to you, but reason and normal human logic tell me that you and Shen Jinyun have been childhood sweethearts since childhood, and now it is natural for you to enter into an engagement and tie the knot. But I forced you and threw away your
My child, you are taking revenge for my irresponsibility." Su Yixin said coldly.
"I said that I would terminate my engagement with Shen Jinyun." Lu Jianqing's voice seemed to be holding back a tremor, "It only takes half a year. Half a year, is it so difficult?"
Probably angry.
After all, she doesn't have enough oil or salt.
But her past experiences made it difficult for her to open up.
She would rather miss it.
"It's not difficult, but I have no obligation to wait for you. Maybe you are right. I am not a submissive person. I can resist the powerful forces that oppress me. But Lu Jianqing, the relationship between us is not deep enough. I am willing to
I am so fearless for you. You have never made me feel that I can trust you unconditionally."
Su Yixin shook off Lu Jianqing's hand and took out her cell phone.
Just flip through a piece of news and it will show the intimacy between Lu Jianqing and Shen Jinyun.
"These are enough to make my little trust in you disappear completely!"