After picking up the son of the big brother, he actually wanted to make a promise with his body Two hundred and eighty-four chapters again and again (9) no regrets in this life
Two hundred and eighty-four chapters again and again (9) no regrets in this life
Su Yixin leaned against Lu Jianqing's chest.
Listen to his powerful heartbeat.
Actually, I couldn't sleep.
Even if I feel extremely weak and sleepy at this moment, I still can't fall asleep.
When I close my eyes, everything is filled with bloody images.
All are pictures of Lu Ming in Shen Jinyun's hands, how young and helpless he is.
"Lu Jianqing." Su Yixin said.
I don't want to be quiet.
When I'm quiet, I'll have random thoughts.
I will think a lot and bad things will happen.
"Um."
"Do you hate me?" Su Yixin suddenly asked him.
Lu Jianqing was stunned for a moment, then slowly shook his head, "I have never hated him."
"Have you never complained when I pushed you away time and time again?"
"No." Lu Jianqing said firmly, "Every time you push me away, all I think about is how to bring you back. I don't have time to hate you."
Su Yixin felt a sore nose.
How come there are such people who are so determined?!
"Su Yixin, didn't I tell you why I love you so much?" Lu Jianqing looked down at her with a pale face.
"You said it before, you said you were convinced by me." Su Yixin didn't know whether to laugh or cry.
It was her first experience, where did it come from?
"Not only, but also because I fell in love at first sight when I was a child." Lu Jianqing admitted.
"Did we know each other when we were kids?"
Although they are both in Beicheng and belong to the upper class, the status of the Lu family is much higher than that of the Su family, so it is difficult for them to have the opportunity to play together. What's more, Lu Jianqing almost grew up abroad.
"Yeah. At your mother's funeral." Lu Jianqing said.
Su Yi's heart ached.
She suddenly realized that she had not thought of her mother for a long time.
She almost couldn't remember what she looked like.
She doesn't want to forget her at all...
"I came to the funeral with my grandfather and my parents." Lu Jianqing said, "At that time, your little body was kneeling in the lobby, neither crying nor making trouble. It was as quiet as if this world did not exist. The first thing in my heart was
Once I felt a sense of pity, I even had the urge to take you home."
"..."
"But at that time I didn't realize that I liked you. I just felt that you were very pitiful, lonely and broken."
She at that time.
Really, very desperate.
She didn't understand why the mother who loved her would suddenly leave her forever.
She didn't even understand why people died.
She only knew that she had lost her mother forever.
"Later, every time I came back from abroad, I would hear Du You, Xiuwen and the others talking about you. Every time they talked about you, I would feel an inexplicable throbbing, and the image of you kneeling there that day would automatically appear in my mind.
I can’t get rid of that look. I even went back and asked my grandfather to change my name. My previous name was Lu Jianshen.”
"I know." Su Yixin said, "Zhenzhen told me."
"Yes, later I changed it to Lu Jianqing. Just because I accidentally read the sentence 'love at first sight' in a book, I changed my name. Then I realized that I might like you.
."
"Then why didn't you tell me?" Su Yixin asked.
"I was only 12 years old and you were only 9 years old. Who would believe it?"
"What happened next?"
Later I liked her, why didn't I tell her.
"Later, I was abroad all the time, and the time I came back became less and less. Shen Jinyun was always by my side again. In fact, for a while, I couldn't distinguish my own feelings."
"So you've been in love with Shen Jinyun?" Speaking of Shen Jinyun, Su Yixin couldn't stop trembling in her heart.
Really hate it.
"No. The moment I met you again in a bar when I returned to China at the age of 20, I knew very clearly that my feelings for you and Shen Jinyun were worlds apart. Shen Jinyun was just a perfect match, and the education I received since childhood also made me I subconsciously forced myself to accept her. But all the reluctance turned into ashes after facing you. My feelings for you are completely different from those for her, and I can't control it."
Su Yixin bit her lip lightly.
She really never thought that Lu Jianqing would like her for so long and silently like her for so many years.
Always liked it.
Before meeting him, she didn't even know that there was such a person as Lu Jianqing.
This person is just a legend.
There will never be any intersection with yourself.
"I'm sorry." Su Yixin suddenly apologized.
"Um?"
"I had so many misunderstandings about you."
"It doesn't matter." Lu Jianqing hugged her into his arms, "Actually, I am satisfied. After you and Yan Wenqi got together, I thought that we had missed each other. If I could have the opportunity to be with you again, To have the opportunity to express my love to you and to feel your sincerity towards me, I feel that I have reached perfection in this life... Well!"
Su Yixin's hand covered Lu Jianqing's words.
She didn't want to hear any more.
She didn't want to hear Lu Jianqing's last words.
She thought that Lu Jianqing was telling her so much at this time, saying so much about his past feelings for her, just to distract her attention. But now, she seemed to feel that Lu Jianqing was afraid that he would never have a chance again. Once he said it, he could never tell her again that he had loved her for so many years.
But now that he can get her response, he has no regrets.
He didn't want Lu Jianqing to save Lu Ming with a death wish, even though...
Although, she didn't know what the outcome would be.
Lu Jianqing gently took away Su Yixin's hand and said, "Yixin, we know very well what we have to face in a while. The only thing we can do now is to try not to leave too many regrets for each other. ."
Su Yixin shook his head.
No matter what you do, no matter what you say, it will always be a pity.
Everyone who is alive will feel sorry.
"Shen Jinyun will never let go of Youyou easily. I can't completely guarantee that I have such great ability to escape intact after rescuing Youyou. The only thing I can guarantee is that if I am alive, Youyou will definitely be alive. .If I die..." Lu Jianqing paused.
Su Yixin lay in his arms, her body trembling slightly.
He swallowed more, unable to control his body's instinctive reaction.
"If I die, Yoyo is still lucky to be alive. You can take Yoyo and live a good life."
Su Yixin shook his head.
She shook her head wildly.
She didn't want to accept this outcome.
She missed them as a family. They were a family of three, and there was no shortage of them.
"You can remarry." Lu Jianqing seemed to chuckle, "As long as you don't bring her to my grave to harass me."
Su Yixin had a hard time holding back the tears. At this moment, she finally collapsed after hearing Lu Jianqing's words.
"good."
Finally, she agreed.
if……
If only one of Lu Ming and Lu Jianqing could survive...