"Mommy, Daddy, maybe..." Lu Ming only said half of what he said.
Su Yixin interrupted him, not wanting him to get his hopes up or letting himself retain any illusions.
Because, it's impossible.
She said, "Hey, I know how much you miss Daddy, but people cannot be resurrected, so Mommy can take good care of you in the future."
Lu Ming bit his lip and wanted to explain again, but felt that his mother would not believe it.
He decided to investigate secretly.
When the truth comes out, Mommy will know that he did not admit his mistake.
"Mommy will go out in the afternoon. You should be good at home."
"good."
Su Yixin went to see her psychiatrist James, hoping to tell him about her situation and let him analyze it, which might help her insomnia symptoms.
After hearing what she said, James smiled and said, "Yixin, I personally think you must have fallen in love with this person."
"Impossible!" Su Yixin said resolutely, "There is absolutely no way that I like him. I just feel that he has the same smell as Lu Jianqing, and I feel a sense of security. I have absolutely no so-called feelings for him, and it is impossible for me to like him.
People other than Lu Jianqing have feelings."
James shrugged helplessly, "You can't be too absolute."
"I can be 100% sure about this."
"Okay." James didn't say much. He analyzed carefully, "If it's true as you said, then we have found a way to solve your insomnia."
"What can I do?"
"Sleep with this man."
"..." Su Yixin was speechless, "If I could sleep with him every day, I wouldn't come to you."
"Why not?"
"I said I don't like him, and he also has a girlfriend."
"Do you mind if he has a girlfriend?"
"Don't misinterpret my meaning, I won't be fooled by you."
James smiled.
Su Yixin is too rational. If he were not so rational, perhaps his mental illness would not be so serious.
James returned to seriousness, "Yixin, you have been suffering from insomnia for three years. I believe professional doctors have told you that if you continue like this, your body will definitely be unable to bear it. And we have tried many methods, except for me to use hypnosis to make you fall asleep.
, you can only rely on drugs, and the drugs are now less and less effective on your body. If this continues, your body will also produce drug antibodies, and then it will really have no effect. But now, you are looking for
I don’t think you should exclude this method that can help you fall asleep smoothly.”
Su Yixin frowned.
"Remember when I said you can fall in love?" James said seriously, "I'm not kidding."
"James, I really can't do it."
"You can try to open up."
"I've tried it, I've tried it before." When Shen Wenxuan was chasing after her, she had a thought for a moment.
But once I have that thought, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe.
Compared with her insomnia, she couldn't accept the indescribable grief in her heart. She even felt a kind of despair towards the world, which made her want to celebrate her birthday for a moment.
But she still has Lu Ming.
Therefore, it is impossible for her to fall in love again.
Absolutely impossible.
"Is it really not possible?" James is a psychiatrist, and he can see through the mind with just an expression or a look.
"It really doesn't work."
"Then..." James was silent for a while and asked, "You can sleep peacefully because that person has the same smell as Lu Jianqing?"
"Yes." Su Yixin nodded.
It should be.
As long as she smells the scent of "Lu Jianqing", she will feel at ease.
Then she didn't think anything in her mind, and she fell asleep without even realizing it.
"You can try it and keep his taste." James suggested.
"What's the meaning?"
"The smell of a person is not easy to disappear. It can easily remain on the clothes he has worn, or in the sheets and bedding he has slept on. If you are determined that you and him are not possible, I suggest you use him.
Leave the scent behind to ease your sleep difficulties.”
"The smell left behind?" Su Yixin murmured.
The more I think about it, the more I feel that it is a bit abnormal.
It made her look like a madman.
James could also see what Su Yixin was thinking, and said seriously, "There is not so much etiquette, justice and shame in treating diseases. There are differences between men and women. Think about it, when a patient is sick and undergoing surgery, he must not be honest with the doctors and nurses?!"
Su Yixin couldn't help but admire him.
As expected, he is a psychiatrist, and his advice to others is always so to the point.
She left James' psychological counseling center, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that what James said made sense.
So after going back.
Su Yixin hurriedly went to the room where Lucas stayed last night, preparing to take his sheets and pillows into her room, and decided to try it at night to see if it would work.
As soon as she walked into the room, Su Yixin was dumbfounded.
Where are the quilts, sheets and pillows in the room?
She quickly went to find Uncle Wen, who explained, "Today is the monthly villa cleaning day, and all the quilts will be taken out for cleaning, drying and disinfection."
Su Yixin was hit too hard at that moment.
Uncle Wen looked at Su Yixin's appearance, obviously frightened and said, "Miss Su, did I do something wrong?"
"No, no." Su Yixin shook his head.
She didn't give Uncle Wen any instructions before. Uncle Wen cleaned the room as usual. He was not wrong.
She was just a little melancholy, and the "Lu Jianqing" flavor was just gone.
She couldn't imagine what Lucas would think of her if she was asked to call Lucas, come back and sleep one night, leaving his scent behind.
Just when Su Yixin was about to give up, Su Yixin's cell phone suddenly rang.
It's Lucas calling.
She didn't save his number, but because she was sensitive to numbers, she basically remembered it at a glance.
She connected, and Lucas' impatient voice came from the other side, "Su Yixin, is there something wrong with the bank card you gave me last night? I can't transfer money like this now. Have a look again, is it right?
Wrong entry."
After saying that, he hung up the phone directly.
Su Yixin was in a hurry to come back last night, so he entered the numbers a little quickly. Now he went back to check and found that there was indeed a wrong digit in the middle.
When Su Yixin changed her mind and wanted to send it to him again, she hesitated.
His fingers couldn't help but close up.
She gritted her teeth and dialed the number.
"Is it wrong?" Lucas asked with an unhappy tone, "Hurry up and give me the new one. I won't need it when I board the plane right away. I don't want to owe you money."
"You boarded the plane? Did you get your passport back?"
"The police found my luggage in a taxi." Lucas said, "Hurry up and give me your bank card number."
"Would it be convenient for you to come to my house and sleep one night again?" Su Yixin finally said it.