"I happened to meet Lin Nannan during that time. She had a heart replacement operation, and the success rate was not very high, about 60 to 70 percent. So the risk was very high." Lu Jianqing began to recall her relationship with Lin Nannan.
past.
The red wine glass Su Yixin held was clenched unconsciously.
She was very repulsive.
However, I want to know his past.
"That day, the nurse at the hospital pushed me to go for a walk in the yard, and saw Lin Nannan who was weak and pale. At that time, my face was still covered with gauze, like a mummy. She probably thought my appearance was funny, so she took the initiative to approach me.
, and then asked me, what disease did I get?
She speaks Mandarin.
When my parents both spoke foreign languages to me, her words gave me an inexplicable sense of intimacy.
When I woke up from the car accident, I hardly talked to anyone. I talked a lot with her that day.
Then I learned about her condition.
She also knew about my situation.
She said that if she could survive successfully on the operating table, she would date me.
I agreed."
When he said this, Lu Jianqing glanced at Su Yixin.
Seeing her just drinking red wine calmly, she didn't have much mood swings.
Too.
It's all in the past.
Su Yixin is a rational person, so she can't really care about it.
Lu Jianqing was not too worried and continued, "Actually, I didn't have any so-called feelings for her at that time, but we just felt sympathy for each other in such an environment. I personally sent her to the operating room.
, the final outcome was very good, her operation was successful, and the doctor said she could even live like normal people.
We just let the relationship take its course.
She could have been discharged from the hospital early, but she stayed in the hospital for an extra six months because of me.
At the beginning, I looked extremely ugly, and even when I disliked myself, she did not dislike me.
I admit, I was moved by her.
So the relationship between us seems to be slowly warming up.
To be honest, before I really met you, I always thought that I loved Lin Nannan. Although it was a bit dramatic for us to decide to get together, but we have been with each other for so many years, I am not disgusted with her, but have always been
I have the urge to take care of her. It wasn’t until I met you that I realized that feelings are neither gentle nor responsible. If you truly love someone, you will become crazy."
Su Yixin drank wine.
The heartbeat will also speed up.
"Let me tell you, the reason why I treated you so badly before was because I couldn't accept that I would be attracted to you. In the past three years of dating Lin Nannan, I haven't met women who took the initiative. They were even crazy enough to take off their clothes.
Not only did I not have any impulse to seduce me, but I felt very disgusted. I really can’t understand why I can’t help but like you. You are not the most beautiful..."
Su Yixin raised her eyes and glanced at him.
Lu Jianqing quickly added, "Of course you are indeed very beautiful. You are not the reserved one, you are aggressive and very strong."
Su Yixin lowered his eyes and continued drinking.
Lu Jianqing continued, "But I never think that I am a superficial person. After seeing more beautiful things, I don't think they are so strange. But your appearance makes me crazy. I am even afraid of seeing you again.
When I see you, I'm afraid that if I see you again, I will really get out of control, so I deliberately maintain a bad attitude in front of you to let you stay away from me."
"As a result, you are like a lingering ghost, always by my side. The more I don't want to see you, the more I will see you. The more I see you, the more I will want to..."
Lu Jianqing was a little broken when he spoke, "Su Yixin, I'm afraid I will really die in your hands in this life."
"Don't talk about death." Su Yixin was very serious.
Lu Jianqing was stunned for a moment.
Then he smiled clearly and said, "Are you afraid that I will die?"
"I'm afraid anyone will die."
"Don't worry, I'm lucky and I won't die. My parents said it was a miracle that I survived the car accident..." Lu Jianqing said with some pride. After facing Su Yixin's unhappy expression,
I dare not say more.
He also promised obediently, "I swear I will never die earlier than you."
Su Yixin's expression became even worse.
Is this a curse on him?
Lu Jianqing seemed to have reacted and quickly explained, "What I mean is that I will take good care of my body and use my best physique to take care of you for the rest of my life."
The corners of Su Yixin's mouth were rising.
It's very obvious.
Even though she is trying to hide it.
Lu Jianqing could tell at a glance. He said, "Su Yixin, have you liked me a long time ago? Do you have a bad attitude towards me or are you afraid of falling in love with me?"
"I'm not as naive as you."
"Then you want to reject my feelings for you?" Lu Jianqing's emotions were a little turbulent.
"How do you plan to deal with the relationship between you and Lin Nannan?" Su Yixin did not answer directly, but asked him instead.
"I will make it clear to her, don't worry." Lu Jianqing's attitude was firm.
By now he is extremely clear.
He really only had sympathy for Lin Nannan.
There is no such thing as love between men and women.
otherwise.
It would be impossible for him to not do anything out of line towards Lin Nannan for so many years.
Is it really just because he takes care of Lin Nannan's body?
no.
I just don't have the urge to do that.
And for Su Yixin...
He even wanted to solve it on the spot.
Um.
Thinking too far ahead.
Lu Jianqing's expression obviously changed.
Su Yixin frowned.
I always feel that Lu Jianqing's appearance at this moment is very strange.
"After talking so much about me, isn't it time to talk about yours too?" Lu Jianqing said seriously.
Make yourself serious.
"What did you say?" Su Yixin looked careless.
Are you saying that he is Lu Jianqing, the father of her child?
Having said that, can he suddenly accept it?
And what is hidden behind him...
Is there some conspiracy brewing?
Okay, she admits it.
She selfishly hoped that Lu Jianqing would tell him everything after she became single again.
She didn't want to use her past feelings to kidnap his current feelings.
Just think of her as being hypocritical.
"You and that, Shen Wenxuan." Lu Jianqing said, and he was so sad to say it, "You said you are boyfriend and girlfriend."
"So you think I cheated on you in Hongxing just like you?"
"Why did I tell Hongxing to cheat? I just understood feelings too late. Besides, wasn't I planning to break up now?" Lu Jianqing explained excitedly.
"I have nothing to do with Shen Wenxuan."
"But he likes you?" Lu Jianqing's eyes tightened.
This man is still so smart.
There was nothing I could hide from him.
"Um."
"Don't meet him again." Lu Jianqing demanded domineeringly.
Su Yixin looked at him.
Even before they were together, his true nature was revealed.
"He has evil plans for you. I'm right to plan ahead." Lu Jianqing said stubbornly and confidently, "Su Yixin, I'm three years younger than you. If you stay with me, you can make a lot of money, okay?"