Sister Lin said that the first time she met me was the day she was negotiating with He Weimin. Yingying and I were sitting in the cafeteria eating spicy hotpot.
She saw through my true identity at a glance, maybe she was just happy because she didn't expect that something special like me could appear in such a turbid aura.
So she made a fortune teller for me on a whim to see what my future would be like and where I would go.
But the hexagram shown made her feel chilly.
Heaven will kill me when I am twenty-four years old.
When my body and soul are fully integrated, I will be targeted by He Weimin. He will kill me first, then integrate my soul into the formation, and use the power of the moon to block all traces underground.
After that, those monsters can let go of their hands and feet to break the seal with all their strength. When the seal is broken, those monsters will die when they gain the power in their bodies.
The heavenly catastrophe will come immediately and completely destroy those monsters, as well as his brother's body and soul.
Once the body and soul disappear, the true spirit will have no support and will naturally dissipate in this world.
This is balance.
The reason why my fate became like this is inseparable from her operation.
Originally, I could live peacefully until the end of my life, but with the power of those things, it was impossible to break the seal she left. It was nothing but an empty joy.
And she couldn't save her brother. This was another kind of balance.
But she intervened and wanted to get back this person's true spirit, forcing Heaven to destroy all causes and effects.
In a word, I became the victim of this thing, and this is my fate.
I didn't know what to say, and I didn't know what kind of emotion I was feeling at that time.
Should I be angry? Should I be desperate? Or should I grab Sister Lin and ask her why she did this? I was living a good life, why did she involve me here?
No, I just feel ridiculous, like an ant.
Heaven wants to destroy me, but it has nothing to do with me.
"I'm very selfish, I'm sorry."
Sister Lin took my hand, but I didn't resist. I felt like I had lost all my strength.
He just sighed resignedly: "You are quite selfish. Why do you do this now that you have seen the ending? Is it because my fate is worthless compared to your brother?"
"No, it's because this has already happened and your destiny has changed. Even if I stop in time, I can't prevent your final outcome."
After saying this, Sister Lin's expression suddenly became determined: "But the way of heaven is not without flaws. It only has reason and no emotions, so if you are careful enough, there is hope of fighting for the next glimmer of life from it."
I was shocked and quickly raised my head to look at her.
Then Sister Lin told me that all the arrangements she made were to try to save her brother and I from a chance of survival in the hands of Heaven.
She was sure that He Weimin had been targeting me for a long time, but she never took action because my family had some influence and he was not clean and he was afraid that he would be traced to the end.
When the project was completed, He Weimin and the others found that Master Yin's formation was not enough to cover up the demonic energy on their bodies, so they had no choice but to attack me.
According to the normal trajectory, I should have stayed in the provincial capital for internship and avoided He Weimin's sphere of influence, but the change of fate brought me back to Hecheng. In addition, Yingying was still in school, which just gave him the opportunity to take action.
As she expected, the car accident happened. She arrived in time to rescue Yingying and I. After putting her in an ice coffin, she managed to hide the traces of Room 514. It was a true hiding, except for me.
, no one in the entire school will remember that room, so there is an extra room 521 on the fifth floor.
She was afraid that I would go find He Weimin, so she took away my memory and put her brother's true spirit into my body. She wanted to use another way to let her brother continue to live in me, and all she had to do was
Keep it all in balance.
The balance is that I cannot fall into He Weimin's hands, so that they can successfully break the seal.
But she thought about it carefully and realized that it was unfair to me.
So she tricked Master Yin into carving the dream tapir behind the mirror. It was through this that she secretly learned the formation and left this dream in Yingying's room.
But she can't stay with me forever, because this body is not her own, and she can't leave too far, and needs the spiritual energy of her body to maintain it.
That's why she asked Uncle Yang to rent the house to me, and the reason why I saw her again was because she wanted to see where things would go. If I hadn't been discovered by He Weimin, she would have continued to hide.
If He Weimin had discovered me, she would have guided me here.
Just like she said, the reason why she did this was to let me make my own choice.
Do I want to be her brother, or do I want to be myself?
…
I finally figured out the ins and outs of all this.
But I don't feel happy at all. Instead, I feel confused and desperate. I am taking advantage of the loopholes of heaven. No matter how I think about this matter, I feel that there is no future.
What I don't understand even more is her last sentence, "Be her brother or be myself." What does this mean?
After thinking about it for a while, I frowned and asked her: "What do you mean by becoming your brother? What does it mean by being myself?"
Then what she said next made me even more confused.
"This is the life I fight for you from heaven. If you want to be yourself, your consciousness will stay here. This dream will continue to run for you until you die. I will send your soul into
In reincarnation, and my brother’s true spirit, I will also put it back again.”
As she spoke, she looked at the body in the coffin again.
"If you want to be him, then you can only choose to go back to the outside world. I don't know where things have reached, but no matter what happens, you have to accept it. Whether you die or live, you need to be in the way of heaven.
You are struggling to survive, but don’t worry, I will do my best to help you out there.”
I still think what she said is very dreamy. Based on my knowledge, I can't imagine why consciousness can survive in dreams.
So I asked her again: "If I go back, will my memory still exist? If it exists, then wouldn't I still be Gu Yan? What relationship do I have with your brother?"
"His true spirit is in your body, you are him, and he is you. Even if you recover your memory, for him, it is nothing more than amnesia in another sense."
Sister Lin's hold on my hand suddenly tightened, and she looked at me with tenderness in her eyes.