If it were some time ago, I would definitely answer "It's cool," and it's very cool, because as an old loner, I'm used to living on my own.
But now I just feel that the room is empty. Without Qingqing's familiar face and gentle words, without Wang Yao's mischief, everything has become so quiet.
Every time in the dead of night, after vomiting while watching short videos, I would suddenly throw away my phone, cross my legs and take a deep breath in front of the moonlight, so that my mind would become ethereal and I would not feel the invasion of loneliness.
But every day during the day, I really couldn't find any entertainment items. I could only lie on the sofa and watch TV and use my mobile phone. As I lay there, I felt irritated and uneasy, so I could only put on my clothes and run out to relax.
What can I say, I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the light.
That's how I feel now.
Anyway, I spent the first week after Qingqing left like this. She had to help her father heal his injuries, so she couldn't chat with me often. Being extremely bored, I even tried to practice the Dayanhuang Jing.
But the exercises in it are really obscure and difficult to understand. I can't even understand them, let alone practice them.
But then I found a way to entertain myself.
On the seventh day after she left, I couldn't bear it anymore, so on a whim, I went to the restaurant downstairs and bought hundreds of dollars worth of stuff.
Then I set up the memorial tablet of Qian Shousan. To say that this thing is magical, just after twelve o'clock that night, this guy came smelling it.
I still remember Qian Shousan’s expression when he saw me. He was shocked at first as to why Yang Shou was back. Before I could finish my explanation, when he saw the dishes on the table, he was like a hungry wolf and pounced on them. Eat hazelnuts for a long time.
That night he drank three bottles of Maotai and ate eight hard dishes, which made me look green in the face.
Then we became the best brothers.
In the next few days, I slept during the day and drank and had sex with Qian Shouzan at night. He would occasionally bring two shady colleagues with the same surname Qian, and eventually we all became brothers under my heavy drinking and feasting attack.
The only thing that puzzles me is that the person named Hu has not appeared for a long time, not even a shadow.
I was wondering if he discovered that my acting skills were not good? Or was there something wrong with my thinking from the beginning, and this matter had nothing to do with him at all?
It was already the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month and I still couldn't wait for him until the early morning of New Year's Eve.
I had just laid down and was in a daze when I heard the beeping of WeChat, which annoyed me so much that I muted it.
But I was able to sleep for half an hour. There was a "bang bang bang" sound outside, accompanied by a promising voice: "Open the door, Gu Yan! You have the ability not to look at WeChat. You have the ability to open the door. Open the door. Open the door." Ah I know you are at home!"
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This made me angry. I sat up from the bed and went to open the door. Then I saw Xu Nuo standing at the door wearing a furry coat, holding a few bags in his hand, and shouted at me with his big teeth: " Happy New Year~"
"Happy shit!"
I muttered feebly: "Sister, how can I be like you? I'm knocking on the door at what time it is."
"Didn't I tell you that I won't bother you before New Year's Eve, but today is New Year's Eve and I must come to you early."
She said with a matter-of-fact expression: "Take a quick bath to refresh yourself. Then we go out to buy something and then go to my house for dinner at noon."
"Going to your house for dinner?"
I stretched my neck and asked her: "When did I say I wanted to go to your house for dinner?"
"No, Gu Yan, how come you don't keep your word? That day I came to see you, and you clearly promised to come to my house for the Chinese New Year this year."
I said you fart, but what I said the other day was to wait until the time comes. Do you understand what I mean? It means that I don’t have to go, but if it comes into your mouth, it means I agree?
I just promised that I don't care. Anyway, I told my parents that I will take my friend home today. Because of this, they even postponed the friend's dinner. How should I explain to them if you don't go?
Anyway, we stood at the door for a long time, writing in ink. Later, I really couldn't talk to her, so she forced me into the bathroom to take a shower.
In fact, I felt a little awkward at first because Xu Mingyang repeatedly told me to stay away from his niece.
Besides, I already have enough headaches, and I don’t want to get too close to Xunuo, for fear of getting involved with her again.
But then I thought about it, it seems that celebrating the New Year on my own is really boring. In addition, the matter of He Weimin has been resolved, so there shouldn't be any misunderstandings just having a meal, right?
So after some hesitation, I decided to go and maybe find a chance to make my promise clear.
After all, I'm not a scumbag, I don't have such rich emotions, and I really can't make room for a third woman in my heart.
Xu Nuo loves shopping.
She drove here in a car and took me to the supermarket as soon as she left the house and bought a lot of things.
But this was just what I wanted. I couldn’t go to someone else’s house empty-handed during the Chinese New Year, so I bought some sea cucumbers, prawns, etc., and I picked the expensive ones. Her house is in good condition, and I’m afraid people won’t like it if it’s cheap.
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At that time Xunuo kept trying to prevent me from buying it, saying it was too expensive and her family didn't need it. But I insisted and threatened her not to go if she didn't buy it. After hearing what I said, Xunuo agreed.
But after all, I was somewhat happy to see her expression.
Her family lives in a fairly high-end neighborhood like ours. The house is not particularly big, but the decoration is very cozy.
When I opened the door and went in, Xu Nuo's mother was already standing in the living room, greeting me warmly and saying she was here.
I called auntie hello and handed over the things in my hand. She said come in and sit down. She promised that her father would go out to buy wine and dinner would be ready in a while.
I didn't expect her to be so enthusiastic, and it was the first time she came to a friend of the opposite sex's house, so I was quite embarrassed.
Perhaps Xunuo also saw that I was a little cautious, so she pulled me into her bedroom and said to me: "You can sit down for a while and play on the computer. I'll go help my mother pack her things."
Then she closed the door and went out. I stood inside, somewhat at a loss.
In fact, Xu Nuo's appearance is somewhat in conflict with her heart. Before entering her bedroom, I really didn't expect to see a room full of teenage fans.
It was really pink, with tables, chairs, sheets, quilts, curtains, and even the walls painted pink and white.
I was also a bit bored, so I sat at the computer desk and rummaged through the drawers in front of me intentionally or unintentionally.
There were some decorations and some empty boxes for cosmetics inside, but I didn't pay much attention to them. This was a normal thing in a girl's bedroom.
Until I saw a picture frame.
Inside the photo frame was a photo of Xu Xu and a man.
In fact, I didn't even think about looking at it at that time, I just glanced at it and thought it must be a promise to an ex-boyfriend, and it was quite important to her, otherwise she wouldn't have framed the photo and kept it for such a long time.
But after closing the drawer, I thought about it and realized something was wrong.
Then why does the man in the photo look so similar to me?