Seeing that she didn't catch up, I put on my shoes and stood at the gate of the community waiting for Xu Nuo to come out.
I felt particularly wronged at that time. Yes, I admitted that it was wrong of me to enter someone's bedroom without permission, but she wouldn't chase me and beat me, right?
Later Xu Nuo chased me out, and as soon as he walked up to me, he asked me, have you been to Shen Mengying's house before? I said how could it be possible, I didn't even know her home address, Xu Nuo said, then why did her mother beat you when we met? Woolen cloth?
I said how the hell do I know? Who knows what stimulated her, as if she had taken gunpowder. Xu Nuo said no, her mother must know you when she looks like that. If you think about it again, is it true that she is with her? Mom has seen it?
Originally, I wanted her to stop talking nonsense, but then I raised my head and glanced at the door of the community. I don't know why, but at that moment, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity deep in my heart. I don't know where this familiarity came from. Coming here is like going to a place for the first time, but it looks so familiar, as if you have been there in a previous life or in a dream.
At first I thought it was just a sense of déjà vu, because I had had this feeling many times before.
But this time it was obviously different. The more I looked at the scene in front of me, the more familiar it became. I even closed my eyes and recalled it. The picture in my memory told me that there was a supermarket on the right, and next to the supermarket was an Internet cafe. I used to always go to that Internet cafe. I went online, then I opened my eyes and, sure enough, the picture in front of me was exactly the same as in my memory!
Feeling that something wasn't right, I didn't fight with Xu Nuo, but walked towards the Internet cafe.
Xu Nuo called me from behind and asked me why I was going to the Internet bar. Why didn't I go home? I didn't say anything. I just wanted to verify whether my idea was true.
I entered the Internet cafe, took out my ID card and handed it to the network administrator. The network administrator skillfully swiped the card on the machine, and then heard the sound coming from the speaker.
"The balance on the card is 62 yuan."
Damn it, I was completely stupid at that time. I swear I have never been to this Internet cafe, or even to this county, but why do I still have a membership in this Internet cafe?
"Look, let me just say that you have been to her house. I have already seen that there is a problem between you two! Gu Yan, please tell me the truth. What is the relationship between you and Shen Mengying? Why do you care about her so much?"
My mind was about to explode at that time. She was buzzing behind me like a fly, which made me so annoyed that I just shouted: "Shut up!"
Xu Nuo was stunned for a moment, and then her temper grew: "Why are you venting your anger on me? If you have the ability, why don't you go find Shen Mengying's mother?!"
I didn't say anything, I leaned against the bar with my head in my hands, and slid down bit by bit.
At that time, I felt my chest was tight and my head was hurting more and more. Pictures from the past appeared in front of my eyes frame by frame, but those pictures were very blurry. I carefully wanted to see the faces of the people in the pictures, but their faces were so blurry. It was like there was a layer of mist covering it, and I couldn't see clearly.
I suddenly found that I had lost my memory. My memory told me that in this Internet cafe, there was someone who often accompanied me to surf the Internet, but I couldn't remember who that person was.
Even looking back, I can't remember how I got into that state-owned enterprise. I even forgot all about the university I graduated from. What scares me most is that I can't even remember what my parents' names are and what they look like. That’s it, and I don’t even know where my family lives.
Where the hell did I come from?
The feeling was so painful that I banged my head against the bar counter, trying to wake myself up and recall some details about the past. But those things seemed to have been deliberately hidden, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't catch them.
Don't live with anything.
Perhaps he was confused by my self-mutilating behavior, Xu Nuo quickly squatted down, put his hands on the back of my head, and told me, Gu Yan, please stop hitting me, I was wrong, why don’t I stop being cruel to you? How childish is this?
So big?
I collapsed at that time, crying and told Xu Nuo. After Xu Nuo was finished, I lost my memory. I couldn’t remember who my mother was!
If you promise, just touch my head and say be good, it's okay, be good son, mother will take you home, I said I can go to you.
After scolding her, I sat on the ground in front of the bar and cried. Xu Nuo kept comforting me and said it was okay. You might have been stimulated just now and just rest. At that time, everyone on the first floor of the Internet cafe was looking at me.
Later, the network administrator probably got annoyed and asked us if we could access the Internet. If not, we would go out and cry, so as not to affect their business.
After he said this, he became angry at that moment. He pointed at the clerk's nose and said, "Just cry here." Then she took out several 100-dollar bills from her wallet, threw them on the bar and said, "Open a card for me."
I'm going to cry here all night, do you care about me?
The clerk was stunned: "Is there something wrong with you two?"
Looking at Xu Nuo's posture, she was ready to curse, and I could tell that she was worried about me, but I was also a little scared when this girl's fierce energy came into play.
I quickly stood up and told Xunuo not to be a fool and let's go out. After that, I took back the several hundred dollars on the bar.
Then I pulled Xu Nuo and walked out. The clerk scolded us from behind, saying that we were two crazy people and pretending to be friends.
When Xunuo heard this, she got so angry that she wanted to rush back and fuck him. I also forced her out, and then handed Xunuo the several hundred dollars. But Xunuo slapped my hand and said angrily, "Get out of here."
, no, keep it to yourself, I will get angry just looking at you now.
I said, why did I offend you again? Xu Nuo pointed at me and said, look at you, like a child, why don't you just say a few words to you? You also messed with me in front of so many people, and you even lost your memory.
Interesting?
After she said that, my grievances came up again, so I pursed my lips and said that I didn't make trouble with you. I really couldn't remember who my parents were. She said okay, you can act with me here, I
Let's see how long you can perform.
After she was done, she turned her head away and ignored me. I felt so wronged that I squatted on the ground and shed tears uncontrollably.
The cold winter wind blows, and it makes my heart feel cold. I can't describe the feeling. It feels like I have been abandoned by the whole world. I have no parents, no friends, and no one to talk to.
After squatting there for five minutes and seeing that I didn't move for a long time, Xu Nuo turned around and looked at me, then came over and patted me on the shoulder: "Have you really lost your memory?"
I said yes.
She asked me again, do you still remember that you are my son?
I looked up at her and told her word for word: "I really didn't make a fuss with you."
"Then how come you, who are so good, can lose your memory?"
Judging from my desperate virtue, I guess she believed Xu Nuo at this time. She thought for a while and asked me: "Where is your ID card? Take it out and show it to me."
I took out my ID card and handed it to her and asked her what she wanted to do.
"Isn't it written here? Songhe Community." Xu Nuo pointed at my ID card: "Why don't we go check the address on your ID card and be done with it?"