Maybe it's because I've been stimulated too much recently, and now I'm a little numb.
After listening to Qingqing's words, I couldn't say that my heart was shaking, at least it was calm.
I looked at her slightly red eyes and asked her with a chuckle: "Do you think she is hurting me? But why do I find this so exciting?
At first, I wanted to live a normal life, but after going through so much, I have figured it out now, why do I have to live step by step and live according to this way of life arranged by God?
Why can it arrange it for me instead of me arranging it?
Tell me, why do the Sanqing, the Jade Emperor, and the Dongyue, they don’t have to worry about life, old age, sickness, and death, and accept offerings from others for life after life? Isn’t this an unfair thing at all?
Then I also want to be a master, who is willing to be stepped on by others for the rest of his life?"
Qingqing was stunned: "No, those great gods are the direct manifestation of the way of heaven. They represent the way of heaven. Can we compare?"
I shook my head: "I used to be an ordinary person. I had no choice but to live an honest life with my tail between my legs.
But it’s different now. I have the conditions to fight for my own life, so why don’t I take advantage of it?
So, Sister Lin is not harming me at all. She gave me a chance to see with my own eyes what this God can do to me, so that I can try this world for myself. Is it God's arrangement?
Man or man will conquer nature.
Isn't this wonderful? Stop crying, you are such a big girl, if you can't do it anymore, daddy will give you a hug."
"Go away!"
She pushed me and touched my face quietly: "But I'm worried about you. I really don't have any requirements. I just want you to live as well as you do now!"
You listen to me, go back and discuss with Sister Lin and let her take away the true spirit, okay? She is one of those people who achieved enlightenment a long, long time ago, so she must have a way to do it!"
I didn't answer, but laughed. It wasn't that she was naive, it just felt like what she said, she really didn't know me very well now.
If it were me before, I might have known that things were irreversible, just like she said, and would have simply stayed in the world in the mirror and lived this ordinary life.
But I will never do that after I get it back.
When I was three years old, I dared to throw firecrackers into the latrine, when I was five years old, I coaxed the neighbor girl to take off her clothes, and when I was seven years old, I skipped class and went online.
Not to mention when I was eleven or twelve years old, I dared to cheat my dad out of a girl I met online for 5,000 yuan to go out with someone, and stayed there for half a month before I was caught. Apart from murder and arson, this
There is nothing in the world that I dare not do.
Isn't it just a life? The worst possible outcome is death or the loss of one's soul!
The more you torture me, the more excited I become. Now I am just a little m, my butt is washed, if you are able, you can do it!
Qingqing wanted to say something else, so I made a shushing gesture: "Believe me, my choice may not be the right one, but it must be what I want.
This is my own choice, and I will have no complaints even if I lose the bet in the end."
After saying that, I didn’t hesitate anymore, grabbed her hand and ran towards Beishan.
After a long time, I heard Qingqing whispering behind me: "I'll accompany you..."
…
There is no trace of a fight on Beishan Mountain.
Wu Hao's car has disappeared. Sister Lin's Land Rover and Xu Nuo's A4 are parked side by side on the roadside. I guess Xu Nuo is scared and has not dared to come and pick them up until now.
The Land Rover is actually a pretty damn car. The quality is really not that good. Maybe it was because the temperature was too low after it was parked overnight. I worked hard for a long time before I managed to start the engine.
But before I had time to step on the accelerator, I received a call from Sister Lin.
"Xiaoyan, where are you?"
Before I could say anything, I heard her say in that anxious tone: "Don't go home, go directly to school, something might happen to Yingying!"
There was a 'pop' sound, and my phone slipped onto the center console.
I knew Sister Lin wouldn't joke with me, and this was the first time I heard panic appear on her body.
"It's Wu Hao! It must be him!"
Qingqing exclaimed: "He likes Yingying. Yesterday, he confirmed with you that Yingying is not dead. Then he will definitely go find Yingying. Gu Yan, hurry up and drive!"
I woke up from a dream, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and ran towards the medical school quickly.
Didn't Sister Lin hide that room? Then why did something happen to Yingying?
And why did Wu Hao go to find Yingying? Is this his own idea, or did he tell Mr. Zhuo about my relationship with Yingying and want to use her to threaten me?
I couldn't figure it out, I just felt like my mind went blank, and I even wanted to find a tree and hit the accelerator and hit myself to death!
"Gu Yan, drive slowly, don't hit anyone!"
He rushed out as fast as he could, and when he saw me running through the red light, Qingqing was a little scared and gave a warning in a panic.
But I couldn't listen at all. I held the steering wheel tightly and drove almost by instinct. There was only one thought in my mind. I rushed to school as fast as possible and rushed to Yingying's side!
"Gu Yan, are you serious? Why do you want to mention Yingying when you are so good? Also, you know that those demonic cultivators are underground in the apartment, why didn't you ask Sister Lin to move her out earlier?"
I cursed myself hard in my heart, but the next second, another voice appeared in my mind.
"Hehe, are you going to scold me again? Try scolding Heaven again? No one with higher moral standards than you in your previous life would dare to scold Heaven. You are so awesome."
"Hey, otherwise how can I say you are a waste? If you can't even protect your own woman, what's the point of living in this world? You just want to be a master and not be stepped on by others?"
"I think it would be better if you simply retreat into the depths of your soul and hand this body to me. That bitch can't help you now. With my ability, I can definitely help you rescue that Yingying. Let's do it
How about a deal?"
The inner demon's voice completely broke my defense, and I shouted at the top of my lungs: "Get out of here! Get out! Get out! Get out!"
"Hey, you are incapable of barking."
He chuckled sinisterly: "It doesn't matter, I'm not in a hurry. When you figure it out, call me and I'll be waiting for you. Just take your time!"
I ignored its noise and stepped on the accelerator. The half-hour journey was compressed into ten minutes.
But when I rushed upstairs and walked into the room, I was still heartbroken the moment I heard Sister Lin speak.
"They can't find this room. Yingying's soul must have escaped and been captured..."
As if all my strength had gone, I slowly slid down against the wall, fell to the ground, and looked at the ice coffin in the center of the room.
It was still the familiar scene, Yingying was lying there quietly, but there was no trace of soul around her.