Later, when she returned to the room, Qingqing didn't mention taking a shower again.
But I thought about it and pointed to the chair opposite: "Liu Daxian'er, sit here and let me say a few words to you."
"What are you talking about? Don't tell me you really want to take a shower with them."
Qingqing was scrolling through her cell phone at the time and casually sat down on a chair: "Gu Yan, I want to buy two lipsticks. Can you help me choose?"
"Yangshulin 417, Dior 740, these two colors are suitable for you, just buy them without thinking."
My mind was not focused on this, and I tapped the table with my fingers: "Don't bother me. Liu Daxian'er wants to talk to you about business."
Qingqing's eyes still didn't leave the screen: "Hey, listen, you say yours and I'll see mine, no delay."
"Okay, then I'll say it."
I pulled one out of the cigarette case in front of me, lit it and took two puffs: "What, Shen Gongxu wants me to have a baby."
Qingqing's movements froze instantly.
She turned around with a swish and stared at me with her big watery eyes: "What the hell? Shen Gongxu wants you to give birth to a child for him? How are you two going to give birth to a child?"
I was stunned for a moment: "Liu Qingqing, I found that you are quite capable of interrupting? He didn't ask me to give birth to a child for him, but he wanted us to have a child, do you understand?"
"Let us have a child? What does this have to do with him? Besides, how can we have a child if we are not married?"
Qingqing then put down her phone: "No, Gu Yan, didn't you go to a class reunion? Why did you meet Shen Gongxu again? When did he come?"
I shook my head: "We'll talk about this later. Let's talk about what you think first. Are you willing to have a baby with me?"
"Gu Yan, what's going on with you today? It's weird."
Qingqing leaned down on the table and tilted her head to look at me: "Then will you marry me? If you are willing to marry me, I will have a baby with you."
I grinned and replied: "I am willing, that's right..."
"Yingying, right?"
Qingqing took over the words. She slowly stood up from the chair, stretched her body, and said to me in a nonchalant tone: "Gu Yan, you can't keep doing this. It doesn't matter now. I'll wait for you."
No one around you can say anything. What happens when Yingying wakes up?
In the past, I always felt like green tea. I felt guilty for seducing you when Yingying was not around, so I never forced you to make a decision. I even helped you speak when my father forced you to get married.
But recently I have also figured out that yes, Yingying has paid a lot for you, but so have I!
We have experienced life and death, right? More than once, and I have been with you during your most difficult time. Besides, you were still losing your memory when we first met. You only remember having a girlfriend like Yingying, but you don’t remember it.
That relationship.
So Gu Yan, I feel that I am liked by you based on my ability. This cannot be regarded as taking advantage of others. So since it is not taking advantage of others, why should I keep abusing myself? This is definitely not fair. "
As she was talking, she suddenly walked up to me and squatted down, looking directly into my eyes: "So Gu Yan, you have to choose between Yingying and I. If you don't choose now, you will have to choose later.
I know this decision is particularly difficult for you. You don’t want to let me down or let Yingying down, but there is no use in escaping. You should close your eyes now and ask your heart, who is the best between Yingying and me?
The important one is, do you want me to accompany you for the rest of your life or do you want Yingying."
After Qingqing said this, she was not in a hurry. She squatted on the ground and looked at me calmly.
But I was shocked and looked at Qingqing dumbfounded. I couldn't even believe that these words came out of her mouth!
Because it was so sharp that it completely scratched my mind. It was so sharp that I wanted to slap myself twice.
In fact, I brought up the idea of having a baby in the first place just because I had a weird idea and wanted to test Qingqing's reaction, thinking that if I had the chance, I would give her a bath or something.
Facts have proved that this behavior is completely salt in the crotch - it hurts my balls.
I didn't say anything clearly without testing, but instead broke the long-standing tacit understanding between us and forced myself into a situation with no way out.
I took a few shaky puffs of cigarette. I was so panicked that I struggled as if I was in a knot.
Because I know very well that if this matter is not handled well, I will probably explode on the spot. Not to mention not being able to give Qingqing a bath, even the person in front of me who cares about me the most will lose me.
I still wanted to escape, but the cigarette butt was already burning my hand. There was no way to avoid it, so I could only throw it into the ashtray.
Without any further hesitation, he simply confessed to her: "To be honest, Qingqing, if I had not lost my memory, even if I liked you when we first met, I would never have shown it. Although I am not a good person, basically
There is still morality.
But god damn it, he had to let me meet you when I lost my memory.
You say that you, a beautiful woman, spend all day with me, treat me so well, and happen to be my favorite type of green tea. Which cadre can withstand such a test?
In addition, my impression of Yingying at that time was all based on Wu Hao's words. I was just curious and had no feelings at all, just like a stranger, so it is normal for me to be attracted to you."
Having said this, I lit another cigarette and blew out a long puff of smoke: "But it was different later. After Sister Lin helped me get my memory back, I realized that Yingying had done so many things for me.
Let's put it this way, I owe her a life. If it weren't for my drunk driving, she wouldn't have died. If she hadn't died, she wouldn't be lying in that cold coffin, still unconscious until now.
Moreover, we have been together for such a long time, we have overcome the seven-year itch, and our relationship has turned into a family relationship. You must know that in this world, I may be her only support, but you could not bear to abandon her.
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Throwing away the cigarette that I hadn't smoked twice, I went to hold Qingqing's face again: "As for us, although we haven't known each other for a long time, you have already become an indispensable part of my life.
No matter where I go, there is your shadow beside me. No matter what happens, the first thing that comes to my mind is you. I have long been used to having you. If you leave one day, I really don’t dare to be like you.
What will my life be like, so..."
I couldn't speak anymore, so I sighed, took my hands back and rubbed my face violently.
"Gu Yan, these are the comments made by a scumbag. Not only are you scumbag, you are clearly a scumbag."
Qingqing squinted her eyes and slowly stood up from the ground: "What do you mean, do you want to marry Yingying and me?"
I wanted to explain, but I didn't know what to say when I opened my mouth, because this idea was scumbag, stupid, and extremely shameless. No matter how I explained it, it was pale.
"Okay Gu Yan, I know you can't decide, so I'm too lazy to beat around the bush."
Qingqing suddenly changed her attitude. She said to me very seriously: "If you want to be with me, you must marry a real matchmaker. I will not accept it without status. I am the only one in the Liu family. Even if my father agrees to the elders in the family,
I definitely won't agree.
But I am not an unreasonable person. I know the situation between you and Yingying, and I sympathize with her, so after we get married, I can accept her living with us, but it is just a life together. I don't agree with you if you want to marry her.
As for your little thoughts, I have already seen it, but let me tell you, don’t touch me before you get married, let alone let me give you a child. If you really can’t hold it in any longer, go out and look for it, or talk to Shen Gong and the others.
It's okay to take a shower. To be honest, our family is not that particular. As long as you don't change your mind, I won't care about whoever you want to sleep with!"