I stood up, stretched out, and walked slowly to the bathroom: "That's all I can show you. After knowing these things, I don't need to say more about the ingredients of Tianxin Island, right?"
"I'm still a little bit unresponsive."
"It's okay. Just react slowly. I'll pee first."
I locked the door with my backhand, stood in front of the toilet, unzipped it, aligned it, and started draining the water. After I finished, I shivered and felt much better.
I don’t know why I told Zhang Qi this secret. Maybe I wanted her to make the right choice after knowing the truth, or maybe I had been holding it in for too long and had to find someone to vent to.
Besides Shen Gong, Zhang Qi may be the most suitable candidate. After all, she is far away from my circle of contacts and is the only person I have known for the longest time and who has had close contact with me.
I don't even understand what my attitude towards her is.
Yes, I did fall in love a lot before I got together with Yingying, but the relationships I had when I was a student were just like a joke, receding as quickly as they came. And from the perspective of Zhu Rongpu’s memory, my more than 10,000 I haven’t had a relationship in years.
So ever since I heard the news about Zhang Qi's engagement, my mind has been in a mess.
Telling myself in my heart that this is good is the result I want, and I should feel relieved, but no matter how hard I try, the feeling of sadness and loss just won't go away.
It's a very complicated emotion. Although I don't like Zhang Qi, but when I think about her getting married to someone else and calling someone else's husband, my blood pressure jumps up and my anger level surges up, just like Zhuo Yi That said, I really can’t accept that the woman I slept with will sleep with another man in the future.
I know this is selfish and immoral, but this is the truest thought in my heart.
I took a few deep breaths and forced myself to calm down. After shaking a few times, I pressed the flush button, then walked to the sink and turned on the faucet.
The sound of high heels appeared at the bathroom door: "So what you want to tell me is that the Elders want to resurrect the so-called master and then destroy the world?"
"That's pretty much what it means."
I held a towel and wiped my hands while opening the door: "But I think the most likely possibility is that those extraterrestrial demons will not destroy the world, but will instead raise humans and enslave them like witches.
They have little interest in lower creatures, so once humans are enslaved, it is equivalent to gaining room for development for other creatures in the world, punishing humans with suffering to compensate all living beings, this is the way of heaven."
"Well, I understand, thank you for sharing your secret with me."
Zhang Qi slung the bag she was holding on her shoulder: "I'm leaving, Gu Yan. See you again if we have a chance."
I was shocked: "Wait a minute, are you leaving now?"
"Do you have anything else to do?"
"This is not a question of whether I am okay or not. Now that you know the essence of the matter, don't you want to say something?"
"What should I say? Does this matter have anything to do with me?"
I didn't see any emotion on Zhang Qi's face: "I'm not an ancient god like Sanqing and others, nor am I the king of hell in the underworld, so why should I worry about the fate of mankind?"
"But you are human too."
"So what?"
Zhang Qi's answer was natural: "If the sky falls, there will be Hades, and the Holy See of Eastern and Western Europe will support them. Their strength is much stronger than Tianxin Island. Even if the master can be resurrected, it will probably take a hundred years."
Why should I worry about what will happen a hundred years from now? And Gu Yan, don’t forget, I am now a person from Tianxin Island. Even if that day does come, I will enslave others, not be enslaved.
To put it another way, even if those demons from outside the territory want to tear down the river and destroy the bridge, then I can just scatter my soul and pretend that there is no such thing as reincarnation in the world. Immortality has never been what I pursue anyway."
I was a little anxious: "What about a hundred years? Haven't you noticed that things have changed? If the world continues to be in such chaos, the day that Senior Sister Wudang mentioned will probably come within three to five years."
"It doesn't matter, I don't care even if it happens tomorrow."
She took a step forward and looked directly into my eyes: "There is nothing in this world that I miss. I have already lived enough, so even if I go out and get hit by a car the next second, I have nothing to regret."
Again, thank you for letting me know the nature of this world, but if you want to use it to convince me and let me cooperate with you, then I'm sorry, I can only say that you took it for granted."
After saying these words, Zhang Qi turned back decisively and turned to leave.
I definitely couldn't let her go, so I rushed up and stopped her: "You can't do that, right? Even if you don't think about yourself, shouldn't you think about your parents?"
"The relationship has been severed. They said that if I marry Daniel, a foreigner, they will not recognize me as their daughter."
Zhang Qi's tone was so cold that it made people feel chilling: "I said, there is nothing in this world that I can miss anymore. Since I am not living a good life, let's just destroy it together."
Now I was completely speechless.
How could he be the only one who knew such a stubborn and stubborn person?
Looking at Zhang Qi's back as she opened the door and left, I really couldn't think of any other reason I could have to convince her.
In fact, after hearing about it just now, I had a feeling in my mind. Rather than saying that she was innocent, it would be better to say that she was angry.
It was out of anger that she agreed to marry Daniel, otherwise she wouldn't have done such a stupid thing as severing ties with her parents.
And the only bargaining chip I have now is actually her past feelings for me, but if I really use this to make a case, wouldn't it mean that things go round and round and go back to the starting point?
So fucking bad.
Thoughts were swirling in my mind, and after weighing the pros and cons, I finally chose to shout to her: "What about Daniel? You don't care about my fiancé anymore?"
Zhang Qi was about to walk out, but she didn't stop after hearing these words: "I don't care."
I shyly shouted again: "What about me? You don't care about me either?"
Only then did she stop, and then a blond head poked out from the corner. It was the innkeeper's wife whose curiosity was aroused by us, although she didn't understand what we were talking about.
Zhang Qi didn't look back. After a few seconds of silence, she asked me: "Are you related to me?"
She was trying hard to hide her voice from trembling, but I still noticed it and felt confident in her heart.
Gu Yan, are you really such a wicked person and deceiving others' feelings?
I muttered and cursed myself in my mind, and answered her in a not-so-serious manner: "Of course, we are classmates and friends. Of course, if you don't mind, I am also willing to be Cao Cao.
After all, I’ve been watching plots like Netori and Tauren all the time, and I’m quite interested in them, what do you think?”