With a slight sigh, Zhang Qi stood up and walked to me: "I just said that our purpose is to put the blame for Albert's assassination on Tianxin Island.
But once he rebels from Tianxin Island, as long as Elder Ling is not stupid, he will contact the Holy See and shirk the matter completely, telling them that this is my personal behavior.
This is not the worst. If this opportunity is used to promote cooperation between the Holy See and Tianxin Island, have you considered the consequences? Anyway, as far as I know, Tianxin Island has cultivated many chess pieces among European politicians and businessmen.
As long as Elder Ling is willing to contact the Holy See, he will definitely be able to do it."
I have to admit that Zhang Qi is right.
With Bennett's character, when he meets someone as powerful as Elder Ling and a large number of demon cultivators under his command, he might actually cooperate with Elder Ling to fight against the Orthodox Church.
If this thing really happens, the consequences will definitely not be acceptable to me.
Although I have merged half of the inner demon's personality and become much crueler than before, I am not the complete inner demon after all. If I really want Zhang Qi to sacrifice his own life for the success of this operation, to be honest, I can't
accept.
I was a little confused for a moment and my mind was in a mess. I stretched out a hand to Zhang Qi and said, "Stay close to me."
She stood there without moving: "Zhuo Yi and Tong Ruoqing just went downstairs to have breakfast. They should be back soon. It wouldn't be good if they saw them."
"What's the best? I want to hug you right now."
Lifting my head and looking into her eyes, I began to ask knowingly: "Why, do you dislike me? Or are you thinking about Daniel in your heart and feel you need to keep some distance from me?"
"No, I just feel very uncomfortable."
Her eyes were a little confused: "Gu Yan, can you stop being so nice to me? Even if you don't scold me and drive me away when we meet like before, at least you can return to the attitude you had when you were in school.
The way you are acting now makes me feel very unreal, and I feel like I am in a dream. I am really afraid that I will wake up from the dream the moment I touch your hand. I really can't accept this kind of disparity in worrying about gains and losses.
Besides, I have agreed to Daniel’s proposal, if you continue like this, I’m really afraid that I will..."
"Where do all these inner dramas come from? Stop talking nonsense!"
Not wanting to give her a chance to suggest herself, I directly took her hand and asked her to sit on my lap.
Then, seeing Zhang Qi's panicked look, I hugged her body, which was stiff and tense due to nervousness: "Is this the first time I've hugged you in so many years of knowing you? To be honest, your figure is better now than back then.
Too many.
I like the shawl hair and the small waist, especially the long legs. Why didn’t I notice it before? If I had known your legs were so long, I would have tricked you into sleeping on the bed no matter what I said.
Take a nap.
But you can’t blame me. Who told you that you didn’t know how to dress up before and always wore baggy clothes? No matter how good your figure is, it will be blocked to death, especially those glasses, which will block the aura in your eyes.
They say the eyes are the windows to the soul. How can I still see your beauty when the windows are covered with a plastic sheet?"
I still couldn't let go completely in front of Zhang Qi, so what I said was half praise and half compliment.
But she was obviously numbed by what I said. Her body was stiff for a long time and she struggled for a long time before she said something slightly inconsistent: "Weren't you with Shen Mengying at the time? No matter how beautiful I dressed, what would it matter?
You still won’t like me.”
"Not necessarily. Although I won't break up with Yingying and be with you, it doesn't mean that I don't want to do something else. After all, we are half-distance. When I see the pretty girl, I feel pricked in my heart, right?"
"Don't you think what you said is scumbag?"
"But don't you little girls just like scumbags? You honestly don't like them."
The arms holding Zhang Qi tightened. I tilted my head and raised my head, staring at her serious face: "Don't think I can't see it. Isn't it because of me that you stared at me back then?
Is it unique?
Skipping classes all day long, confronting instructors all day long, flirting with little girls all day long, this kind of gangster-like character is what attracts the most to obedient babies like you. If I were that kind of obedient good boy, maybe you would be the opposite
No longer interested in me."
Obviously, Zhang Qi, who was held in my arms, was very uncomfortable now. She looked at a loss and didn't know where to put her arms.
And her eyes became more and more confused: "Gu Yan, what on earth are you going to tell me?"
"I want to say that actually I have thought about it now."
Staring at Zhang Qi's eyes seriously, I told him what I was thinking: "I admit that when I was with Yingying when I was in school, I had feelings for other girls. Later, I lost my memory during that time.
I met Xu Nuo first, and then Qingqing.
To be honest, I promise this silly girl that I just admire her character, but I really like Qingqing, but the education I received since I was young tells me that this is wrong. The Qing Dynasty has fallen. Now is the 21st century. A man can only
Like a woman.
So every time I thought about Yingying lying in the coffin, I felt particularly guilty. I felt like a playboy, trying to escape every time and not wanting to face emotional problems head-on."
With another long sigh, I put my head on Zhang Qi's back: "You appeared when I was most troubled. You're not lying at all. You were a disaster to me at that time.
I was already very worried because of these women, but you refused to let me go and kept stalking me. What would you do if you were me? Of course, I want to get rid of this trouble as soon as possible.
It's also because of this that every time I see you, I feel like I'm seeing a god of plague. I try every means to drive you away and rack my brains to get you to stop pestering me. Do you think that in that state, I can possibly discover the advantages in you?
?
So Zhang Qi, it’s not that you’re not good, it’s just that the time for you to appear in front of me is wrong, and I’m such a bad person. I’ve gotten myself into so much trouble by messing around with others, and I feel like I’m really not worthy of your love.
"
It seems that I may have misunderstood. My words made Zhang Qi's attitude cool down: "So the purpose of you saying this is to tell me not to have hope in you anymore?"
"No, of course that's not what I meant."
With a self-deprecating chuckle, I moved my head away from her and reached out to fiddle with her hair: "I just want to tell you that I have looked away now, especially after getting back the memories of the past.
Just like Shen Gong said, since I am a witch and not a human being, why should I abide by human moral values? I have let myself go, do you understand what I mean?"