I think when a girl says this, she usually doesn't really want to calm down, but wants to kiss, hug and lift her up. If you really calm her down, maybe she will keep you calm for the rest of your life.
So I didn't calm down and put my hand on her shoulder: "Don't be angry, I know you feel wronged.
Let's wait until this period of work is over and I will think about our affairs carefully. Believe me, if you treat me wholeheartedly, I will definitely not let you down."
"What is the difference between what you are saying to me now and the cake you drew for Daniel just now?"
"I'm telling the truth, I'm not trying to make a fool of myself."
"I don't believe it."
"Then how do you want me to prove it? Is it okay to have a showdown with Qingqing when she comes back later?"
I sat in Daniel's seat just now: "I had a showdown with Qingqing and made her angry. Then there was a fire in the backyard and I was restless all day long. You and Daniel completely broke up and lost a helper. From then on, he regarded me as his enemy all day long."
I'm sorry, is this okay?
If you think this is okay, then I can do it, Zhang Qi, we are not children anymore. Since I promised to find a way to make Qingqing accept it, I will definitely do it, but you have to give me some time, right?"
"Did I say I wouldn't give you time?"
"Then what are you..."
"You still don't understand what I care about."
She sighed and held her forehead with her hands: "Gu Yan, don't think that I'm pushing my limits. I'm not asking you to disclose our relationship immediately just because you promised to accept me.
I just want you to consider my feelings. You obviously had a better way to handle this matter today, but you chose the one that is most unacceptable to me. You heard what Liu Qingqing just said and did it.
You've seen what happened, isn't that just declaring sovereignty and telling me not to think about you anymore?
That's right, I'm a latecomer to say the least, but I'm no different from San'er now if it sounds bad. In this shady relationship, I have no right to ask for anything.
But there is still a gap in my heart. When I see her, she can brazenly show off her ownership of you, ridicule and ridicule me unscrupulously, but I can't even show any anger. Don't you think this is cruel to me?
Something?"
"Well, it's really unfair to you."
I nodded as I spoke, my attitude somewhat perfunctory.
It’s not that I don’t know what Zhang Qi is angry about, but I really don’t know what to say.
This is the problem of Tao Wujie. In the past, I would have probably told Zhang Qi directly that since I like how tired I am and how wronged I am, you might as well stay away from me.
But now I really can't be as free and easy as before. Firstly, because I don't want to let her down and fulfill the promise I made. Secondly, I really need her to help me now.
When the blond man figured out the direction of heaven, I completely lost control of the whole thing. If I want to protect the people around me, I must do everything step by step. If anything goes wrong in any link, it is possible.
It will lead to an ending that I don't want to see.
I brag loudly and say that I have no moral bottom line, but sometimes in the dead of night, after everyone is quiet, I still feel remorse and guilt.
People are all selfish. What girl doesn’t want to live in a house with two people, three meals a day, and stay together for the rest of their lives all year round? But my current behavior, at best, is called sharing the rain and dew, and at worst, it is immoral. I’m sorry to everyone.
Sometimes I feel that I am quite ridiculous, shouting and fighting against God all day long, but in the end I am still dragged forward by fate, and the people around me become victims of this farce.
After playing the inner drama for a long time, my eyes were a little wandering and my thoughts were far away.
But Zhang Qi might have thought I was angry. Seeing that I didn't say anything for a long time, she turned around and asked me, "Why don't you say anything?"
I shook my head: "It's okay, I was distracted."
"You don't want to tell me that since I like you so much, I shouldn't like you anymore, do you?"
…
It was outrageous, I even wanted to laugh at that moment, it felt like Zhang Qi understood me better than I did.
"Gu Yan, I don't mean to blame you. I just feel aggrieved and want to talk to you. After all, apart from you, there is no one in the world who I can talk to."
She kept grabbing the corner of her clothes as she spoke: "I'm fine now, please sit back. It won't be good if Liu Qingqing comes back later and sees you sitting next to me."
I really didn't hold back this time and chuckled: "Why are you talking so bitchy today?"
"No, that's what I really think."
Her expression was very serious: "Besides, Daniel agreed to help now because of my promise to marry him. It's best not to make him suspicious before we achieve our goal."
I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart: "Don't always put yourself in such a humble posture, I feel really guilty."
She answered me without thinking: "There's nothing wrong with feeling guilty. At least because of guilt, you won't have any scruples when you want to throw me aside again.
Gu Yan, I really don’t have any extravagant demands. I don’t need to stay by your side. I just want to see you once a week or even a month. With this thought, I can find a reason for myself to continue living in the world.
I believe you will definitely satisfy me with this small request, right?"
Her last two words were not in a questioning tone, but her voice was so soft that she seemed to be convincing herself.
I stood up: "Yes, as long as you and I can live well."
"Well, live well."
Her tone sounded a little low: "Hey, I suddenly feel so sorry for Daniel. He liked me so much, but I betrayed him without even thinking, used him, and led him into the abyss of eternal destruction.
Gu Yan, can you promise me one thing? That is, the vampire clan can be destroyed, but after you achieve your goal, can you let Daniel live?"
I really want to promise Zhang Qi, but I can't do it because I can't even guarantee that the people around me will survive this catastrophe unharmed, let alone a stranger who has only met twice.
So I could only sigh softly and answer her vaguely: "I hope so."
Zhang Qi fell silent.
I don't know what she was thinking, maybe she was disappointed, maybe she was remorseful, but when she was sitting there, she looked fragile and thin.
"Huh? You don't want to eat?"
Two minutes later, Qingqing opened the door and saw Zhang Qi and I sitting sideways opposite each other, both of us with our heads lowered and silent.
She walked over to me and sat down: "Gu Yan, do you still want to talk to Daniel about the specific details of the cooperation? I think if that doesn't work, you should go to Bennett and let him make the promise in person to ensure credibility.
Maybe it will be higher, so that Daniel can feel confident."
I don't know why Qingqing suddenly said this, so I turned to look at her with a somewhat confused look.
Qingqing didn't look at me either, her eyes fell on Zhang Qi: "If you want to go, Zhang Qi, are you okay later? Why don't we go out for a walk."