This is not my body.
This is the conclusion I came to after verifying it in front of the mirror for a long time after I woke up.
This idea was so ridiculous that I forgot about the pain in my head and ignored the situation around me, so I began to think hard about memories and try to find the reason.
But I failed. Not only that, I found that I might have lost some memories, because I seemed to have an impression of the person in the mirror, but I could never remember it.
I had to put aside my doubts, looked around, and found that I was in a bathroom. After repeatedly making sure that I was not hallucinating, I had to accept this fact, shook my head, and opened the bathroom door.
After seeing the situation outside the door, I immediately realized that I was in a ward. In fact, I had already guessed it because I was wearing a white coat.
It was already dark at this time, and the ward was quite deserted, with no sound. There was only one person on a hospital bed, who seemed to be sleeping. His figure seemed familiar, so I hesitated for a moment and walked forward to see what that person looked like.
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At this moment, the door of the ward opened, and a woman carrying a bag walked in. She glanced at me indifferently and called softly: "Husband."
Seeing the woman's appearance clearly, my heart trembled, and I subconsciously wanted to agree, but I saw her walking towards the hospital bed, putting down the bag, pulling up the quilt on the patient, and then looked at me.
"Doctor Wang, how is my boyfriend doing?"
I had already guessed that the person on the hospital bed was "me", but I was still stunned for a moment and couldn't explain how I felt. When I heard this girlfriend's words, I was a little at a loss and couldn't explain why.
To be honest, I really don't know how "I" came to the hospital.
Seeing that I was hesitant to speak, Xiaoxiao shook her head gently, looked down at "me" on the hospital bed, her eyes were extremely gentle, and she whispered something.
I didn't hear Xiaoxiao's words clearly, but I was a little lost in thought. I haven't seen her look like this for a long time. In fact, we haven't seen each other for a while.
Before I had time to sigh, the person on the hospital bed started to move. He looked around confusedly, then looked at Xiaoxiao, wondering: "Who are you?"
"Me? Don't you recognize me?" Xiaoxiao's expression changed and she said in a serious tone, "Don't make such a joke."
"I" on the bed shook his head and said with certainty: "I don't know you."
I adjusted my glasses subconsciously. This feeling made me very uncomfortable. From waking up to now, my body often moved involuntarily, as if it was the instinct of the original owner.
The situation in front of me does not surprise me. On the contrary, if "I" know Xiaoxiao, it is not normal.
"I" on the hospital bed seemed ignorant of the environment he was in. He scratched the back of his head in confusion, which was my habitual action.
I already have two conjectures in my mind. One is that for some unknown reason, my consciousness happened to come to Dr. Wang. The other conjecture is that the man named Wang planned all this and deliberately exchanged bodies with me.
Yes, I have remembered some identity information about Dr. Wang.
Seeing that "I" didn't look like a joke, Xiaoxiao cast a slightly panicked look at me. I sighed and nodded firmly.
The patient's inexplicable amnesia was a big deal. Many doctors came to the ward and after some examinations, they came to the conclusion that Xiaoxiao was devastated. "I" had indeed lost a large part of his memory.
I smiled bitterly to myself, thinking that the memories are all here with me.
Xiaoxiao's emotions rarely show on her face, but I can tell that she is in a bad mood.
"Xiaoxiao, you..." When the ward became quiet again, I walked to her side and tried to comfort her.
"Dr. Wang, please don't call me that." Xiaoxiao shook her head and took two steps back, keeping her distance from me, and asked, "Do you know what's going on with my boyfriend?"
Of course I know, but you wouldn’t believe it even if I told you.
I felt bitter in my heart and shook my head, but out of the corner of my eye I was observing "me" on the hospital bed.
My current physical condition, or Dr. Wang's condition, is very good. Not to mention I am young and promising, and I am very handsome. In comparison, I seem a bit mediocre.
In my memory, the man surnamed Wang had great ideas about my girlfriend and tried to pry me into a corner many times, but Xiaoxiao rejected her every time.
Logically speaking, I should hate this person very much, but the strange thing is that in my impression, I was actually very close to him during that time, and I didn't care about his coveting Xiaoxiao.
The man surnamed Wang pursued Xiaoxiao many times, my body was inexplicably changed, and the contradictions in my memory all made my suspicions stronger.
The man named Wang used some method to switch bodies with me!
Thinking of this, I couldn't help clenching my fists and looking at "me" with a sharper gaze.
Xiaoxiao was explaining her identity to "me" and kept talking about the memories between us. It could be seen that she was in a panic. I had never seen her like that.
She is afraid of losing "me".
I looked at her in silence, feeling heartbroken and unable to describe what I felt.
After being passionately in love for two years, we no longer stayed together every day like we did at the beginning, sharing the day's experiences and telling our joys and sorrows. Instead, we were each busy with our own things, and the number of times we met was much less.
We began to quarrel occasionally, have cold wars over certain things, and stopped showing love all the time. It seemed that all the sweetness was left in the past.
But fortunately, we have been in love for so long, and we have never doubted each other, and we have never thought about giving up.
Compared to me, Xiaoxiao is more dedicated to her career. She always says that I don't grow up and like to do unrealistic things, but I often say that she forgets her promise and doesn't want to spend time with me.
I know this is called the cold period. In fact, my love for Xiaoxiao has not diminished, but I was worried that Xiaoxiao might not love me as much as before, but when I saw her look now, I knew I was wrong.
Until I saw Xiaoxiao secretly crying, I couldn't hold back anymore. I wanted to talk but found that I couldn't find a comforting position, so I could only choose to turn around and leave.
It was late at night and the whole hospital was silent. With my back to the ward door, I vaguely heard Xiaoxiao crying in pain.
She once told me that she had never cried in her life.
I clenched my fists and gritted my teeth, thinking viciously that I would definitely make the guy who made Xiaoxiao cry pay the price.
Daybreak came very quickly, and I came to the ward and saw Xiaoxiao sitting beside the bed, looking like she was sleeping very uncomfortable. But "I" was lying on the bed with my eyes closed, looking soothing, even smiling.
My face couldn't help but become a little gloomy.
In the following time, I kept observing "my" performance. As long as he was a little abnormal, I would let him feel the taste of fists.
But this guy hid himself well. For three days in a row, he didn't behave strangely. He even sometimes showed resistance to Xiaoxiao's caring behavior. This was not like the behavior of a person named Wang.
The hospital quickly called in experts, and as expected, they couldn't find the cause of "my" amnesia and said they could do nothing about it. But even so, Xiaoxiao still firmly believed that she could make me recall the past and recall her.
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How could I not see her self-deception? Finally, I no longer held back and observed, and while Xiaoxiao was leaving, I directly asked "me".
"That's enough, stop pretending." I stared at the guy and said, "I've already seen the guy named Wang."
"What did you see?" He looked at me doubtfully and said innocently, "I'm not pretending, doctor..."
"I'm not a fucking doctor! I'm the owner of your body, I'm Xiaoxiao's boyfriend!" My emotions exploded instantly and I yelled excitedly.
"I" on the bed seemed to be frightened and looked at me blankly.
"Don't try to play tricks with me. Sooner or later I will..." I narrowed my eyes, but the sound of the door opening blocked my mouth.
"Dr. Wang, what do you want to do?" Xiaoxiao walked quickly to "me", looked at me coldly, and said, "Even if my boyfriend is ashamed of you, you can't yell at him at this time.
Call me?"
Am I ashamed of the person named Wang? I was confused in my heart, but before I had time to think about it, I pretended to be calm and said: "I am..."
"He said he feels deeply guilty for you, and it may indeed be difficult for you to let it go. I apologize to you for this, but he has forgotten everything and is just a patient now. Please forgive him for the time being."
Xiaoxiao shook her head, picked up the confused "I", and walked out of the ward, saying that she wanted to take him to get some fresh air.
I stood there and watched the two people walking past me. When I went out, I vaguely heard what "I" was saying to Xiaoxiao. It was obvious that they were arranging for me.
My temper seems to have become very irritable these days. This change should be due to this body, such a irritable temper... The person named Wang is definitely not a good person!
Recalling "I"'s look of pretending to be stupid, I actually had the strange idea that I looked very ugly.
Xiaoxiao hasn't gone to work for a long time. I know she values ​​her career very seriously, but obviously, she values ​​me even more. She tried every means to try to make "me" recover her memory, but there is no doubt that this
Everything is in vain.
Since I woke up, I have been resting in the hospital and have never been home. However, I seem to have a deep understanding of the situation of the man named Wang. He has a very poor relationship with his family and barely spends time together. I am not worried about exposing anything.
In the hospital, it is inevitable to see separation between life and death. This is a separation that will never meet again. Along with mourning and tears, that kind of sadness has infected me several times.
Just today, I once again witnessed the separation of a pair of old people. They have gone through countless springs, summers, autumns, and winters hand in hand, and how many years have passed, but in the end they cannot cross the distance between life and death, and they can no longer stay together.
"We must always be by each other's side, and no one can leave the other. This is called staying together forever."
I suddenly remembered the promise Xiaoxiao and I made together. If one day life and death were to separate us, what would we be like?
Strangely enough, although I am a doctor, no one asks me to do the work of a doctor. I am like an unemployed vagrant in a white coat, but no one has ever discovered my problem.
Of course, if possible, I hope that I can revive and save those who are dying.
"Doctor Wang, can I ask you a favor?" A cold female voice broke my thoughts. My heart moved, and I knew who was behind me without looking back.
"Of course." I turned around, adjusted my glasses subconsciously, and showed a decent smile.
To be continued...