A psychological clinic in New York, the chief psychologist's office.
Huo Snian has been sitting here for half an hour. During this period, he only said one sentence. After that, the psychiatrist continued to use professional terms to analyze his psychology. Huo Snian just listened quietly and did not say anything.
Opinions, nor expressions of ideas.
The psychiatrist's mouth went dry. After an hour, he had nothing to say, so he asked weakly: "Major General, do you understand?"
Huo Snian closed his eyes and hummed lightly.
The psychiatrist said a lot, which sounded like nonsense to him. There was only one sentence that was practical, that is, you need to find the answer yourself.
Since he doesn't understand why his brain has lost his memory but his heart has not yet lost his memory, he should go find the answer by himself. Any answer will be obtained by searching.
"Do you have any other questions?" The psychiatrist glanced at the time and saw that it was already very late. If Huo Snian hadn't suddenly come over, he would have gone home to be with his children.
Huo Snian opened his eyes and left the office.
The psychiatrist breathed a sigh of relief. If it weren't for the sake of money, he wouldn't have bothered to work as a psychiatrist for Huo Snian. Either the Johnson family behind him couldn't afford to offend him, or he himself couldn't afford it.
I'm sorry.
After Huo Snian came out of the psychological clinic, he got in the car and left. However, he did not go home. Instead, he drove aimlessly and unknowingly drove the car near Tangjia Manor.
There was a park nearby, which was built near the lake. Huo Snian stopped the car and walked along the lake.
He never expected to meet Tang Xintian here. She changed out of her expensive dress and wore only simple clothes. She sat on a bench with a calm lake in front of her and an empty lawn behind her.
It makes her look lonely and lonely in the night.
A gust of night wind blew by, and he smelled the smell of alcohol on her body. It was not very strong, but not light either.
He remembered that she did not drink at the party.
Huo Snian did not walk over directly, but stood behind her a few meters away and looked at her.
Even so, there was a familiar feeling in his heart, as if he had often looked at her like this before. No, to be precise, he had often guarded her like this.
What were they like before?
Huo Snian didn't make any sound, but maybe Tang Xintian was too familiar with his eyes, but within a minute or two, she turned around and saw him.
Tang Xintian was not drunk, but she had drunk a little too much. After the show, she felt very stuffed, so she went out for a walk. She didn't expect to see Huo Snian. If she wasn't so familiar with him, she would have suspected that she was dazzled.
.
Now that he was discovered, Huo Snian walked over and sat down on the other end of the chair without being invited.
Tang Xintian didn't know whether to be happy or sad that such a scene could happen again after ten years.
"Ten years of life and death are boundless, without thinking, and unforgettable. Thousands of miles away from a solitary tomb, there is no place to talk about desolation. Even if we meet each other, we will not know each other, our faces are covered with dust, and our temples are like frost. At night, we suddenly return to our hometown, and we are dressing up by the small Xuan window. Looking at each other.
Speechless, only a thousand lines of tears. It is expected that my heart will be broken every year, and it will be a short pine tree on a bright moonlit night."
Tang Xintian's voice was sad, and she never thought that this poem also corresponded to the scene between herself and Huo Snian.
Huo Snian knew what this poem meant. He had seen it in a collection of ancient poems just the day before yesterday.
"I'm still alive," Huo Snian said.
This is a poem written by a poet for his deceased wife. He felt that it was inappropriate to use it between them.
"Johnson Halls is still alive, Huo Snian is dead." Tang Xintian said.
Huo Snian thought of the psychiatrist's words and asked, "Did Huo Snian love you very much when he was alive?"
"I don't know." Tang Xintian shook her head: "I thought he loved me very much, but later I found out that maybe he didn't love me that much."
"Why?" Huo Snian asked.
Tang Xintian looked at him sideways: "Because I am not worthy of hatred in his eyes."
"Hate?" Huo Snian was puzzled: "Who do I hate?"
Tang Xintian didn't speak anymore. Huo Snian had lost his memory now. Since he couldn't remember, there was no need for her to let him remember those old things.
She didn't answer, and Huo Snian didn't dwell on the issue. Instead, he made a request: "Can you tell us about our past?"
"Why do you want to know?" Tang Xintian asked.
"Because my heart wants to know." Huo Snian answered honestly.
Tang Xintian chuckled: "But my heart doesn't want to tell you. Don't you understand what that sentence means?"
Huo Snian knew what she said.
The spring breeze and I are both passers-by, and you carry the autumn water to embrace the stars.
I do not love you anymore.
"I feel like my heart is still in love with you." Huo Snian answered the question incorrectly.
What touching words, you no longer love me, but I still love you. As long as you are a woman, you should be moved by these words of your ex.
But Tang Xintian didn't, she was only filled with sadness.
Not to mention that Huo Snian has lost his memory now. Even if he had not lost his memory, she would not be moved by these words.
The relationship between her and Huo Snian was like a broken mirror that could never be reunited.
"So what?" Tang Xintian's voice was chilled by the wind.
Huo Snian didn't know what to do. If he had known, he wouldn't have appeared here.
But he was sure of one thing, so he said: "I want to get my memory back."
"So you need me to recommend a doctor for you?" Tang Xintian asked.
"No doctor can help me restore my memory." Huo Snian said firmly, "Only you."
Tang Xintian found it funny: "Why should I help you?"
Huo Snian didn't know why Tang Xintian helped him. He couldn't give a reason.
"Major General Halls, I'm not familiar with you, and I don't care whether you have amnesia or not. Please don't say weird things to me again." Tang Xintian stood up and prepared to leave.
Huo Snian also stood up: "Miss Tang, please."
Tang Xintian didn't stop and left without looking back.
Sight at night was inherently bad. As she walked, Tang Xintian found that her vision was getting blurry. She raised her hand and touched it, and she shed tears.
She was angry at Huo Snian for thinking that she would forgive him if he came to see her after ten years. She was even more angry at her own willpower for being so weak, and almost relented several times.
Tang Xintian, you can never forgive Huo Snian, ever.
Huo Snian was left behind and did not pursue her. He watched her back gradually disappear from sight, and his heart began to feel faint pain again.
He didn't understand why he, who loved Tang Xintian so much, wanted to leave her and return to the Johnson family.
For power? For status, or for money?
He has never been as eager to retrieve his memory as he is tonight, to retrieve the memory about him and her. Only by retrieving his memory can he understand how to take the future.