It turns out that there really can be an answer to all this?
It turns out that there is actually hope to find the normal life that I have always longed for?
Xiao Xiao's heart was filled with complicated emotions. He stood on the viaduct leading to the unknown outside the city and finished smoking his cigarette.
Then, he sat back in Yang Jia's car. The previous confusion was gone, and his eyes seemed a little clearer.
"Let's go back……"
Yang Jia just glanced at Xiao Xiao briefly and started the car.
It seemed that after this conversation, both of them seemed to feel a little more relaxed.
However, Xiao Xiao could still tell that Yang Jia seemed to have something on his mind.
He was not very good at asking, but just guessed. Could it be that she felt guilty for not telling him that besides becoming a stranger, she had another option to continue living as an aborigine?
This is actually not very necessary.
Didn't you say that you won't be angry with a woman who is willing to hide behind you?
Besides, I can't beat her...
Of course, as a man, you still have your temper.
For example, Xiao Xiao is thinking in his heart right now that there is no way he can pay back the one hundred points anyway...
On the way back, the two of them chatted slowly, including Xiao Xiao's experience that night and some things that he was confused about.
It wasn't until we returned to the bustling and huge city again that it gradually became quiet.
It feels strange looking at this city.
There are tall buildings there, light rails passing through the city, countless pedestrians and traffic, and dazzling neon lights. All of these should be what normal people see, at least for me at this time.
Looking at it from this angle, I can't see the squirming appearance of the city, nor can I see those twisted and aberrant creatures. My perspective at this time is exactly the same as that of the aborigines.
It can even be said that both parties were originally living in a huge illusion.
The only difference lies in their understanding of the world, right?
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…
Xiao Xiao asked Yang Jia to send him to the hospital. After all, he still had to take care of his mother.
After Yang Jia learned about his affairs, she didn't say much. She also bought some fruits and nutritional supplements from the 24-hour convenience store downstairs and delivered them to Xiao Xiao. However, her mother had not yet arrived.
Wake up, I can't see such a scene anymore.
This point also gave Xiao Xiao a new idea.
Yang Jia's understanding of the world is deeper than his own and far more firm than his own.
However, she paid more attention to the etiquette with the aborigines than herself, whether it was the first time she went to her home or this visit.
To some extent, this seems to be an act of tearing apart?
Or, is it her philosophy of survival?
After sending Yang Jia away, Xiao Xiao stayed in the hospital and decided to do his part.
In fact, this time following Yang Jia, he saw the truth about the city, and in his heart he was already more inclined to the truth that strangers believed in.
However, in my heart, I couldn't let go of my close relationship with my "mom".
She couldn't ignore her care for herself, and even if the aboriginal theory was only 1% possible, she didn't dare to miss it. Maybe everything on the surface was not important, and only her inner feelings were the most important.
It's important...
This feeling is so real, you need to pay attention to it.
From another perspective, it is actually best if I buy my mother now.
In this way, he can have such a family relationship forever, and he does not have to worry about his mother showing such a terrifying look one day after his points are cleared. However, Xiao Xiao cannot accept it in his heart. He deeply understands that no matter what,
Whether it is buying it or it is "contamination" in another theory, it is an act that distorts the mother's own emotions and will.
This is a very subtle idea.
Everyone hopes that feelings will be pure, and Xiao Xiao longs for his mother's care for him.
But I don’t want my mother to care about me, but it is realized through the will of the city or the mother’s body through distortion.
"Don't worry too much, you can go home and take a rest."
While I was thinking about these questions, the voice of a girl next to me sounded: "I asked the doctor, your mother is fine, she just needs a good rest. She won't wake up tonight. You can come over tomorrow and buy it for her."
Some nutritional supplements.”
Xiao Xiao looked at her concerned eyes and was stunned for a moment before he remembered that this was the nurse he had asked for when he left.
...My bank card is still with her!
It seemed that she really took it to heart, which made Xiao Xiao, who had calmed down, feel a little embarrassed.
At some point, after staying in the identity of a stranger for a long time, although I am not like the hell organization, treating everything as my own plaything, enjoying and destroying it at will, I will occasionally have a subconscious control.
Manipulate other people's feelings.
To put it bluntly, there is still a lack of respect for individual Aboriginal people.
"Thank you..."
He thanked the little nurse in a low voice: "I had something urgent to leave just now, so I can only ask you for help."
"It's okay..."
The little nurse pretended to check the things at hand and said nonchalantly: "You should take care of patients..."
"By the way, is the girl who just brought the fruit your girlfriend?"
"..."
"girl?"
Xiao Xiao was startled for a moment before he realized that she was referring to Yang Jia. He smiled and shook his head: "No, she is my...classmate."
"Okay..."
The little nurse's cheeks were slightly red and she said, "What do you do?"
"me?"
Xiao Xiao thought for a moment and wanted to say pier, but then he reacted and said with a smile: "I was watching the scene at the bar."
"?"
The little nurse was stunned when she heard this.
Such a quiet, handsome boy is actually a gangster?
But then I thought about it, and I actually felt a little happy again: "From now on, I will have more places to use myself..."
Urging: "Go back and rest quickly. Just come back tomorrow."
After all, the job of killing people is also very tiring. If you don't pay attention to rest, it won't work...
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After Xiao Hu's gentle persuasion, Xiao Xiao agreed.
I have already paid enough for the medical expenses. There is really no use in staying here. Instead, I should go home and prepare. I will deliver food to my mother tomorrow. I also want to hire a nurse. So after thanking the nurse again, I left the ward.
walked out.
Look at the time, it's almost dawn now...
The night is gradually withdrawing from this world, as if everything I experienced last night was just an illusion.
Xiao Xiao took a taxi back home. After washing, he lay on the bed and slept for a few hours.
I don’t know why, but after all these intense conflicts, I actually felt a sense of calm in my heart. My attitude towards the world no longer had to be as alienated and entangled as before. Xiao Xiao’s concern for his mother took it for granted.
When I returned home, I felt very at ease with the three dogs of pain and the record player that were always by my side.
He remembered Yang Jia's explanation on the way back to the city:
"That's just a mental shielding ability. They can easily deceive you using this method, but it can't be used on me, because I can easily buy any aboriginal, and I also have the ability to exceed their shielding limit.
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"It's just that this part of the indigenous people is also very smart. They hide."
"We have been preventing us from finding their information and making targeted purchases."
"It's just that although the people of the Black Forest often regard us as their biggest enemies instinctively, we don't need to take them too seriously. We just regard them as an indelible influence given to us by this city.
That’s another kind of malice.”
"The most important thing is to solve the rotten kingdom and inherit the old president's contract."
"And, get the things left in his safe."
"How long do we have to prepare?"
"The countdown has begun, and those frightened strangers are also deliberately feeding the aberrant creatures in the Kingdom of Decay. Every time we delay for one more day, we will face an even more terrifying Kingdom of Decay. For me personally
The impact is not big, but Ruanruan, Xiaosi, and... you, the increase in pressure caused by this delay will be a terrifying figure."
"In this case, I will give you a guarantee as soon as possible."
"..."
Thinking about the impending rotten kingdom, Xiao Xiao gradually calmed down before falling asleep.
There are indeed huge mysteries and unknowns in this world, but as long as you have a direction in your heart, you won't seem so confused, right?
You can always get back the life you once desired.
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What Xiao Xiao didn't know was that after Yang Jia left the hospital, her face became a little grim.
She sat in the car again and slowly walked through this city that still seemed to be shining brightly in the middle of the night. Her face was depressed, as if she was walking outside the world. She was also recalling every detail of her exchange with Xiao Xiao for a long time.
, and then took out the phone.
When the phone ringing echoed in that room with only one brain and countless messy pipes and wires.
There seemed to be a faint sigh.
"Mr. Ye, maybe you are hiding something from me?"
Yang Jia's voice appeared in the room: "I don't want to discuss anything else, I just want to confirm one issue: if he is really just an ordinary awakener, the special mobile team of the Black Forest will not appear on him within three minutes.
In front of you..."
"Moreover, their appearance is not for any reason. According to my understanding..."
"...It's more like trying to convince him to believe in their explanation of the world."
"..."
The gentle electronic voice seemed to pause for a moment before it sounded: "I do have some issues that I have not discussed with you."
"But that's because I can't make an accurate judgment."
"..."
There was no emotion or anger in Yang Jia's voice, and she whispered: "What?"
The gentle electronic voice said: "He might have woken up four years ago, earlier than you."
"The first time Black Forest found evidence of the so-called 'matrix' was four years ago."
"..."
Yang Jia's voice suddenly became nervous: "What does this mean?"
"There are not enough clues for me to analyze the answer."
The gentle electronic voice said: "But the key may be that the black forest prevented him from waking up."
