My hatred for Fang Wenxuan is so deep that I will never forget it.
It was a grudge that had been buried deep in my heart for many years. It became deeper and deeper and never diminished.
Before coming to Kyoto, I only resented her for abandoning her husband and son.
After arriving in Kyoto, this resentment was transformed into nausea and despair.
For the sake of prosperity and wealth, and for the position of the mistress of the Chen family, she could just give up her own son and leave him alone.
She chose the life she wanted, and I didn't bother her at all.
The relationship has been severed long ago, why bother adding to the worries?
It's just that I really didn't expect that she would secretly help with the matter of the heart-eating poison. This made me irritated for a while, and it was really hard to accept.
What on earth is she going to do? And what does it mean?
I sat on the small bench, holding the water that Lingxi poured for me, with empty eyes and wet tears.
Lingxi handed over the tissue and said with a gentle expression: "Uncle Xinglan said that your mother was not to blame for what happened back then. She is not as vicious as you think. Seriously, believe me, okay?"
"Chen Shaotang and Chen Xu bullied you, and you feel that your mother stood by and only favored the Chen family."
"Then did you know that on the night you were kidnapped by the Chen brothers, Chen Xu was killed by someone sent by your mother?"
"She is the nominal mistress of the Chen family. Why should she deal with the Chen family? If Chen Xuanjun finds out about this, what do you think her situation will be like?"
Lingxi whispered softly: "She cares about you and loves you, but she hides it very deeply."
"When you are in the Chen family, there are many things you have no control over."
"She can't interfere in everything about you. At least she has to stay away from you on the surface."
"This is your protection. Do you understand the greatest protection?"
Lingxi's words were like a bombshell, once again awakening me from my "sleep".
"What, what did you say?" I wiped my face and frowned and asked, "Did she kill Chen Xu?"
"To be precise, if I had not shown up that day, Chen Shaotang would have been killed by the people sent by your mother." Lingxi smiled and said, "Don't doubt what I said. Uncle Xinglan told me this personally. You
Do you think your third uncle will talk nonsense?"
"No..." I stammered and stood up, placing the cup on the coffee table. My already chaotic mind went blank.
Tang Jingyue pulled me to sit down and said with a smile: "Tiger poison does not eat its seeds. You are a piece of meat that fell from your mother's body. You are pregnant in ten months. Do you really care about you?"
"What happened back then had many external factors. As your third uncle said, now is not the time to tell you."
"Don't worry, the truth will come out one day."
"That day is coming soon."
...
This night, I had no sleep at all.
I don’t know if it’s because I slept too much during the day, or because of what Ling Xi and Tang Jingyue said.
The woman I hated so much that I gritted my teeth kept echoing in my mind.
Her name, her face, she only exists in some things in my memory.
It's like being out of control while being possessed, like a movie replaying, scenes flashing by.
I closed my eyes, feeling distracted, and subconsciously turned on my phone to read the Ksitigarbha Sutra.
After reading it twice, my impetuous heart calmed down.