The biting autumn wind suddenly blew, dark clouds rolled in and blocked the moonlight, and the fallen leaves on the street drifted wantonly.
Tick-tock, tick-tock——
The autumn rain came again without any warning.
It also carries a refreshing chill.
The raindrops fell from nowhere and slowly slid down the glass window. The shape of water droplets gradually became slender, and then they were repeatedly covered by new raindrops.
Oiyabukuro Chayin stretched out his hand.
Press gently against the cold glass window.
The ice cubes in the wine glass slipped and made a snapping sound when they collided with the wall of the glass. Her eyes were distracted and she looked outside, and it was not until a long time later that she sighed.
He turned around and looked around with blurred eyes.
This was a bar she often visited. There were no bright and misty lights, only young people whispering in low voices, and even the music was kept to a minimum.
After coming out of the coffee shop, she felt a little too depressed, so she didn't go back to the rented apartment directly.
Instead, choose to have a few drinks to relax.
Alcohol is the first choice for getting rid of a bad mood.
For the sixth time, he refused the strange man's request to add his contact information, and called the waiter to place another order for a glass of fruit wine within his controllable amount.
She lowered her head and flicked the phone casually.
Look at the information of the work groups within the project team.
Compared to the groups for ordinary employees, most of the group chats she joined were group chats for project department leaders. Even if there were groups for ordinary employees, she was the one who sent the notifications.
The status that I once longed for.
It didn't take ten years as imagined.
Just by passing some things, maybe not that important, you can get them easily.
"Deal...remuneration...fair..."
Oyakubaucha Chayin tapped her cheek with her fingers, covering half of her face with her slightly shiny and moist hair, thinking about her perception of dedication and reward in her blurred eyes.
She is a philosophy student in the Faculty of Literature.
In fact, in terms of human nature, or the view of the world, they are more thorough than ordinary people.
The so-called reward has preconditions.
That is, this person really needs it, and the transaction is not absolutely fair, everyone just gets what they need.
It's just that everyone has different views on compensation.
It's like Minamoto Yorimitsu just paid some benefits or favors, and then got the desired emotional value and physical contact with her.
But this benefit or favor.
It's not just a few hundred yen or a small favor.
It is said that everyone gets what they need and trades with equal proportions of benefits. Can they really achieve the same level of benefit, or do they not feel guilty?
The answer is of course no.
People are self-centered guys.
The material value can be returned.
But if you don't repay enough what you feel you owe, it will definitely feel like a thorn in your heart.
Oyakubag Chaon doesn't know how much Minamoto Yorimitsu paid to arrange this job for her, but for her, it can definitely be called a turning point in her life.
Kyoto Broadcasting Bureau has always been picky in recruiting people.
Especially if you sign a lifetime contract.
Because nowadays the media industry is developing more horizontally. Whether it is movies, TV series or animation, most people sign individual year-long contracts.
And tenured employees like her.
In fact, it has been very difficult to recruit people since the bubble economy burst. Even for top universities like Kyoto University or Tokyo University, it is even more difficult to get into.
Are famous college students really worth money?
More than 500,000 people graduate in Japan every year, including master's and doctoral degrees. About one-tenth of them are unemployed, and eight-tenths become slaves in private enterprises.
That is, ordinary regular members and dispatched members.
The last tenth is to be admitted to civil servants, or to banks and television stations, which are privileged positions with capital and semi-official nature.
Although it is not a problem to get signed by a TV station with Chaine Oyakubago's resume, if she is willing to go to Tokyo to develop, she will undoubtedly have a wider range of choices.
And even without Minamoto no Raimitsu's help.
With her own abilities and temperament, she may not be able to succeed in the future, but she may have more ups and downs in this workplace that is not very friendly to women.
Of course, accidents cannot be ruled out.
He offended a noble person and was completely buried.
But these assumptions are completely meaningless now, because she has already sat in the position that she was originally planning to occupy within ten years.
These are all things given by Minamoto Yorimitsu.
It's not something you get through your own efforts.
So at the beginning, she was under a lot of psychological pressure on the shooting task. Even if she knew that she would screw up, nothing would happen, but this was a requirement for herself.
Several bosses were unusually flattering, colleagues looked at each other strangely, and subordinates gossiped in private.
These are invisible pressures.
It was like she was standing alone on the beach, as if she was being hit by waves, and each wave was stronger than the other.
The sudden elevation of her status and horizons made her feel a little frightened, so she stayed awake at night to supervise the work. Even if there was the slightest flaw, she had to start over, and there must be no mistakes.
It’s not just about meeting your own requirements.
I do have the idea not to embarrass him...
Oyakubaucha Chaon knows very well that there is no so-called secret in the workplace, and even the rumors spread by many people will only be more exaggerated than the truth.
So such a big benefit.
Is it just a dozen mouthfuls of imported water?
In addition, can I accept my temporary girlfriend with peace of mind even though I don't seem to be angry at him?
Can this little thing repay the price?
In the adult world, these are just superficial things, which are too ridiculous.
Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin couldn’t get over this hurdle in her heart.
She took a sip of the cold wine, and the bitter taste gradually faded away. Oiyabukuro Chayin remembered the scene just now, and bit the soft flesh on the inner wall of her mouth again.
Only strangers can settle accounts clearly.
If the relationship reaches the level of Mohu, no matter how unequal it is, there will be no panic in the heart.
"So what she said is true?"
Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin drooped her eyes.
Memories flooded my mind.
The blond girl from the afternoon appeared to be confident and confident, like a favored little girl.
What's more important is that Minamoto Yorimitsu didn't respond.
This virtually proves something.
The teeth biting the soft flesh on the inner wall of her mouth subconsciously increased her strength. The sudden pain made her wake up a little, and the smell of rust gradually became clearer.
But she didn't care at all.
Instead, he raised his hand and took another sip of the cold wine.
The cold wine and the pungent smell easily suppressed the smell of rust, but the pain was more intense than before, reacting unreservedly through the nerves.
Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin's eyes gradually turned gloomy.
Even if it's not a real relationship.
I'm afraid the relationship cannot be easily settled.
After getting this answer in her heart, her irritable mood became more intense than before. Even the cold wine could not suppress it. Her thin eyebrows frowned and did not let go.
She was swaying and drinking.
In the end, I ordered more than I could drink.
The autumn rain outside the window is falling more and more rapidly, and even though there is a glass partition to block it, you can feel the coolness seeping in.
Her heart gradually became cold.
I don’t know how much time passed, but the customers next to me changed tables one after another, and she didn’t continue drinking.
She felt her head getting heavier and heavier.
Even the sight is a little blurry.
As a normal girl, you must be alert enough when drinking alone. In addition to not accepting anything from strangers, you must also have self-control.
So before you get completely drunk.
Oiyabukuro Chayin was about to get up and leave.
But when she just picked up the bag next to her and put her phone in it, the words spoken by the two young men beside her made her hesitate for a moment.
Imperial Medicine Bag Chayin turned her head slightly.
After concentrating, Mohu's words became clearer.
"My girlfriend feels very strange recently, especially after I asked her a question, she seems to be worried every day and is not as happy as before."
One of the young men with dyed yellow hair looked worried. His rosy face must have been drinking a lot of wine. After drinking, he lowered his head and sighed.
There seems to be something unspeakable.
As for his friend, the old man was there, holding a salty snack with his hand and putting it into his mouth. Hearing this, a curious look appeared on his face, and he asked with interest:
"What questions did you ask her?"
The yellow-haired man hesitated for a moment, as if he was considering whether to say it, but it seemed that he trusted his friend very much. After a brief hesitation, he slowly said:
"My girlfriend had a scar on her belly. I asked her what happened, and she said she had eaten two bowls of soy flour before, but she only paid for one bowl."
"What does this have to do with eating bean noodles?"
The friend next to him had a look of confusion on his face, and even the movements of his hands were hesitant.
Is there a connection between eating soy flour and scars?
Could it be that someone cut him off while eating soybean noodles?
It was his doubts that resonated with the young man with yellow hair, and he couldn't help but say:
"I don't know either. Later, she refused to tell me why. I just said it was for this reason. I searched online for a long time and it seemed that it was a word from China."
"So Reiko is using a metaphor? There must be some hidden meaning, otherwise it wouldn't be relevant."
The short-haired man scratched his head and thought for a long time but couldn't figure out why. In the end, he hesitated a little.
Many people have unspeakable secrets.
It's normal to cover it up with incomprehensible words.
"I thought so too. I'm afraid she had been sick before and needed surgery, so she didn't want to tell me directly."
The young man with yellow hair said after a while.
After finishing speaking, he nodded.
It seems that he is right more and more.
"Probably so. After all, some people don't want to mention the past because it's too painful."
The short-haired man thought that he was right, his face became determined, and even his voice seemed natural.
This made the yellow-haired man open his mouth.
In the end, a look of apology appeared on his face.
"I'm starting to feel sorry for Reiko, and I even doubt her. I am such a person."
"Don't ask if you feel sorry for someone. Just know some things yourself. Just make her feel loved. There will definitely be a time when she opens her heart to you."
The short-haired man also recognized this fact. Regarding his friend's sadness, he patted his friend's shoulder in a timely manner to comfort his guilty heart.
"I will definitely love her well."
The yellow-haired man's expression gradually became firm.
Soon the two chatted a few more words.
He also said that he would prepare a gift for the girlfriend of the young man with yellow hair as an apology for doubting her.
Hearing this, Oiyabukuro Chayin couldn't help but stand up, put on his bag, and finally couldn't hold back the urge to tell the other party the truth.
Isn't this bullying an honest person?
How can I get scars on my belly if I eat soybean powder?
It's probably from a caesarean section, right?
She knew this very well. If it was really a matter of surgery, no girl would choose to taint herself when it came to her true innocence and reputation.
So the girl has a scar on her belly.
Most likely it is the trace left by a caesarean section.
Oiyabukuro Chaon didn't directly confirm, but seeing how stupid the two men next to her were, she really wanted to give them a warning, at least to confirm carefully.
But she just moved her steps and was about to step forward.
This movement attracted the attention of the two young men next to him, and they all looked over.
The imperial medicine bag Chayin was stunned.
Because the eyes of these two young men were full of doubts, she suddenly remembered that she was a stranger, and even if she said it, she might not believe it.
And lies like this.
Generally, people who fall in love cannot see through it.
Because you only need to feel aggrieved and explain with a show of true feelings, and the other party will eventually believe it.
She knows these tricks.
Although she has never acted like this before, in terms of mental torture, she may be more cruel than the girl she has never met, and it is more heart-wrenching for those men.
Think of this.
She was even more silent than before.
So I may not even be as good as others.
Who are you to evaluate other people’s behavior?
Just when she was slightly dazed, the short-haired man on the right hesitated for a moment and then asked:
"Miss..., what's the matter?"
These words brought Oyabagagaya back to reality instantly. Her lips twitched, and finally a very forced smile appeared on her face: "It's okay."
After saying that, she took a deep breath.
Then he lowered his head and left here quickly.
The two young men just looked at each other a little bit, but quickly put the matter behind them.
On the other side, Oiyabukuro Chayin walked out of the bar.
Even though she took a makeshift umbrella at the bar, as soon as she walked out the door, the biting autumn wind mixed with cool rain hit her face, causing her whole body to tremble instantly.
"Ah sneeze!"
Oiyabukuro Chayin sneezed.
She hugged herself tightly instantly.
The cold rainwater slid down from the cover of the transparent umbrella, and due to the wind, a lot of it inevitably blew onto my legs and collar.
She is wearing a thin female uniform.
There is nothing on her legs except a short skirt and black stockings, and her upper body only has a thin shirt and jacket. It can be said that it is not suitable for late autumn wear at all.
What's more, she stayed up late for many days in a row.
The body's immunity can be obviously reduced.
She took a taxi home.
But even though he was sitting in a taxi with the windows closed, Oiyabukuro Chayin felt that his consciousness was becoming more and more hazy, and his body was also beginning to feel hot.
This kind of heat is very abnormal.
Even when she was sitting, the heat made her skin scalding, making her feel like she was inside a stove.
She knew she must have a fever.
But I didn't plan to go to the hospital.
Because I have medicine and cooling patches at home.
So after Mimi Huhu paid the fare, Oyabao Chayin endured the aftereffects of alcohol and her increasingly hot head, and slowly walked into the apartment building where she rented a house, and climbed up the stairs holding on to her hands.
.
The dizziness becomes more intense.
The body also becomes softer.
Oiyabukuro Chayin breathed weakly, his vision was even blurry than before, and his eyes even turned slightly black, as if he was going to faint in the next moment.
She managed to hold herself up, finally walked to the door of her house, raised her fingers and entered the password with difficulty.
After a crisp sound, the closed door finally opened automatically, but before she could move her steps, the black shadow in front of her eyes was finally covered.
Her body fell uncontrollably.
My consciousness has become so hazy that I have almost no thoughts.
But at the next moment.
She suddenly felt someone hugging her body from behind. The remaining skin nerves subconsciously wanted to resist, but she didn't have the slightest strength to move.
But she was still ready to bite her tongue and try to get up.
Just when the familiar voice appeared, Oiyabukuro Chayin's body completely softened, and in just two seconds, his consciousness was completely hazy.
"We were almost home, but we didn't hold on when we got to the door. Isn't it a bit too late?"
It was obviously a sigh of reproach.
But it makes the imperial medicine bag tea sound particularly reassuring.
And the warmth in this embrace and the fascinating smell are just as good as before.