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Chapter 459 Responsibility and Shoulders (2)

After a busy New Year's Eve, the intermittent snow stopped, and it was said that spring was coming. When I walked through the streets, the sky was still green, and between the walls on both sides, there were only a few spits.

Plum blossoms are bright.

When he came to the courtyard where Yunzhu Jin'er lived, he usually didn't take a carriage. Today, he wanted to take a walk even more, recalling the confusion in his heart and what he had done after coming to the capital, or even earlier. In the blink of an eye, he came

I have been here for three years. Looking back on my mentality when I first arrived, I have now adapted to the rich courtyards, bright tiles and green walls. What I see in the day and what I think at night will accumulate in people's hearts, giving people a sense of wonder.

The real feeling of being in a certain place, and then more trivial things will come over, filling every gap that people can feel.

A lot of things have happened in the past three years, and he doesn't know whether this is a good start or not. He is not a sentimental person, and he doesn't necessarily have too many unnecessary worries. It is very difficult to deal with the matter and solve it.

Simple mode. Even if he encounters something difficult to solve, he can always figure out the clues from his mind.

The chasing child ran past.

Yunzhu's letter was lying in his sleeve, feeling slightly hot. After the thunderstorm half a year ago, Yunzhu had a relationship with him. When he wanted to leave, he did so secretly, but this time he didn't.

Same. Ning Yi could understand the difference in meaning. He thought about it for a while in the morning, and then walked all the way to the door of the small courtyard. When he raised his hand to knock on the door, he hesitated for a moment, and finally knocked.

The one who opened the door was Jin'er, looking at him with a sullen face and holding the door latch in his hand. The two faced off for a while, and Ning Yi nodded and said: "I understand, I'll go in first, can we talk about it later?"

Jin'er then threw away the door latch, turned around and walked ahead.

When passing through the courtyard, the wintersweet trees on one side of the courtyard were still blooming, and there were small snowmen piled outside the corridor in front.

Ning Yi asked clearly that Yunzhu was cooking in the kitchen at this time. As he passed by, Jin'er got angry for a while and chased after him and wanted to kick him, but Ning Yi avoided him.

The sound of cooking came from the kitchen at the back of the courtyard. Ning Yi stopped by the door, took a breath, and entered through the door. Compared with the small building beside the Qinhuai River in Jiangning, the kitchen in this courtyard is nothing.

Xiao, Yunzhu is standing by the stove in a plain white dress, her hair is pulled up behind her head, and she is wearing two simple hairpins. There is the aroma of vegetables and the smell of blood in the kitchen, and there are various ingredients on the chopping board.

There was chicken blood in a bowl. The kitchen had been sent out at this time. Everything here must have been done by Yunzhu alone.

Ning Yi watched for a while and then walked over from behind. Yunzhu tilted his head. When he saw it was him, a smile appeared on his lips. When he walked behind Yunzhu, Ning Yi reached out and hugged her, and their cheeks were pressed together.

·Yunzhu closed his eyes.

"I received your letter..."

"Um."

"You want to go to Xuanzhou."

The food was still cooking in the kitchen, and the tone of both of them was a little soft. After Ning Yi let her go, he smiled slightly, squatted aside, and threw a piece of firewood into the stove: "If I say... no

What will happen to you if you leave?"

Yunzhu squatted down, folded his hands on his legs, looked at the fire in the earthen stove, smiled and leaned towards Ning Yi, and said softly: "Then I won't leave, you are my man,

Yunzhu will do whatever you say...but Yunzhu's husband is not such a domineering person."

"You are the first person to say that about me." Ning Yi shook his head. When Yunzhu stood up and fiddled with the spatula, he was silent for a moment, "You know, if you really just want to visit your parents' hometown,

, I will definitely agree, but this time is different, isn’t it...I put a lot of pressure on you..."

Yunzhu was silent for a moment, but also shook his head. Ning Yi rubbed his forehead, and Yunzhu trotted to the side to bring him a small bench for him to sit on. After recovering from the illness, she was as weak as before after months of illness.

Normal, showing a flexible and pure temperament. The kitchen became quiet, Ning Yi sat there to light the fire, Yunzhu went back and forth cutting vegetables and cooking. The ingredient was a chicken, and he made several dishes. Ning Yi and

There is actually a lot of tacit understanding between Yunzhu, but this time, she made Ning Yi feel a little troublesome.

Just like an ordinary small family in the past, the food was cooked in a short time. Ning Yi and Yunzhu brought it to the living room and had lunch with Jin'er. The dishes were delicious, but Ning Yi and Jin'er's appetites were not good.

After finishing the meal and washing the dishes, Yunzhu went upstairs, made tea for Ning Yi, and took the story book that he had not finished reading a few days ago for Ning Yi to read. The room on the second floor was warm, and Ning Yi had read half of it.

, Yunzhu was lying on his lap and seemed to be going to sleep, but Jin'er didn't come in. I don't know if she was outside listening to the door.

"We had chicken for lunch today..." Halfway through the book, when Ning Yi was thirsty and stopped to drink tea, Yunzhu, who was lying on his lap, laughed and said this softly. Ning Yi pressed the book

, waiting for her to speak.

"Li Heng... We have known each other for almost three years. Do you still remember that when we first met, I was killing that hen..." She spoke softly, "Yun

Zhu felt that the best thing in his life was when he pulled Li Heng into the river together."

"Yes, you gave me a slap in the face after I saved you." Ning Yi stretched out the hair on her head and pulled out the hairpin. Yunzhu closed her eyes and lay down like a cat.

"Yunzhu is always yours, you can take whatever revenge you want." She put her cheek on Ning Yi's leg, smiled and shook it, "Later...a lot of things happened... that cake

Stalls, preserved eggs, bamboo sticks, I learned to kill chickens and cook... You run across from the river every morning. Do you know what I look forward to most every day is for you to run over there and sit for a while?

, tell me a few words..."

"Then what happened?" Ning Yi frowned, dragged her over and asked directly, "Why did you leave this time?"

"Then." Yunzhu huddled in his arms and remained silent for a moment, "Then... Liheng put too much pressure on himself.

"Pressure..." Ning Yi frowned, then shook his head, "I have solved many things, Yunzhu, but in fact it is nothing at all. I can handle it, of course there will be pressure, but it is nothing at all.

Men just have to be cruel to themselves..."

"So I'm also surprised, my man is a weirdo." Yunzhu smiled softly, she took a breath and said softly, "Li Heng, Liangshan is nothing in front of you, and important matters of family and country are nothing in front of you.

It's nothing, but you are in trouble for just a few women. The strangest thing about you is this. You regard the people around you as more important than the important matters of the country. I am actually very happy in my heart, but I am also very happy.

Because of this, I want to go out and relax...”

"I'm not in trouble because of you!" Ning Yi was a little distressed. After denying it, he considered his words, "Actually... That's not to say that. To put it simply, I don't think I'm good enough to you..."

"Not good enough?"

"It's not the same thing."

"But it's good enough. In the past few months, you have accompanied me to see a doctor, accompanied me to relax, come over to chat with me, read, and worry all day long..."

"So you think it's delaying my work, so I still put pressure on you."

"No." Yunzhu held his hand, lay there and looked up at him, shaking her head softly, "Li Heng, you put pressure on yourself, please listen to me?"

She smiled: "Yunzhu has had good things and bad things in his life. To say the good thing is that I met a man who is worthy of my trust. If to say the bad thing, I spent those years in the brothel with great fear.

I think I can't run away... Li Heng, I used to be an official girl. In the brothel, they said that I had a high spirit. After I came out of the brothel, they also said that I have a high vision. But my spirit is too high.

My son is not tall after all, especially after following you, Yunzhu... I can do anything, a good life or a bad life, but I also know that you will never let me down no matter what...

…”

"I want to stay by your side, I don't want to go anywhere... Whether I am your concubine or a woman raised outside, I am content. Li Heng... Women are very strange.

Yes, maybe it's just me. I'm just worried that one day you really don't want me anymore, and I really become a burden to you, and then you really can't live anymore. Thinking about it like this makes me sick·

·····”

"But as long as I am still of some use, be it this body, singing to you, talking to you to relieve your boredom, even if you are really unhappy outside, you will lose your temper and hit me like a normal man at home when you come back.

After a meal, you will be happy in your heart, and I will be happy in my heart... Li Heng, I have never told you this before, because I was afraid that you would think I was strange."

"When I was in the brothel, I also thought that one day I would get married like everyone else, and become a concubine. Maybe I would meet a man of several decades, who would favor you when he liked you, and treat you as a concubine when he was unhappy.

You beat and scolded me. I was so scared at that time... But then when I thought about Li Heng, I sometimes imagined that one day you would be unhappy outside, and I would try my best to make you happy, and you would get angry, or even

Beat me up, maybe even hard, and beat me bloody, and then your anger will dissipate. When I think of this, I feel happy in my heart, and then...well...

…Miss you……"

When she talked about this, she was slightly embarrassed, her face turned red, and her voice became softer: "Although I know, Li Heng, you will never do such a thing to me, but I want to

It’s like this for you. Women, that’s how it is…”

Ning Yi lowered his head, frowned slightly, and sighed softly: "After all, feelings belong to two people. You can do this. Of course I have to treat you better. It's normal for me to be stressed."

"But I don't want this..."

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