Before entering the consulting room, Xu Xiao took out her own B-ultrasound order from the machine next to it. After entering, she handed the order to the doctor.
"The baby is developing well, but your uterine lining is a bit thin."
As soon as the doctor said something, Xu Xiao burst into tears.
"I just lost a baby not long ago."
Xu Xiao told the story about her miscarriage, and then said that she always had stomach pains after she was pregnant. While she was talking, she acted extremely painful.
The doctor frowned and his expression suddenly became serious.
"Being pregnant less than three months after a miscarriage is indeed very harmful to the body, because the internal environment of the uterus has not yet recovered."
"It would be fine if you don't feel pain, but if you say you often feel pain after pregnancy, it means that your body is indeed in a very bad state."
While talking, the doctor gave some suggestions and also prescribed two types of miscarriage pills.
Xu Xiao didn't speak for a long time. It wasn't until the doctor handed her the prescription that she started crying in pain again.
"I don't want to take this medicine, doctor."
"Um?"
"I...I can't have this child."
The prescription sheet in the doctor's hand was instantly pressed on the table.
"What do you mean you don't want it? Do you want to abort the child?"
The doctor had just finished asking, and before Xu Xiao could answer, he made his own judgment.
"This won't work. If you lose two children in such a short period of time, your body will definitely be unable to bear it. If you don't do it properly, there will be many sequelae."
When Xu Xiao heard this, he was secretly happy.
This was what she was waiting for.
So I asked quickly.
"What are the side effects?"
"It's hard to say, there are all kinds of possibilities."
The doctor took out the B-ultrasound sheet next to him.
"Look for yourself, the baby has formed. Medical abortion will definitely not work this month. In this case, you can only have artificial abortion. It may cause uterine perforation, and it may not be scraped cleanly or there may be leakage."
"Of course, repeated miscarriage itself is not a good thing. Irregular menstruation may occur after miscarriage, and some people may develop intrauterine adhesions. After intrauterine adhesions occur, the endometrium is damaged during pregnancy, which can easily lead to infertility."
Xu Xiao instantly grasped the word "infertility", and with a timely tremor, she raised her teary eyes and asked hoarsely.
"So, if I abort this child, I might not be able to have any more children, right?"
"This... there is no absolute thing in medicine. I can only tell you that it is possible, but it is not absolute."
After speaking, he directly raised his head and looked at Shen Youyou.
When Shen Youyou saw this, he immediately raised his head.
"She is my friend, just say whatever you want."
After hearing what Shen Youyou said, the doctor naturally spoke more comprehensively.
But in fact, Shen Youyou knows that from a medical perspective, the so-called risk itself is a matter of probability.
Strangely enough, when she usually faces patients, she is not nervous at all, and can even swore by patting her chest and saying that the chance is very small.
But when she faced Xu Xiao today, she lost this confidence. When she came out of the consulting room and saw Xu Xiao crying, she didn't know how to comfort him.
Until Xu Xiao asked her, "Youyou, if this baby is finished, I really can't be pregnant again, right?"
Shen Youyou lowered his head, and his chest seemed to be filled with acid water.
"It doesn't necessarily lead to infertility, he's just talking about possible sequelae."
"But it's possible, right?"
Shen Youyou frowned and nodded after a long time.
"yes."
When Xu Xiao heard this, he started crying again.
In the afternoon, Shen Youyou sent Xu Xiao back to her residence. Seeing that she was emotionally unstable, she did not go to the hospital again.
Xu Xiao said she was a little hungry, so Shen Youyou went downstairs to buy some food. When she came back, Xu Xiao sat down in the living room again.
There were two or three empty beer bottles next to it.
Shen Youyou rushed over instantly and snatched the half bottle of beer from her hand.
"Xu Xiao, are you crazy? You are pregnant now, how can you drink!"
I don’t know if Shen Youyou grabbed the bottle too hard or something, but Xu Xiao was lying on the ground in this area.
Shen Youyou tried to help her, but she refused to get up.
After several stalemates, Shen Youyou was exhausted.
After all, she was still pregnant.
So he sat down on the sofa and asked Xu Xiao almost collapsed.
"What exactly do you want me to do?"
Shen Youyou's voice was filled with pain that had nowhere to vent. She looked at Xu Xiao and tears fell instantly.
"One is my husband and the other is my best friend, Xu Xiao, tell me how I should choose."
"I don't want you to choose, Youyou. I know that no matter which one you choose, you will be sad."
Xu Xiao stood up from the ground unsteadily, and then knelt down in front of Shen Youyou.
"Youyou, why don't you give me a way out? I really... really can't stand it any longer!"
"I'll give you a way out? What do you mean?"
"Let me give birth to this child, Youyou. I'm really afraid that I won't have any more children after aborting this child. I'm only 27. If I can't have children, how will I live the rest of my life?"
"I'm different from you. You have a good education and a beautiful face. Because of Zhou Tingjun's relationship, you have also accumulated a lot of connections. A woman like you can withstand any failure."
"But I'm different. I have nothing now. I only have this body and this child. If... if in the end, my body and my child are gone, I... I really don't have the courage anymore. Live in this world."
"So you mean... you want me to give Zhou Tingjun to you?"
Xu Xiao didn't say anything, just knelt on the ground and cried.
She roared hysterically and asked God over and over again why he did this to her.
"Why should I be treated like this even though I am clearly a victim?"
"Why do I always think about others, but no one thinks about me?"
…
She yelled a lot, as if she was venting herself under the influence of alcohol, until she couldn't cry anymore, and then she lay on the ground and fell asleep again.
Shen Youyou sat on the sofa, her eyes empty. She stared at the people on the ground for a long time, and finally took out the pillow and quilt from the room.
The air in the living room also began to become depressing. After Shen Youyou finished Xu Xiao's simple cooking, she hurriedly put on her coat and went out.
She needs to be alone and have some open space.
Otherwise, Shen Youyou feels like she will fall down at any time.
So I kept going around like this, and before I knew it, five hours had passed.
Shen Youyou glanced at her phone and thought that Xu Xiao should have sobered up, so she took a taxi to go back.
But she never expected that the moment she pushed the door in, she would see bright red all over the floor.
"Xu Xiao!"
Shen Youyou trembled suddenly. She ran to the bedroom and saw Xu Xiao lying upright on the bed.