Luo Chenghao went back after making the phone call. Lu Ruxin was still asleep on the bed. The lights in the room were turned to the dimmest at the moment, but looking at him, Lu Ruxin's beautiful face was still shining like a pearl.
But Luo Chenghao didn't like this feeling at all.
He walked quietly towards the bed and sat down on the chair next to it.
It was clear that when he performed the surgery on her, he told the doctor to cover up her appearance as much as possible, and she didn't need to be too beautiful.
But I don’t know why, after the surgery, I still feel like it can take away people’s soul just by looking at it.
"What should I do with you? Even though I have done everything I should do, why do I still feel like you are so far away from me?"
"It's been five years. In these five years, I have tried my best to be with you. Is your heart made of stone?"
"Ruxin, you know, if you really don't want me anymore, I probably won't like anyone else in my life."
When Luo Chenghao finished speaking, his voice suddenly seemed to burn his throat.
He bent down and leaned down little by little with his straight back. It took a long time before he returned to his original position.
Under the light, the expression on his face was not very real, but the redness under his eyes could not be hidden no matter what.
But he didn't stay long, and walked out after covering Lu Ruxin with the quilt.
It wasn't until the door was closed that Lu Ruxin suddenly opened her eyes.
In fact, she woke up when Luo Chenghao came out of the bathroom.
But at that moment, she somehow didn't want to face it, so she continued to close her eyes and pretend to sleep.
But I never thought I would hear this.
Five years...
Yes, Luo Chenghao has been with her for five years.
If she really can't recover her memory in this life, will Luo Chenghao's life really be wasted?
She couldn't and didn't want to.
Because I will feel guilty! I will have an uneasy conscience!
Lu Ruxin slowly got up from the bed. After thinking for a long time, she opened the door and walked firmly towards Luo Chenghao's room.
"Are you awake?"
Luo Chenghao had just come out of the bathroom after taking a shower. When he saw Lu Ruxin coming, he hurriedly greeted him.
"Why didn't you call me when you woke up? Why did you get up by yourself? Do you know that you fainted on the stairs? Ru Xin, you almost scared me to death!"
Luo Chenghao's gentle reproach made Lu Ruxin's heart flash with warmth. She pursed her lips and asked.
"You're worried about me, aren't you?"
Luo Chenghao paused, staring at Lu Ruxin with a bit of confusion, but he still answered her question obediently.
"How could you not be worried?"
"Is it because I am your fiancée?"
"Not my fiancée."
Luo Chenghao corrected.
"She is my wife. We only have one more ceremony left. Ruxin, you are already mine."
Lu Ruxin's cheeks suddenly turned red. This was not because of shyness, but because of embarrassment.
It's strange to say that after so many years, even though Luo Chenghao told her countless times that there had been something between them.
But Lu Ruxin still feels strange and hard to accept every time she hears it.
I even doubted countless times whether this was true.
After all, every time Luo Chenghao's body pressed slightly against him, she would resist.
So, if they really had skin-to-skin contact, why would she still be like this?
In order to understand this emotion of her own, Lu Ruxin finally decided to try again.
"Cheng Hao..."
Her voice was very soft, almost whispering, and Luo Chenghao's back straightened up immediately.
He stared at Lu Ruxin with burning eyes, watching her step by step towards him, his breathing suddenly became anxious.
"Ruxin, what are you..."
"Hold me."
"ah?"
I ask you to hold me.
When Luo Chenghao heard this, he immediately hugged Lu Ruxin.
Her soft body was instantly taken into his arms. How to describe that feeling?
Luo Chenghao felt as if he had entered heaven.
Although he has hugged Lu Ruxin a few times over the years, these were all situations with preconditions.
For example, during the time when she was undergoing surgery, holding her back and forth for examination, and another example...
Luo Chenghao thought about it carefully, and it seemed that except for that time, Lu Ruxin had never been hugged by him at other times.
So he cherishes the present very much.
I cherish it so much that my tongue is tied in knots.
"Ruxin, you...you...I..."
"Chenghao, when we lived together before, I gave myself to you, right?"
Luo Chenghao paused, then immediately nodded in response.
"Of course, you were so powerful back then. You wanted to suck me dry every day."
Luo Chenghao couldn't help but speak obscenely, but the hand around Lu Ruxin's waist could not help but move downwards.
Lu Ruxin naturally felt it too, but this time she did not push him away immediately, but raised her head and stared at his lips intently.
As if after a great ideological struggle, she finally stood up on tiptoes and moved toward Luo Chenghao's lips.
At that moment, Luo Chenghao's entire body turned to stone.
He thought it was Lu Ruxin's iron tree that was finally blooming.
Excited heart, trembling hands.
Seeing Lu Ruxin's lips getting closer and closer to him.
Luo Chenghao couldn't help but stick out his tongue first, but before he could touch the softness that he longed for, Lu Ruxin suddenly turned his head away with force.
"I can't do it. I tried really hard. Chenghao, I can't do it."
Luo Chenghao's hand suddenly relaxed, and he looked at Lu Ruxin, a little puzzled and a little hurt.
"So what exactly do you mean?"
Lu Ruxin stepped back straightly, her jade-like face full of extremely depressed and painful emotions.
"I heard all those words you said by my bedside. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. If you think about it carefully, you have indeed been around me for the past five years."
"But I'm not up to par and can't think of anything, so I really can't get close to you. Cheng Hao, you just saw it. I work really hard, but as soon as I get close to you..."
"I don't want to hear this."
Luo Chenghao was a little nervous and hurriedly caught up and pressed Lu Ruxin's shoulders.
"I just want to know why you suddenly said this."
"I want to go home and stay for a while."
"go home?"
Luo Chenghao's brows instantly wrinkled, and he thought for a while before reacting.
"You mean the Lu family?"
Lu Ruxin nodded.
"I want to go home and take a look, just to see if I can get back some memories."
"So you want to leave me? Ruxin, do you really not like me at all?"
"Yes..."
Lu Ruxin explained.
"Even if I have lost my previous memories, the five years of getting along day and night still make me very moved. Cheng Hao, I care about you and I have always been grateful to you. I feel that I am happy and safe around you, but
I don’t know why, but every time you want to get closer to me, I will..."
"I can't describe what this feels like, so I'm begging you to give me one last chance to go back and try to see if I can get my memory back."
"Then what if we can't find it?"
"Then I'll come back. I'm not curious about anything anymore, so I'll just stay with you. You've been with me for five years, and I'll use the rest of my time to repay you."