Chapter 593: The body is very close, but the heart is far away
Chapter 593: The body is very close, but the heart is far away
"You had a fever in the middle of the night." Xia Ning heard his hoarse voice and poured him a glass of water.
Su Ye drank more than half of the cup with her hand, her throat felt a little better, and she looked at her with deep eyes: "You took care of me half the night?"
"Well, are you feeling better?" Xia Ning put down the cup and nodded.
Su Ye smiled slightly: "Much better, do you want to sleep for a while?"
Xia Ning was indeed tired and sleepy. Seeing that Su Ye was okay, she felt relieved and said, "I'll go lie down on the sofa for a while."
"Just sleep on the bed." Su Ye stretched out his hand and pulled her onto the bed.
Xia Ning fell softly into Su Ye's chest. Everyone was stunned for a moment. By the time they reacted, Su Ye had already dragged her into the quilt.
"I, this is too crowded." Xia Ning moved, not used to being held by Su Ye to sleep like this.
"Don't worry, I won't let you fall." Su Ye breathed into her ears, and the warm breath made her ears feel a little hot.
Xia Ning didn't dare to move and lay stiffly in her arms.
Su Ye could feel her stiffness and discomfort, but he didn't want to let her go. Just like he knew that she was unhappy in this marriage most of the time, but he also selfishly didn't want to let go.
Xia Ning usually hugs Su Ye unconsciously when sleeping, and puts her hands and feet on him like an octopus. However, these are unconscious behaviors after all, and she does not feel uncomfortable or shy.
But now, she was awake and imprisoned in Su Ye's arms. She could feel his breathing, feel his temperature, and even hear his heartbeat, which made her body feel warm for no reason.
With her eyes closed, Xia Ning tried to drive away those feelings, but the more she drove them away, the more she thought of Su Ye's perfect figure.
Then, the strange feeling became stronger and stronger.
I am obviously very sleepy and tired, but I can't fall asleep.
Su Ye behind him couldn't sleep either. The fatigue that had just subsided was still there. He closed his eyes and wanted to rest, but the faint breath on the tip of his nose made him more and more awake, and the feeling of being in a deep sleep was slowly waking up.
But he didn't move. Even though it was within reach, he had no intention of crossing the threshold.
It's just that no matter how strong a man's reason is, he can't control the instinctive feeling of his body.
Xia Ning's body became stiffer almost instantly. She knew very well what Su Ye's reaction meant.
Realizing that he had overestimated his self-control, Su Ye let go of Xia Ning and turned over, not daring to hold her like that anymore.
Xia Ning breathed a sigh of relief and relaxed her body. She wanted to pretend that she didn't notice that she was sleeping, but she couldn't help but think of what An Zhisu and Song Jiaren had said.
When women chat with each other, they will inevitably talk about gender topics, and An Zhisu and Song Jiaren have always been non-vegetarian when talking, and they dare to complain about everything together. Xia Ning has heard them complain about men.
thing.
I heard that men have normal physiological reactions in the morning. If there is no woman around at that time, they will basically stop in the toilet. But if there is a woman, it is easy to suppress the problem if there is no relief.
Xia Ning thought about it, and it seemed that she and Su Ye had never done that thing in the morning. She was a little resistant to it, and it was like handing in homework once a week, which did not make Su Ye enjoy herself.
At that time, she was wondering if Su Ye would have any problems if he continued like this for a long time.
Xia Ning was very confused. After thinking about it, Su Ye seemed to have been holding it in for a long time. Including her aunt who had been here for a week before, it must have been half a month.
Half a month...
What An Zhisu said, it seems that if you hold it in for a long time, you won't be able to have a baby.
The consequences of this are quite serious. She and Su Ye will definitely have a child in the future. If Su Ye can't have a baby, wouldn't she be so sorry to the Su family?
After struggling for five or six minutes, Xia Ning was heartbroken and spoke with the mentality of going to the execution ground: "You...if you want to, you don't...have to endure it."
After saying this with difficulty, Xia Ning almost wanted to crawl into the cracks of the ground in shame. This was the first time she had said this to Su Ye after so long of marriage. It was so... embarrassing.
Su Ye was stunned for a moment before he realized what he was doing. He turned sideways and asked, "What did you say?"
He suspected that he had heard wrongly.
Xia Ning didn't have the nerve to say it again, and pursed her lips: "You obviously heard it."
Of course Su Ye heard it, but he was just not sure if he was hallucinating.
Xia Ning simply closed her eyes and waited for Su Ye to take the initiative as usual.
However, before Su Ye kissed her for a while, she slowly opened her eyes again and saw Su Ye just looking at her, wondering: "You... don't want it?"
Su Ye turned away his eyes and said softly: "Go to sleep."
Aning, it's not that I don't want to, I just want you to look at me one day. Let me see me in your eyes instead of keeping your eyes closed so that I don't know who you are thinking about.
Xia Ning's chest felt inexplicably blocked, as if a ball of cotton had been stuffed into it. She should be relieved, so why did she feel lost?
She recalled what An Zhisu said to her, asking her to pay more attention to Su Ye's social relationships. Although Su Ye would not take the initiative to cheat, he couldn't stand those Xiao Bichi who were staring at him. There were too many Xiao Bichi now, and it was hard to guard against them.
, a high-quality man like Su Ye must be watched closely.
Xia Ning never cared about whether Su Ye would cheat on her before, but An Zhisu brainwashed her every day, which made her even more suspicious now. Especially after half a month without a husband and wife, Su Ye still didn't want it.
, she felt even more problematic.
When she thought that Su Ye had done the same thing as other women behind her back, Xia Ning felt a tightness in her chest. She could no longer calm down. An unknown anger rushed up. She no longer felt sleepy and sat down.
He stood up and stared at Su Ye angrily.
Su Ye was startled: "What's wrong?"
Xia Ning pursed her lips, stared, and said nothing.
Su Ye was a little confused about her thoughts, so he sat up with his upper body supported and asked again: "Are you feeling uncomfortable?"
"You..." Xia Ning didn't know how to ask.
"What's wrong with me?" Su Ye was a little confused.
Xia Ning was a little angry. She really couldn't ask you if you were cheating on her.
Seeing her suddenly getting angry, Su Ye was even more surprised: "What's going on?"
Xia Ning's face turned a little red, and she almost lost her breath in the end, but in the end she didn't ask, so she lay down again angrily, turned over and turned her back to Su Ye.
Su Ye:......
Su Ye felt that she had a serious fever, and her brain was not working properly. She couldn't understand why Xia Ning was angry.
He also lay back down, his heart also filled with panic.
Is it because of Zuo Ang?
Su Ye closed her eyes and felt her head begin to feel heavy again.
On the narrow half of the bed, the couple were next to each other. Their bodies were very close, but their hearts were far apart. They both misunderstood each other, but neither one wanted to tell them clearly.