In order to make Xixi like him, accept him, and fall in love with him, he tried his best to disguise himself and make himself look like a modest gentleman, sunny, upright, and full of hope.
He knew that Xi Xi liked this kind of person, so he worked hard to become such a person.
He carefully concealed the darkness in his heart, restrained the clamor of his bloodline and the desire to devour her, and tried his best to disguise himself.
In careful eyes, Shen Jiayao is an upright, sunny, confident, humble and courteous gentleman.
However, the actual Shen Jiayao is dark, paranoid, cold, ruthless, and has no interest in anything. He doesn't care about anything in the world.
When he was young, he was sad because Uncle Shen took away his parents' love, but when he grew up, Shen Jiayao didn't care about it at all. He didn't care at all about the so-called Shen family and the so-called love from his parents. He could take it to anyone who wanted to. Bar.
A pile of rubbish!
It wasn't until he met Lu Xixin that Shen Jiayao gradually began to have desires. He wanted money, he wanted success, and he wanted to bring all the best things in the world to him.
His body is so good and beautiful, how can he wear street clothes and even worry about the price of the things he buys?
He wants to give her the best of everything.
Therefore, he secretly contacted Gu Qiming and wanted to pretend to marry her in exchange for support.
In Shen Jiayao's eyes, this is nothing at all, it's a lie. He and Gu Qiming are just getting what they need, and it's not a big deal at all.
But Xi Xi cares about it, Xi Xi doesn’t like this.
Since Xi Xi doesn't like it, then he won't do it.
Without relying on marriage, Shen Jiayao was able to get back the Shen family and create his own career without relying on marriage. Maybe he was too busy during that time and neglected Xixi, which led to misunderstandings and made Xixi go away.
The moment she learned that Lu Xixin was missing, Shen Jiayao almost used all his strength to restrain his desire to kill Gu Qiming.
He can't do this, Xi Xi doesn't like it.
Shen Jiayao didn't want to do what Lu Xixin didn't like to do. He wanted to be a good person praised by the world and make Xixin proud of her, so he took back the Shen family, created a business empire, expelled Uncle Shen, and secretly threatened the parents of the Gu family. , forcing Gu Qiming to go abroad.
Later, Shen Jiayao became the richest man. He stood in the highest and brightest position, waiting for his lover to come to him.
Five years, five years, Shen Jiayao was almost driven crazy by bone-gnawing longing. He almost couldn't hold on anymore. If Xi Xi didn't come to him again, he would ruin everything.
What’s the use of keeping a world without details!
Fortunately, fortunately, Xixi appeared.
Shen Jiayao became that gentle and humble gentleman again. He was careful to stay with Xixi, so as not to reveal his whereabouts. Therefore, he tried his best to restrain himself, be forbearing, and not interfere with everything about Xixi. He thought that in this way, he would be with Xixi for a long time. .
It's a pity that God just doesn't want him to feel comfortable, so he wants to add more hardships between them.
He lost the details again.
Fortunately, this time, he is no longer the poor boy with nothing at the beginning. He is the richest man in China. He has an upright identity and trains his own people all over the world. He is rich and powerful, and he was quickly found. Thinly.
This time, he won't lose her, never!
Shen Jiayao didn't know why Xixi didn't recognize him, but if she didn't, then just admit it. No matter what she wanted to do, he would support her unconditionally.
Xixi doesn’t want to recognize each other and feels that the time is not right now.
Then he would be obedient, pretend not to recognize her, and wait for her quietly.
Thinking of this, Shen Jiayao got up, walked to the study, picked up a pen, and wrote one word in a flying voice: endure.
He had to hold back, hold back the longing that penetrated his bones, and the frantic desire to devour her.