Chapter 1065 If loving someone is so painful, forget it
"She won't let something happen to herself, don't forget that she is now the mother of four children."
"I'm afraid she suddenly wants to get excited, thinking that the Fu family will be nice to the children, and then..."
Ouyang Ping has never been so panicked, to Zhuo Jian.
But recently she always dreams that Zhuo Jian fell from a high place.
At that time, something happened to Zhuo Jian's father. It is said that the Fu family took care of Zhuo Jian but she did not show up. Later, when she met again, she finally knew how the Fu family took care of Zhuo Jian, so she became nervous again.
"No, we have to think about the better."
Li Yuqing comforted her.
"In three days, if she doesn't give me any news, I'll go find her. Don't stop me then, okay?"
Ouyang Ping looked at Li Yuqing and told him very seriously.
"Um."
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Zhuo Jian has not returned to China for a whole month.
But she will give her children the gifts they like and visit them to the big guys she always wants to visit.
When she went back, she was already weak and had a while ago, but her complexion was not bad.
She didn't see Fu Yanye, so she went to wait for the children before school, and then took them directly to the apartment at the TV station.
"Mommy, I want to change to an English teacher."
After dinner, Chengcheng, who was playing Lego with his younger brothers, suddenly said this to Zhuo Jian who was working overtime on the sofa.
Zhuo Jian looked at the two of them with his eyes looking at the notebook and asked him curiously: "What's the matter?"
"She always looks at her dad with that look."
"What kind of eyes are that look?"
Zhuo Jian looked at his son's frowning look and actually guessed it, but he still couldn't help but want to listen to his son's explanation.
"That's right, she wants to be her dad's girlfriend."
Chengcheng thought for a long time before she came up with this.
After hearing this, Zhuo Jian nodded and held the black frame, "Do you think your father will let her be a girlfriend?"
"Won't."
Chengcheng said.
"Dad said no woman could snatch him away, but mommy, I just want you to sit next to Dad. I don't like the look of those women looking at Dad."
Chengcheng continued to speak like a little adult.
After listening to it, Zhuo Jian's nose was already sore.
After thinking about it, she was sure: "Well, then let's change."
"Really? Mommy, go and tell dad."
Chengcheng was suddenly very happy.
When Zhuo Jian heard that he was looking for Fu Yanye, he immediately became alert and said, "I won't go, you can tell me."
"Ah? I dare not, dad doesn't believe what I said at all."
Chengcheng suddenly looked a little aggrieved.
“…”
Zhuo Jian nodded, thinking that Fu Yanye was already suspicious, he thought about it and said, "Then you don't have to worry about it, I'll solve it."
"Okay, mommy, you can find me a male teacher, and we can exercise together."
"good."
Zhuo Jian agreed.
Chengcheng continued to play with his younger brothers again. A WeChat message was sent in on Zhuo Jian's mobile phone. She picked it up and opened it and looked at it. Su Baihai was drinking from Fanxing.
Zhuo Jian was lazy to pay attention to him, and then put down his phone again after looking at it.
Su Bai didn't send anything else, but his phone was quiet all the time. He thought about muttering to the person drinking next to him: "Why didn't there be any movement? I heard that I'll be back this afternoon."
Su Bai had no idea what happened to them in other places.
Fu Yanye didn't say a word about a friend in the city.
Everyone just knows that they have met in other places, because his air pressure is too low recently, guessing that there is a more serious problem between him and Zhuo Jian.
Seeing that he was still silent, Su Bai was just continuing cigarettes between his fingers one by one, and seemed to understand something, so he turned on his phone and looked for Zhuo Jian's number and said, "Ask the little girl if she wants to come out to have a drink, Mingmei
She said she had a good alcohol tolerance later."
Zhuo Jian was late, but his voice was calm.
"Hey, Brother Su Bai."
Zhuo Jian thought about the reason why he called, and his voice was as calm as a faint wind in the dim space.
"Sister, I heard you are back, have you come out to have a drink with your brothers?"
Su Bai looked at Fu Yanye and asked her.
"My sister has a bad stomach recently and can't drink alcohol."
Zhuo Jian was calm and composed.
Su Bai glanced at Fu Yanye again, and the others also looked at him.
Fu Yanye was like nothing happened, just locking himself in a closed dark world.
Su Bai stood up, walked out, and then said to her after closing the door: "What's wrong with you and Yan Ye? Yan Ye has been in a bad condition these days, and he just got burned with smoking."
"To someone who doesn't count his words, to someone who doesn't trust me, brother, I don't think I know this person very well."
Zhuo Jian was not polite when he heard that he finally mentioned Fu Yanye.
After hearing this, Su Bai grabbed the eyebrows, but he really couldn't understand.
Zhuo Jian has such a good temperament, a gentle and gentle girl who has always been so sensible.
Even saying such things makes people angry, and they just think that the one in the private room must have done something disappointing again.
Su Bai hung up the phone, then went back and sat down with his trousers legs, and said helplessly: "Have you misunderstood again?"
"She said that?"
Fu Yanye finally raised his eyes and opened his mouth.
"That's not, I guess."
Su Bai replied to him.
Yan Zheng, Zhao Heng and Zhao Lin were all watching from the side, waiting for his answer.
Fu Yanye remembered that day, and was inexplicably upset, and then leaned back wide.
"What did she say?"
Soon after Fu Yanye, he couldn't help but ask Su Bai again.
He wanted to know, in detail, their conversation.
Su Bai didn't know how to tell him for a moment.
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The children all went to bed in the middle of the night. She opened the balcony window and lit a cigarette. However, she took a sip and then clamped it between her fingers and looked at the starry sky outside against the window.
He didn't plan to divorce, and she couldn't live a confused life like she had before.
It’s not that he doesn’t love her, but they have little trust.
Then, she will survive in this.
Make yourself happy and happy as much as possible.
She took another breath of cigarette, and her beautiful eyes went from the sky to the dull and unclear downstairs.
A Romeo was parked there.
Zhuo Jian looked at the car and soon turned around.
She also pressed her scarred elbow against the windowsill, and everything in front of her was unclear, but she was familiar.
She lowered her eyes and looked at the cigarette between her fingers. She didn't know how long it took, and smiled indifferently.
For him, she once took the pain seriously.
When she was young, she heard others say love but it would not hurt much, and her eyes were only concerned about running with him.
What is pain?
For him, you can die.
Now she feels that she was so ridiculous when she was a child.
When she grew up, she wanted to hide, but he said she wanted a wedding. He said he had never liked Lin Ruxiang, and he said he liked her.
She used to be very sweet, and then she sang the smell of blood rushing into her throat.
Some people are brave and love the harder they are.
And now, it’s not that she is not brave anymore, she just doesn’t like to face difficulties in a relationship anymore.
She would rather live alone alone, she would adjust and look for something that would make herself happy, and she would no longer want to waste too much time on a man.
If you love someone so tired and painful, forget it.