Chapter 1071 She said, you make me feel that I am not cherished
Fu Yanye felt the tip of her tongue bitten, and felt the blood flowing to her throat. His hands were still supporting both sides of her shoulders, looking at each other at close range with her.
He saw the unbearable self in her eyes, and he saw the pitiful self in her eyes.
He searched in her eyes and studied it over and over again, but he didn't understand after all, "You're just tired of it, why bother to find these excuses?"
"Excuses? The person who has been making excuses is you, not me."
She said.
Fu Yanye sneered for a moment, endured the numbness on the tip of his tongue, and asked her: "When you care about me, you can die for me even a lollipop."
She smiled, tears of laughter flowing out from the corners of her eyes.
In the huge space, their voices seemed so insignificant, but they were also important.
She asked him, "Then look at me now, but you still have it?"
Fu Yanye pinched her chin again. Under the silver light, there was him in her eyes, but not him.
Her eyes were cold.
"No, right? I'm not the girl who can be bought with a lollipop. I can't count how much happened between us over the years. I remember you said you like me, I remember you
I went abroad to find my deep affection with me, but I can't remember how many of those moments that almost killed me because of you."
Her tears were still falling, silently from the corners of her eyes.
Her eyes were red, but calm.
She thought she would never have been so calm in her life.
It was her only thought at this time.
Fu Yanye could no longer maintain such an ambiguous posture with her. He slowly left her and sat on her side.
She still looked up at the roof so much and continued, "Actually, I'm not afraid of getting hurt for you."
She finally raised her hand and pressed her eyes that were flooded with tears.
Her voice was already hoarse, "But I was so afraid of seeing your distrustful gaze."
"If you don't trust me once, I will still have fantasies. If you don't trust me twice, I will still have extravagant fantasies. But if you don't trust me once, you have already given my love for you three or four times."
She said.
"Zhuo Jian, I have a headache."
He suddenly let out a low voice, then lowered his head and buried his face with both hands.
The surroundings are a bit terrible.
Nothing is enough to calm their inner shortcomings.
Zhuo Jian looked at him in a blink of an eye, tears were still falling, and she was worried, but soon, she lowered her head and just looked at her ring.
"I know you don't love me, I know you won't fall in love with other people easily, but..."
"Zhuo Jian, stop talking."
"I don't even fantasize that you'll get divorced with me. Is a certificate really that important? No."
Her hoarse voice stopped making any sound.
She suddenly figured it out at some point.
Fu Yanye looked at her and couldn't say a word for a long time.
Their clothes were a little messy.
Their expressions all looked lonely.
They seem to have lost everything, but they are adults and have the support of adults.
I don’t know how long it took, but it was thundering outside and it suddenly started to rain.
And he went out of her house and stayed outside the door for only a few seconds before entering the elevator.
He didn't stop anymore.
He walked into the rain, into the car, and drove away.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and his car stopped at the stars.
Many years ago that night, he thought it was their wonderful beginning.
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The next day, Wang Yue called Zhuo Jian, and Jian Qian answered.
"She went to record the show? Then please inform her after she finishes her work, her husband has a fever and needs her to take care of her."
After Wang Yue finished speaking, he hung up the phone and looked at the person who was lying on the bed and motionless.
She felt so distressed that she had never seen her son look listless and as if he was scattered, but she just felt distressed.
No need to guess, it must be Zhuo Jian. Only Zhuo Jian can make him like this.
Wang Yue sat on the edge of the bed, not daring to lose her temper. She just patiently endured the excitement in her heart and asked him: "What did she say to you? You are saying something to your mother."
Fu Yanye hid in the quilt without even showing his face.
Wang Yue went to pull his quilt and was pressed tightly by him.
"I'll ask your dad to come and find you, okay?"
Seeing that he didn't want to see her, Wang Yue carried out the person he respected the most.
But he still didn't make any sound.
After Wang Yue returned home, she cried to Fu Zhengzhi. Fu Zhengzhi felt sorry for his wife and son, so he really went to the hotel.
But Fu Yanye was still lying on the bed, his face was bloodless, like a dying person.
Fu Zhengzhi stood for a while, sighed helplessly, thinking that he would ask someone to look at him well when he left.
"dad."
A familiar voice suddenly came from behind, like an hallucination.
But Fu Zhengzhi turned around.
"I'm in her heart, worthless."
The people on the bed shed tears.
He had no expression on his face, no pity, just angry.
After hearing this, Fu Zhengzhi nodded for a long time and said, "A Jian said this just to deceive himself."
Fu Yanye couldn't move, his arms covered his eyes, and his Adam's apple moved slightly, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Fu Zhengzhi looked at his son's grief and angry look, then went forward and sat beside his bed.
His son has been strong for more than 30 years and has never expressed his sadness, but this time, it seems that he was really hurt by that little girl.
"We can see that she has you in her heart. Aye, cheer up, Dad believes that as long as you want, you can recover her."
Fu Zhengzhi encouraged him.
Fu Yanye felt funny in his heart.
He had no way to recover her.
He doesn't want to chase him anymore.
Every word she said was stabbing him in the heart.
He could force her step by step because she had him in her heart.
But if she doesn't have him in her heart, how can he force him?
She forced him out of her heart.
Damn it.
She was so heartless.
He even suspected that Zhuo Jian was really dead before.
After all, she said that herself.
Zhuo Jian used to say such ruthless words to him. Zhuo Jian loved him so much that he was full of him.
"Do you want dad to talk to her? Huh?"
Fu Zhengzhi asked warmly.
Fu Yanye didn't say anything, and had already become the ruthless person.
She said there is nothing to divorce or not
Fu Zhengzhi sighed, and when he left, he was still wondering whether to go to Zhuo Jian.
And Fu Yanye's mind was all the heartfelt words she said before he left that night.
She said: "I had the idea of leaving you because of your arrogant, arrogant, self-righteous attitude."
She said: "You made me feel that I was not the one I was cherished."
She said: "You make me feel that I am just the one you call me and linger."
She said, "Fu Yanye, I unilaterally announce that we are over."
She said: "We rarely chat like ordinary lovers, and rarely share daily life. This actually indicates that we will be separated sooner or later. After a long time of trouble, I realized that I love you in my heart.
I am not sorry for you in love. I have given all my sincerity and enthusiasm. I have a clear conscience, but I am sorry for myself. I lost all my happiness. At this moment, it doesn’t matter whether to divorce or not. You are going to trap me.
I can't hide. You have to pity me and give your noble hand up. I thank you. In short, I will not make things difficult for myself anymore."