She was determined to comfort herself, it was a trivial matter, not worth mentioning and not worthy of being sad.
There are so many things to do in this life, don’t be sad for something you shouldn’t be sad.
After all, if she leaves this child, she may fall into darkness for the rest of her life.
She suddenly thought, what if she stayed?
But she wouldn't be a good mother. She couldn't even take good care of herself. With such a bad life, would she let him suffer with her?
Even my biological father can't be seen.
He is just an illegitimate child. How much eyebrow and ridicule does a child from a single-parent family suffer?
Forget it, let him go.
Let yourself go, too.
It’s still simple and simple to be alone, without any worries, and without having to be so tired.
She thought, then lowered her head and walked into the hospital.
She originally wanted to find Zhuo Jian, but after thinking about it, she decided to go alone and then walk out alone.
She doesn't want to drag down others in her life.
Many things must be borne by one person.
She walked in firmly, but she ignored the phone ringing.
She put on a baseball cap and mask before entering the hall. This matter cannot be known to more people.
After entering the elevator, my phone rang, and someone looked at her. She nodded apologetically and immediately took it out and turned it off and mute it.
It's Feng Ying.
It turned out to be Feng Ying.
Her heartbeats faster.
Feng Ying wouldn't know about this, right?
Zhuo Jian shouldn't tell anyone, even Fu Yanye.
But what did Feng Ying do when he called?
She looked at the string of numbers nervously and finally arrived at the obstetrics and gynecology department, she breathed a sigh of relief.
But after she walked out of the inside, what did she see in the long corridor?
"How did you think I'm pregnant?"
The woman laughed at him, but her eyes were full of gentleness.
Jian Qian seemed to have walked into an illusion that did not belong to her.
She forgot to withdraw her gaze and stared at the two of them.
The man was wearing a suit and tie, and he looked very good-looking. "If so, I'll marry you early, and the Feng family will be considered a descendant."
"Don't you lie to me, you still want to give your old man an explanation. It's true that you marry me and go back, and it's true that the colorful flags are flying outside."
The woman's eyes were shrewd, but the two of them looked very familiar.
"You know me."
Feng Ying smiled, holding her shoulders in his hand, and inadvertently.
Jian Qian only exposed her eyes, wearing sportswear, and was wrapped tightly.
However, the smile on his face was closed in a reflexive manner.
The woman looked in the direction he was looking, unable to see clearly or understand.
Is he a very slender girl, come to obstetrics and gynecology? Or is he alone?
"Are you know?"
The woman asked him.
Feng Ying smiled again, "I don't know you."
He hugged the woman and walked towards the elevator, passing by her.
At that moment, Jian Qian smiled on her hidden face.
Fortunately, she is smart enough and has not moved too much.
This is very good.
She silently praised herself in her heart, and then even went to the obstetrics and gynecology department with a tough bullet.
"Oh, the couple looked pretty good at first sight. Look at them having been flirting."
"That's right, how long has it been? I'm anxious to see you before I get pregnant. I must want a child."
"Oh, a man is so handsome. If there is a child, he will definitely be very beautiful."
Two doctors are chatting.
"I'm upset, I want to have an abortion."
“…”
Although she was polite, the two doctors still looked at her and didn't speak for a long time.
They have seen too many abortion girls, and there are also many things.
It's just that she's wrapped so tightly.
"How many months have you been?"
The doctor later showed his attitude and asked seriously.
"How many months? I don't remember it very much."
She held it in for a long time and couldn't remember it.
"Do you have a B-ultrasound first, and then think about when the last time you had a period. You won't even forget the date of your period."
"Is this related to surgery?"
Jian Qian is simply confused.
"The first time? Of course it's related. It's not okay if the days are too short, and it's not okay if the days are too long."
The doctor said that the order had been issued, "Take it for a checkup, and then come to see me again."
She went up to take the order, but for some reason, it was very tight.
After she left, the doctor talked again, "The little girl nowadays, she really doesn't love herself."
"That's right, if my parents know this, they will feel so distressed and angry."
“…”
She hadn't walked away yet, but just grabbed the list silently.
She went to the floor where she was doing the inspection. There were many people there, and when they saw slender girls coming, they looked at her curiously.
She was even more nervous and buried her head lower.
"Um."
Suddenly she bumped into the wall, and she was panicked and immediately raised her head.
I thought I had bumped into someone else by accident.
OK, it can be considered a careless one.
"What's wrong?"
He had a cold face and took the order directly from her.
Jian Qian's heartbeat was so rapid that it was almost flying.
He looked at the words on the list, his brows gradually tightened, and then looked at her again, "What does it mean?"
“…”
Jian Qian was unable to fall down for a long time, and she didn't dare to say anything, not understanding what his voice meant.
It’s not that he can’t understand the words. Even if he can’t understand them professionally, there are a few words on the list that are very clear.
"Are you pregnant?"
“…”
She still didn't dare to take a breath. After his words, you are pregnant, many people looked at them and she covered his mouth with conditioned reflex.
"Haha, I said why didn't I answer the phone suddenly? So that's how it is."
He looked at her with a sarcastic look, then he picked up her hand and stuffed the list back into her hand.
"It has to be handled cleanly, I will pretend that I don't know."
Feng Ying completely turned cold and left after saying that.
The only watery eyes that Jian Qian exposed was already like the sky collapsed, and in an instant, all kinds of emotions surged.
What does he mean?
She looked at his back and thought to herself, did he agree with her aborting the child?
He is so cold.
It's like this child that can't be born at all.
Yes, you can't be born.
The list in her hand was blown away by a gust of wind from somewhere, and she was still looking at his back and couldn't turn around.
"Girl, girl?"
"Hey, girl, your list flew."
"Ah? Thank you."
Her heart had long been unknown where she went, so she just quickly grabbed the order and ran with it.
She was like a clown, stared at by everyone, and then kept chasing her.
But she couldn't catch up with her, and tears had already flowed under her hat's brim, like a dam breaking.
What's wrong with her?
What's there to cry about?
She continued chasing until the list stopped in front of a pair of expensive black leather uppers and was easily stepped underneath.
Finally, she no longer has to chase after her or make a fool of herself, but she can't take it out.