Fu Yanye looked at her with dark eyes and responded with confidence.
"How could it be? Have you forgotten? You said you never loved me."
Zhuo Jian shook his head with a smile, and looked at him with tears in his eyes at some point, without anger, just sadness and amusing.
"That's an angry word."
Fu Yanye looked at the moment when tears burst out from her eyes, suppressed the boiling sound in her heart and explained it to her.
"Angry talk?"
Zhuo Jian's voice is blurry.
In the huge room, it suddenly became depressed and overly quiet.
Zhuo Jian's hands against the door panel were already covered in cold sweat, and he could no longer see anything in the dim environment.
He said he loved her.
Her tears were very hot, which made her feel that her face would be burned.
If the boy who died for Chengcheng fell into the sea and couldn't bear to kill Lin Ruxiang when he tried to kill her, then...
Since he said that he didn't love her that day, her heart has been destroyed.
He doesn't love her.
It was just a whim, his love.
Zhuo Jian gradually lowered his eyes and looked at his sexy Adam's apple. She couldn't help but take one hand out from behind and gently touched the index finger.
She loves him.
Love his Adam's apple.
She loved him, she looked at his chin and touched her fingers.
His angular jaw, his thin lips, his straight nose, and his standard sword eyebrows, eye sockets, and his twinkle eyes like stars.
Her hands touched one by one.
His appearance has long been deeply imprinted in her heart.
But she no longer loves him.
She is tired.
"If you love me, let me go and let me be free."
She spoke to him softly.
"Zhuo Jian."
He also held her face, how could he promise to let her go?
"If you love me, let me live alone with my children. I want to be beautiful alone. I can raise them alone and give them a good life. You must have heard from Chang Xia and Ouyang Ping that I earn now
The money is enough for the four of us to live a good life."
"What about me?"
"You? You will live a happy life too. You have Lin Ruxiang, you have Zhao Ran, and you will have many women. They will be more understanding than me and will be more content with your heart than me."
"No, you can't be so selfish."
He pressed against her forehead, and he did not allow her to abandon him so coldly.
"But I'm afraid of you, I'm so scared that I'm going to die. I often have nightmares, and you don't love me."
Zhuo Jian couldn't help sobbing, covering his face with his hands, tears still flowing from his fingers.
She never wanted to live that uncertain life again.
She has the ability to support her children, but she doesn't believe that children will be unhappy when living in single-parent families, as long as they are parents, they can find the right way.
"Zhuo Jian, don't cry."
Seeing that she was crying so sadly, Fu Yanye suddenly didn't dare to touch her.
Zhuo Jian cried and pressed against his chest, crying until his hoarse voice asked to murmur: "Fu Yanye, please, let me go."
Fu Yanye suddenly couldn't speak, and his heart seemed to be broken.
But when he looked down and saw her crying so heartbrokenly, he silently held her shoulder.
——
It rained heavily that night.
After that night, Fu Yanye seemed to suddenly disappear.
Even if I see my sons every week, he will only go and see them when the children go to the old house.
Zhuo Jian's life seemed to be on the right track, but Sheng Xin suddenly appeared.
Zhuo Jian met him in a cafe outside the TV station. Because she was still breastfeeding, she drank milk.
Sheng Xin ordered a cup of delicious food and took a sip, "Just stay like that? How did he convince you?"
"He is going to do a new project in another place, and he won't come back a few times within a year."
Zhuo Jian answered him in a low voice.
Sheng Xin listened and smiled unconsciously, "When will the emperor need to take action on a project?"
Zhuo Jian listened to his words and looked up at him.
"Sheng Xin, let's not meet again."
Zhuo Jian looked at him and knew that he was unhappy with Fu Yanye, but he kept his own code and left aside. He didn't care about his affairs with Fu Yanye for the time being. She and this person would have been too early to break up.
Sheng Xin looked at her unexpectedly, "Why?"
"You came to this city before and lived temporarily because your sister's heart was on Lin Ruxiang, but you have already got the heart back, and there is no need for you to come again."
“…”
She was too deserted. In fact, he had expected this a long time ago, but after hearing this, he still felt cold.
Zhuo Jian smiled slightly, "I can't spend my energy on making friends now, except for work, I'm a child."
"Has he promised you a divorce? The condition is not to let you reject me, right?"
Sheng Xin suddenly guessed.
"It has nothing to do with him, but it's time for us to set out again and start a new life."
They all live well and can't always fall into the past.
Sheng Xin frowned and wanted to take a sip of coffee, but before he could drink it, he remembered it before he could drink it. He put down the cup and looked at the sunlight outside the window in a discouragement.
"Life continues every day. What does it take to start over again and not start over? Do you have to start over if you don't get it if you like someone? Are you sure you don't keep climbing forward with your whole body?"
I have to deceive myself over and over again. It’s all over again, and tomorrow is a new beginning, beautiful and fulfilling.
Oh.
People are really good at deceiving themselves.
He looked at Zhuo Jian, and from her gentle and melancholy eyes, he didn't believe that she could start a new life.
But she smiled at him so firmly.
It seemed as if she was saying that she could.
"As long as you have a bad life and want to leave, you can still call me at any time."
Sheng Xin left this sentence before leaving.
Zhuo Jian didn't rush to leave after he left. He looked at the coffee he didn't drink much, and also looked at the milk he didn't touch.
After all, it's just for a few words.
The cell phone on the table rang, she glanced at it, then immediately left with her phone in her hand.
The program about postpartum mothers has officially begun to be recorded.
The first guest invited was a mom who was motivated, simple and kind, who relied on selling egg-filled cakes to her husband to raise three sons.
The big screen is playing the scene where her husband and she push the cart out before dawn. Her husband will first help her push the car out, prepare everything before going to her stall, and she started her day.
The busy morning.
Even during pregnancy, she has never slacked off with her big belly.
The guest relaxed after chatting with Zhuo Jian for a while.
Zhuo Jian asked her why she insisted on working during pregnancy. She smiled and said, "Of course it's because she has no money."
Zhuo Jian faced her decently and waited for her to continue talking.
The guest held his hands together and looked at the audience with a smile, "But it's not scary to have no money. We are good at it, just do it. My husband and I are optimistic people, full of hope for life, and we all believe it.
As long as the family is together, nothing can defeat us, even if we are just hawkers selling cakes, even if we have to get up early and go to bed late every day.”
Zhuo Jian even envied her. She liked such a motivated woman.