God is unfair, she must seek an answer for herself.
Mr. Qin originally held the tea cup, thinking that Bai Zhi would ask some special questions, but in the end he just vented his emotions.
He shook his head in disappointment and sighed: "Girl, you only see that Lu Xixin is smart and beautiful, and when others treat her well, don't you see anything else?"
Bai Zhi frowned, what else could there be besides these.
"The so-called thinking of the wise when seeing them, and introspection when seeing the unworthy." Mr. Qin said in a deep voice, "You and Lu Xixin grew up together, haven't you learned even a little bit of her?"
Bai Zhi said nothing, but her resistance could be felt from her body movements.
Mr. Qin continued: "If you ask me why I am nice to Lu Xixin, I will tell you now.
Back then, your grandfather Guze took her to my home to nurse me back to health. My legs had always been bad. I had been injured when I was young, and I would often have pain. The attacks were excruciating. Because I was old and had a problem, I had to seek medical advice for many years.
No, I just gave up and had no hope of recovery.
Even Guze didn't take my leg problems seriously, he just nursed me back to health.
Lu Xixin was only six or seven years old at that time. She was small in appearance and stayed beside her quietly without saying a word, like a beautiful doll.
No one thought that my leg disease would be taken seriously by a six-year-old girl. She followed Gu Ze and asked about various treatment methods for leg diseases, sought advice from other doctors, and even read books and thought about it by herself.
After a year, he came to me excitedly and said he could cure my leg."
Hearing this, Bai Zhi was very surprised: "She cured your leg disease?"
Mr. Qin shook his head: "How is that possible? She is still so young, but her heart is very precious."
So it turned out that Bai Zhi understood that it was because Lu Xixin was sincere to Mr. Qin that Mr. Qin loved her.
Bai Zhi thought about it in her heart, and was about to speak when Mr. Qin opposite smiled and asked her: "Do you think I love Lu Xixin because she is sincere to me and cares about me?"
"Isn't it?" Bai Zhi raised her eyes.
Mr. Qin shook his head: "Of course not. An old man like me is not easily impressed. At that time, I just thought that the child Lu Xixin was sincere and cute, not that I loved him.
I really love her because three years after that incident, the little guy always remembered that I had a bad leg. It couldn't be cured, so he tried every means to relieve my pain. Don't tell me, Lu Xixin is really good at medicine.
With some talent, he was able to come up with a powerful pain-relieving plaster when he was less than ten years old. After applying it, it can relieve most of the pain.
At that time, I was really surprised and asked Xiao Xixin: Why do you care so much about me?
Xiao Xixin smiled and replied seriously: Grandpa Qin, I don’t care about you, I care about Grandpa Guze. I can feel that grandpa is afraid of you and pleases you. He hopes to cure you and gain your respect, grandpa.
The hope is my hope.
Therefore, I hope to cure you and make you value your grandfather."
Mr. Qin's tone was moving: "That child's heart is really like crystal. Those who are in her heart will give it their all. So..."
Speaking of this, Mr. Qin paused and continued: "So, I hope that one day, I will be taken to her heart and become someone she respects."
Mr. Qin turned to Bai Zhi and said in a puzzled tone: "You are already the person Lu Xixin cares about. Why are you still not satisfied and always want to get out?"
Bai Zhi stood up and suddenly raised her eyes.
Mr. Qin's tone became colder, no longer gentle and kind, but with a superior's scrutiny and judgment of the juniors: "Baizhi girl, your qualifications are not high, you are just a middle-aged person. Without Lu Xixin, you would not be able to achieve what you have achieved."
of today’s achievements.
It's because Lu Xixin is so good to you that she even gives you the illusion that you are on the same level as her and can compete with her."
"If it weren't for Lu Xixin, if you weren't the person she cared about, you might never have been able to come into contact with someone at Lu Xixin's level, let alone walk through the door of my house. Do you know why you and Gu Ze come to visit me every year?
Do you know why I praise you and be gentle and kind to you? Because Lu Xixin, she knew you wanted to come, so she begged me to allow Guze to bring the children to see me and begged me to take care of you.
Bai Zhi girl, to be honest, without Lu Xixin, I wouldn't have given you a second glance. Your qualifications are not even as good as those of the assistants around me. I don't have that much time and energy to entertain everyone."
Bai Zhi staggered back a step and fell heavily on the chair.