Qiao Ran interrupted Lei Shan unhappily: "So you are addicted to being a matchmaker? I used to feel sorry for you for staying there for three days, and I was thinking about how to make it up to you. Now it seems that three days is too little.
I should give you a few more days so that you won’t meddle in other people’s business.”
"Master, Brother Huaiyang is your cousin. He has been pursuing Sister Taotao for more than a year. Don't you want him to be with Sister Taotao?" Lei Shan looked at Qiao Ran with doubts.
Qiao Ran explained patiently and earnestly: "Taotao is a good girl, and he likes Taotao. Of course I support him, but feelings are a matter between two people. You can't match them up, so they will definitely be able to be together.
Moreover, the situation of the two of them is different from that of Han Mo and I. Han Mo and I have been married for three years. You have also seen the way I was sick because of Han Mo, and you know that I really like Han Mo.
You pushed Han Mo and me to get back together, which is what brought us happiness.
There has never been a relationship between Huaiyang and Taotao. Taotao also made it clear to me that she did not want me to interfere in her and Lu Huaiyang's affairs. She has her own privacy and her own choices. As outsiders, we,
You shouldn’t impose what you think is good on the other person. Of course, your intention is good, but it depends on whether the other person needs it or not!”
Lei Shan nodded seriously: "I understand the master's teachings. No matter how others beg me, I will never do anything to be with others. Relationships are a matter between two people. If he loves me enough,
You will definitely get what you want.”
"You're right. It's right to help others and do good deeds. Master likes and appreciates your help very much, but master still hopes that you will think twice before doing anything in the future and don't make fun of your own reputation and life."
Lei Shan's high-profile confession was too big, and Qiao Ran was worried that she would be ostracized and ridiculed by her classmates when she returned to school.
"Master, I know what you are worried about. Don't worry. No matter what others say, they won't hurt me at all. You are so kind to me and my brother. If I can see you happy, everything I do will be worth it." Lei
Shan looked at Qiao Ran sincerely.
Before, Qiao Ran thought that he had made a mistake and accepted a white-eyed wolf disciple. He was extremely sad about this. Now seeing the sincerity in Lei Shan's eyes, Qiao Ran felt that God had treated her well and gave her a person without blood.
, but better than family members.
"Let's go, I'll take you home."
Half an hour later, Qiao Ran drove Lei Shan to Lanshan Xiaoyuan Community.
This is the villa Lei Shan bought for her when she went to Imperial City to attend college. It is only a ten-minute walk from their school.
But after school started, Lei Shan stayed on campus and didn't want others to speculate on her identity.
"Master, do you want to go in and sit for a while?"
"No, it's getting late, you should go to bed early."
"Well, goodbye, master!"
After watching Qiao Ran drive away, Lei Shan turned around and saw Lei Yan standing in the yard.
He held a basin and a bowl in his hands. The bowl was filled with rice and the basin was filled with wine.
"Brother, I'm back!" Lei Shan looked at her brother and said with a smile.
"Well, you have been wronged these past few days!" Lei Yan threw a few handfuls of rice in front of Lei Shan, and sprinkled some water on Lei Shan with willow branches: "Go in!"
These are the things that the women on the mountain do for the men when they come back from doing business every time they are in the mountains. It is said to ward off evil spirits and keep out the dirty things.
Although Lei Yan didn't believe this, he still acted cautiously towards his only sister.
Regardless of whether it is useful or not, I will feel more at ease.
The two walked into the living room, and Lei Yan said in a gentle voice: "Go up and take a good bath and have a good sleep."
After Lei Yan finished speaking, he walked to the sofa and sat down, put his notebook on his lap, and continued to work.
"Master has already taken me to the hot springs!" Lei Shan sat down on the sofa next to her brother, looking at her brother working seriously, with a hint of distress in her eyes.
"Brother, you obviously like the master so much, but you pushed her to Han Mo. Don't you feel aggrieved? In the past, you were short and didn't dare to hope for it. Now that you have the ability to give girls happiness, why don't you fight for it yourself?
"
Lei Shan's high-profile confession to Han Mo was actually not Lei Shan's own idea.
The person who really came up with this idea was her brother Lei Yan.
When Lei Yan asked her to do this, Lei Shan was shocked and refused.
After Wen Shimo passed away, her brother stayed with Qiao Ran.
Everyone thought Wen Shimo was really dead.
During those two years, she could see her brother's love and care for Qiao Ran.
She also thought that one day, her brother would marry Qiao Ran and form a happy family.
But he never expected that one day Wen Shimo would appear again, as Han Mo.
When she was pushed out by the traffickers as a hostage, and the moment she saw Han Mo, her first thought was that her brother and Qiao Ran were in danger.
Lei Shan felt even more heartbroken when she heard her brother begging her to act in order to help Qiao Ran and Han Mo.
On the one hand, she felt that Master and Han Mo were a match made in heaven.
On the one hand, I saw my brother silently and affectionately protecting Qiao Ran. I felt that my brother's secret love was too bitter and humble, and I wanted him to get the happiness he wanted.
So she advised her brother to work hard.
But her brother said that the person who lives in Qiao Ran's heart is Han Mo, and no matter how hard others try, they can't get into her heart.
Not all love has to be possessed to be perfect. Being able to protect her silently and see her happy from a distance is also a kind of happiness for the person you have a crush on.
Her brother said so, and she also witnessed with her own eyes the whole process of her master going crazy because of Han Mo's death.
As a sister and apprentice, besides agreeing, of course she still agrees.
At this moment, looking at her brother's frail figure, Lei Shan felt very bitter.
"I don't feel aggrieved at all if I can fulfill the person I like and gain happiness. You don't have to feel aggrieved on my behalf. I really think it's great.
I love your master very much now, but this love will gradually disappear as she gains happiness, and I will also meet a girl I like, just like you, you will meet a boy you like."
Hearing her brother turning the topic to herself, Lei Shan's expression quickly became flustered.
"Brother, don't lie, I haven't met anyone I like!"
"Then how come you used to get up before six o'clock every day to make breakfast, three meals a day, and send balanced nutrition to the hospital?" Lei Yan asked with a fond smile.
"Pei Jinyi was injured because he saved me. In return, it's normal for me to cook some food for him. Don't think nonsense."
"Shanshan is 18 years old and is an adult. It's normal to like people. Don't feel embarrassed. To be happy in life, you must have fun. If you like it, just do it. Don't be embarrassed."
As an older brother, Lei Yan protects Lei Shan like a father and teaches her the values of life.
He feels that love is human nature and does not need to be suppressed.
No matter who his sister likes, he will fully support him.
Lei Shan lowered her eyes, a hint of bitterness flashed in her eyes.
A descendant of a drug lord like her is like a street rat that everyone shouts to beat, so she has no right to like him.
She had better not cause trouble to that person and let him become the subject of conversation and jokes for others because of her.
Just like a brother, silently protect him, silently like him, silently love him, and silently watch his happiness.
"I'm still young, so those things are beyond my scope. Brother, don't make fun of me anymore. I'm going to sleep upstairs. You should also go to bed early."
Looking at his sister's fleeing figure, Lei Yan felt a hint of distress in his eyes.
He knew what his sister was worried about, so he didn't advise her not to care about his identity.
If Pei Jinyi really loved his sister, he would take the initiative to find a way to make her let go of their identity as drug lords, so that she could love him fearlessly and bravely.
As a girl, you still need to be reserved.
When Lei Shan returned upstairs, she leaned against the door and slowly slid down onto the soft carpet, hugging her knees as her tears fell silently.
In her mind, the scene of her and Pei Jinyi fighting in the hospital appeared over and over again.
When I first fell in love at the age of 18, I had never experienced any emotion. When I first fell in love with someone, I felt that that person was everything in the world.
But in that world, because of her status as a drug lord, she didn't dare to face it, confess it, or think about it. She could only slowly digest it in her heart and persuade herself not to like it.
But once some feelings arise, how can they disappear so easily?
18-year-old Lei Shan experienced for the first time in her life the pain of a secret love that she cannot love.
Although it was very painful, she felt that life had become heavier than before!
Lei Shan quickly digested her bitter emotions, wiped away her tears, walked to the desk, picked up the heavy medical book, and took key notes while reading.
Her handwriting is just like her person, beautiful and exquisite to the point of being ridiculous.
Writing seriously is her attitude towards studying medicine seriously. She does not seek to be famous in the world like her master, but she seeks to be a good doctor who can contribute to Beihong Country.