Because she always dreams about the same thing, and the dreams are too real...
It was so dark that she couldn't see her fingers, and something was binding her hands and feet. She struggled hard, and her thick black hair rustled on the pillow like a rattlesnake.
A door creaked open, and a slender figure came in under an orange light.
He turned his head slightly, his side face illuminated by some light and shadow, looking mysterious and handsome, and the door closed.
The darkness became even worse, and she shook her hair more violently.
However, the figure pressed down.
There was hot air with a faint fragrance spraying on her ear: "You are a good woman..."
"Go...go..." She wanted to shout, but no matter how she opened her mouth, her voice did not come out. Instead, something soft and cool was pressed against her lips.
She trembled, not knowing whether she was scared or excited.
Someone was chuckling, slender fingers caressing her neck, and the heat on her ears accelerated her body temperature: "I'm not joking, I'm waiting for you, waiting for you..."
The next moment, something heavy pressed hard on her chest, and the bed beneath her began to shake, faster and faster, making her more dizzy until it became a whirlpool, as if it was about to lead her into a bottomless abyss.
The fear of suddenly losing weight made her reach out to hug the "person" holding her down: "Take me away! Take me away!"
But the "person" suddenly flew away.
Something was shaking her, and there was a shout in her ears:
"Hey, hey, Ruyue, wake up. Why are you sleeping with this bundle of sheets? What can it do to stop you? I'm keeping a lookout for you. When the workshop director comes, I'll call you. I'm pressing this on my chest.
You must be having a nightmare, you are screaming."
Ru Yue opened her eyes.
Surrounded by countless bedsheets printed with peonies and happy words, opposite was a round-faced girl carrying a bundle of bedsheets.
Ru Yue was as surprised as herself in a dream, shaking her head in panic: "No, no, no, no..."
The round-faced girl threw the sheet in her hand onto the "mountain" of sheets next to her and pulled her back: "Nothing? Are you feeling better now?"
Ru Yue followed her hand and stood up, even more surprised.
There are no beds around.
There was no man who appeared in her dreams countless times.
There are no densely packed instruments like those in high-end wards.
Not to mention the two people who have been discussing how to divide the inheritance after her death.
So weird!
She remembered that she was lying on the hospital bed, feeling angry and uncomfortable listening to other people's words, but everything changed in the blink of an eye.
This seems to be the factory workshop where I worked decades ago.
Has she not woken up from her dream? Why is the dream different?
"Ru Yue, why are you so stupid?"
The round-faced girl saw that Ru Yue was still motionless, and put her hand on her forehead: "I don't have a fever anymore. Hey, it's time for lunch. Didn't you say you were going to the post office to send money to your sister after dinner?"
Ru Yue looked at her intently.
It was Su Lifang, a good friend she had made when she was young. Her round face was now rosy, completely different from the old and sick look in her memory.
Ru Yue responded instinctively: "No, I won't send money."
The sister who plotted against her everywhere and only waited for her to share her inheritance after her death would not give her any more money, not even in her dreams!
Su Lifang clapped her hands: "Oh, I think you shouldn't send it. Universities are subsidized. It's not as hard as she said, but it's you who works overtime to earn overtime pay to send her money even when you're sick. Why bother? Let's go!
Come on, let’s go eat.”
Su Lifang picked up the rice bowl.
Ru Yue tried to reach under the table, and sure enough she touched her own enamel jar, which was the same as it was decades ago!
The cold touch of the enamel jar lingered on her fingertips, making Ru Yue's heart beat faster.
It's true!
Could it be that she was reborn?
If I were reborn to work with Su Lifang, it would be...the 1980s!
Which year?
Ru Yue followed Su Lifang out of the workshop in a daze.
Su Lifang didn't notice anything. As she walked, she asked: "Ru Yue, if you don't send money today, can you go shopping with me after dinner?"
Ru Yue looked around and replied casually: "Okay."
Su Lifang smiled: "Ah haha, Ru Yue, why did you take a nap and you seemed like a different person? You even dared to go shopping. Then do you dare to bring a piece of cloth back and help me make a pair of pants?"
"OK."
"Ahhhhh!" Su Lifang walked in circles on the way to the canteen: "That's great, great, Ruyue, let's go quickly and go buy cloth after eating!"
The two of them arrived at the cafeteria. Ru Yue grabbed a meal and then looked at the big calendar paper in the cafeteria.
I saw it read: October 30, 1984.
It was really the 1980s, and it was the end of October 1984...
In other words, now, she is only eighteen years old, and she has not yet been pushed by her family and various public opinions to Li Changnian!
That is the best, best, best moment!
Ru Yue stood trembling in front of the calendar with excitement.
As long as she is not with the devil Li Changnian, her life can be completely rewritten.
But, in this case, will she still meet the man who took her out of the Li family?
She remembered him all her life and caught him in her dreams until she died.
She wants to see him.
Very much.
Su Lifang came over to look at her: "Hey, Ruyue, you are shaking. Are you so hungry?"
"Oh no! I haven't eaten meat for a long time, I'm so excited."
Ru Yue calmed down her emotions and sat down with Su Lifang in a corner of the cafeteria to eat.
After stirring the chopsticks in the enamel jar a few times, her hands stopped shaking. No one could see that Ru Yue's various memories were overwhelming her.
But halfway through the meal, Su Lifang, who was facing the door of the cafeteria, knocked on Ru Yue's bowl: "Hey, Section Chief Li is here!"
"Ah? Who?"
As soon as Ru Yue heard these words, she suddenly sat up straight and the meat on her chopsticks fell off.
Su Lifang, who knew nothing, was still covering her mouth and laughing:
"Hey, Section Chief Li Changnian, he is coming towards us! Hey, does he like you? Otherwise, why would he always talk to you?"
Ru Yue suddenly stood up: "Su Su, I don't want to eat anymore. Let's go and buy cloth."
Su Lifang was still stunned: "Ah? I haven't finished eating yet."
"Then you eat slowly. I'll go to the cloth shop to help you choose cloth first."
"Then I have to go!"
Su Lifang, who yearned for fashion, immediately followed her and finished the remaining rice as she walked.
Ru Yue left through the other door without looking back.
I could feel a pair of eyes on my back, cold and sneaky.
Ru Yue straightened her back and strode forward.
Su Lifang didn't realize it, so she went to put away the enamel jar, then took Ru Yue's arm and left the factory to go shopping: "Hey, did you read the movie pictorial I borrowed from you last time? Jeans are popular in big cities now.
, you said I could pull out a piece of blue polyester card and make it like that, is that okay?"
Ru Yue looked at the low buildings on both sides of the street, the red slogans, and the people wearing gray clothes, and she still felt a little uncomfortable.
It turns out that when she was eighteen years old, things were like this outside. She had forgotten many things during this period!
She answered absentmindedly: "Jeans... what kind are you talking about?"
Su Lifang: "It's the kind that covers the buttocks and has big trouser legs. Oh, look, what the man is wearing in front of the small shop is called jeans! Look!"
Su Lifang shook Ru Yue's sleeves excitedly.
Ru Yue looked along her fingers from her trance...
Oh oh!
Look at it!
What caught her eye was not the jeans, but her buttocks tightly wrapped by the jeans.
These days, people have begun to pursue fashion, but fashion has not yet become popular. Most people's pants are baggy and have no style.
As for the person Su Lifang was referring to, or specifically the back view, because of the fit of the jeans, the buttocks were shaped into a graceful arc, which was curvy and plump, and the legs appeared to be very slender.
Ru Yue couldn't help but look up along her long legs and hips.
The man wore a white shirt tucked into jeans, making his shoulders wider and waist narrower, and his figure slender.
His hair seems to be naturally curly, and is dark black and is kept at the back of his head, making his neck look very slender.
Between his black hair and the collar of his shirt, a section of fair skin is exposed.
This man stood tall and straight like this, already very imposing.
I don’t know what he looks like from the front, but his back is a real killer!