Chapter 198 I will never dare to cut my wrists again in my life
I will never dare to cut my wrist again in this life.
Ji Qianxiang took Sheng Manru to the president's office to look for Nie Canghao, but Secretary Hao told him that the president had left and his whereabouts were unknown.
Sheng Manru had already guessed that Nie Canghao was most likely avoiding her on purpose because he already knew her purpose.
Nie Canghao doesn't want to mention An Ran now, so he simply avoids her.
Sheng Manru was worried, but there was nothing she could do. In front of Nie Canghao, who covered the sky with one hand, her abilities were really limited and she couldn't do much to help Anron.
Ji Qianxiang walked Sheng Manru down the elevator and then walked her to the door of the company, still reluctant to leave.
Sheng Manru stopped, looked at Ji Qianxiang calmly, and asked, "Have I clearly rejected your pursuit?"
When Ji Qianxiang saw her speaking, his heart skipped a beat, thinking that she had something to say to him. But when he heard what she said, his handsome face fell in frustration: "Well, you clearly rejected me.
pursuit.”
"I didn't give you any misunderstanding, did I? I made you think I was hanging on you!" Sheng Manru asked again.
Ji Qianxiang was about to cry. He looked at her feebly and asked almost pleadingly: "Does it have to be like this?"
"If my words and deeds have given you any wrong hint, then please accept my apology!" Sheng Manru bowed to Ji Qianxiang.
Ji Qianxiang really had no choice but to reply: "You didn't give me any ambiguous hints. It's me... I haven't given up. I still want to have the possibility of developing a relationship with you."
Sheng Manru seemed to have expected his answer. She looked at him firmly and told him calmly: "I already have someone I like, and I may date him if I have the opportunity in the future."
Ji Qianxiang understood that what she meant was that he had no hope at all. He lowered his head sadly and stopped talking.
"If my rejection hurts you, please accept my apology." Sheng Manru said softly.
"It's okay..." Ji Qianxiang struggled to squeeze out a smile that was uglier than crying. "I can hold on."
Sheng Manru asked him again: "I clearly rejected you, are you still willing to help me?"
Ji Qianxiang braced himself up and raised his head: "Just tell me, as long as I can help you, I can."
"Can you help me inquire about An Ran's situation? She has been out of contact for three days, and I am very worried about her." Sheng Manru added a few words here. "She probably had a quarrel with Nie Canghao, and the two were at odds.
Nie Canghao is very chauvinistic, and every time he quarrels with An Ran, he likes to lock her in the house and prevent her from contacting the outside world."
Ji Qianxiang understood somewhat and nodded: "Nie Canghao's temper is really bad. I can't even stand him. It's hard for An Ran to tolerate him for more than three years."
"Did you agree to help?" Sheng Manru asked.
"No problem, I'll go back to find him now!" Ji Qianxiang turned around and suddenly thought of something else. He turned back and asked Sheng Manru: "Can I ask who you like?"
Sheng Manru lowered her eyelashes a little shyly and said, "Let's wait until I confirm the relationship with him!"
Ji Qianxiang covered his broken heart and finally left in tears.
The president's private lounge on the 26th floor of the Nie Group skyscraper.
Huo Yan sat opposite Nie Canghao and discussed with him the treatment plan for An Ran.
"...Paranoia is difficult to change unless she gives up. I personally think that letting her know Nie Qingyu's true situation may be an effective way to cure her paranoia. However, this method is a bit risky. She
The act of cutting my wrists a few days ago is an early warning, and maybe we will both be destroyed..."
Nie Canghao frowned even more as he listened to Huo Yan's analysis. After a long time, he asked: "Is there any other way..."
Huo Yan thought about it for a long time before saying: "Either let my teacher come forward, hypnotize her when she is emotionally broken, modify her memory, and let her transfer her paranoia about Nie Qingyu to you."
Nie Canghao couldn't help but feel angry when he thought of An Ran's words of "fake", and immediately rejected the proposal: "No need! It doesn't matter whether she loves me or not, I just want her to live!"
What he was most worried about was that An Ran had lost her desire to live. Her cutting of her wrists that day was a warning, and he had to take precautions. "An Ran was most afraid of pain. The fact that she could cut her own wrists with a knife showed that she was already world-weary.
Thoughts."
That day, he asked the surgeon to sew twelve stitches on An Ran without anesthesia, and then used alcohol to disinfect her wounds. An Ran finally fainted from the pain.
It is estimated that she will never dare to slit her wrists again in her life! But there is no guarantee that she will not look for other suicide methods.
Huo Yan was silent for a while and then continued: "Based on my years of accumulated experience, I judged that Anron is not prone to suicide. What happened that day may be a way for her to complain to you about her dissatisfaction. She subconsciously thinks that you are trustworthy,
That’s why she mutilated herself in front of you. She knew you wouldn’t let her bleed to death, and you would definitely save her.”
Nie Canghao was slightly startled and felt a strange feeling in his heart. After a long time, he said: "You mean...she is angry with me."
It wasn't suicide, it was anger. She didn't have world-weary thoughts, she just used self-mutilation to express her protest to him.
This is the essential difference!
He is not afraid of her becoming a monster, but he is afraid of her seeking death.
The two were discussing when suddenly Ji Qianxiang pushed the door open and came in.
Ji Qianxiang didn't expect Huo Yan to be here, so he said hello to him, and then said to Nie Canghao: "Canghao, come out for a moment."
Nie Canghao sat without moving: "If you have anything to say, just say it here!"
Ji Qianxiang is so simple and transparent that there is nothing he can't say in front of others.
"Have you had a quarrel with An Ran recently?" Ji Qianxiang asked.
Nie Canghao narrowed his eyes and his tone was a bit colder. "Who asked you to ask me?"
"I... I want to ask myself! I just contacted An Ran, and her mobile phone cannot be reached. I have something to tell her." Ji Qianxiang was very generous and did not involve Sheng Manru.
Nie Canghao was silent for a moment and said: "She is recuperating at home recently and cannot contact the outside world. If you have anything to do, just tell me directly."
Ji Qianxiang finally found out about An Ran's situation, and his eyes lit up. "Is she still living in Longfor Manor?"
"Yeah." Nie Canghao responded.
"Is she okay? Why did she suddenly go into seclusion? Did you lock her up again? You have a bad temper and always restrict her freedom! Do you know what a gentleman is, what gentleness is, what human rights are...
"
"Is there anything else?" Nie Canghao asked.
"I'm leaving!" Ji Qianxiang snapped his fingers and left the lounge obediently.
Nie Canghao continued to discuss An Ran's treatment plan with Huo Yan: "If one day she learns his true condition, she becomes despairing and even has thoughts of suicide again. You must find a way to eliminate this possibility in advance..."
Longhu Manor Villa.
After the wrist-cutting incident, An Ran became a prisoner again.
Although Nie Canghao did not lock her into the bedroom again, her range of activities was limited to the villa and she was not allowed to step out of the door.
Ah Hao disappeared, and two unfamiliar-looking bodyguards were replaced at home, keeping an eye on her activities.
An Ran lost all electronic devices to communicate with the outside world. When she was bored, she could only watch TV to kill time or go into the piano room to play instruments.
Originally, Ah Hao had people add boxing facilities to her home gym, but now she has put them on hold. After all, her wrist was injured and she was unable to do wrist strength training.
Mrs. Liu would only show up when she was cooking and cleaning. Two bodyguards supervised her and did not allow her to talk to An Ran.
Throughout the whole day, An Ran didn't even have anyone to talk to until Nie Canghao came back in the evening.
Nie Canghao seemed to be very busy every day. He came back very late and never went to the spa with her again.
Every time An Ran drifted off to sleep, he walked in smelling of alcohol, lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
If An Ran didn't take the initiative to speak, he wouldn't even say a word; if An Ran didn't take the initiative to get close to him, he wouldn't even touch a hair of hers.
Of course, An Ran would not take the initiative to get close to him, but she would occasionally take the initiative to talk to him, but the topic was nothing more than asking him when she would regain her freedom. He turned a deaf ear to such topics, as if he had not heard anything.
The two were in a stalemate like this until Nie Canghao came back that night, and their relationship took a turn for the better.