Bai Ling did not commit suicide, she just entered the intensive care unit again.
Nie Canghao rushed to the intensive care unit of the hospital and saw Zhu Hong sitting in a bench at the door wiping tears.
"How is Bai Ling?" he asked urgently.
Zhu Hong raised her head, her eyes swollen from crying. She just shook her head and didn't seem to want to talk to Nie Canghao.
"I saw her fine twice today, so why is she in the ICU again? You said on the phone that she left a suicide note... why did she leave a suicide note! Did she do something stupid?" Nie Canghao has too many questions.
Zhu Hong leaned on the metal bench, blowing tears from time to time, and stopped talking several times.
Nie Canghao patiently asked again: "What's going on? Can you explain it clearly?"
It took a while before Zhu Hong spoke, but her voice was already hoarse from crying.
"I promised Bai Ling that the suicide note will be handed over to you after she dies."
"What?" Nie Canghao was shocked.
"But...I broke my promise!" Zhu Hong's tears rolled down her face and she broke into sobs.
Nie Canghao resisted the urge to pick up the woman and asked again: "What is going on?"
Zhu Hong gritted her teeth and seemed to have made up her mind. She took out a letter from her bag and handed it over.
Nie Canghao took it and saw that it was a cowhide envelope with a few dried flowers and dead leaves stuck on it with self-adhesive tape.
He couldn't help but be stunned, remembering that when he was on the dark island, every time Bai Ling sent him a love letter, it was like this.
Bai Ling has a gentle personality and loves romance. Even in the impersonal environment of a dark island, she will put some thought into making an ordinary and boring life colorful and interesting.
For example, the love letter she handed him would usually be enclosed in a self-glued envelope. On the envelope, a few flowers picked on the island were stuck with cheap self-adhesive tape.
Before Nie Canghao opened the letter, his eyes were already rippled.
He was silent for a while, then opened the envelope and took out the "suicide note" from inside.
Opening the letter, he found that it was just a letter written by Bai Ling to him.
Bai Ling used some pen and ink to recall the mutual affection between the two of them on the dark island, and sighed that nothing could go back.
She sincerely wishes him a happy love and marriage again, but she still has an unfulfilled dream.
Every time she was on the verge of death, struggling on the line between life and death, she could still hear his promise in her ears:
——He wants her to wear the most beautiful wedding dress in the world and make her the most beautiful bride in the world.
But when she woke up again, she realized that it was just a dream. The next time she went to the emergency room, she would repeat the same process...
This seems to be an endless cycle of torture that goes on until death.
Bai Ling was deeply afraid that after her death, her wandering soul would be unable to rest in peace because of her unfulfilled wishes.
So she begged Nie Canghao to fulfill the promise he made to her when he was a boy - to buy her the most beautiful wedding dress and let her be the most beautiful bride!
She wanted him to put a wedding dress on her with his own hands. She wanted to take his surname as her husband's and bury her as a married woman.
This is her most humble wish!
As long as she lives, she will keep this secret secret forever.
Only after she leaves this world will she confide to him the love that has remained unchanged for many years and the affection that has never faded.
This suicide note was kept by Zhu Hong and could only be handed over to Nie Canghao after she died.
Zhu Hong covered her face with her hands and burst into tears again:
"...I made a solemn oath in front of her and promised her that as long as she is alive, I will never let you see this letter...But, I really feel sorry for her infatuation and persistence. She is too
Stupid..."
"Do you have to wait until she dies before you can put her wedding dress on her? Do you have to let her wear the wedding dress as a shroud? This is too cruel and unfair to her!"
"Mo Gui, you once promised to love her forever and marry her, why did you break your promise? You are sorry for Bai Ling! You failed her!"
…
Zhu Hong talked a lot, and most of the time he seemed to be talking to himself.
Nie Canghao, who never had a good temper or patience, was surprisingly quiet. He did not interrupt her and allowed her to continue talking.
It wasn't until Zhu Hong finally calmed down that he heard Nie Canghao's hoarse voice: "I was young and ignorant at that time, so I easily made a promise for a lifetime."
Life is long and full of countless variables.
He never thought that his feelings for Bai Ling would change. In other words, at that time, he didn't understand what kind of feelings he had for Bai Ling.
When he first met Zhuo Jiaxuan, he felt like he had found a treasure and doted on her extremely.
He completely regarded her as Bai Ling's substitute, but he did not have the idea of spending his life with her.
Even if Zhuo Jiaxuan deceived him, even if he knew that Zhuo Jiaxuan was unchaste and pregnant with a bastard, he was not angry at all. On the contrary, he felt relieved.
He was secretly glad that he had not touched her! He was secretly glad that what Zhuo Jiaxuan was carrying in her belly was not his flesh and blood!
He was so happy! So he didn't want to punish her, and even transferred a sum of five million to her so that she could take good care of her health.
This is the real reason why An Ran is still angry when talking about it, saying that he "rewarded Zhuo Jiaxuan five million for his cheating".
"You regret it, right? But Bai Ling takes it seriously! She will live by the promise you gave her her whole life!"
"You have a new love now, you don't want her anymore! She is dragging her body and suffering from old dreams of the past every day. You are too cruel to her!"
"Mo Gei, humans are not grass and trees, how can we be ruthless! Think about how kind Bai Ling was to you when we were on the dark island in the past. Can't you be more kind to her?"
"Do you have to wait until she suffers to death before you are willing to fulfill her last wish to marry you?"
Zhu Hong burst into tears.
Nie Canghao was silent for a long time, and then said in a low voice: "I can't give her happiness! If she marries me... I can't touch her!"
Zhu Hong was crying so hard that his heart was broken, but when he suddenly heard Nie Canghao's words, he felt as if he had been struck by lightning, and his whole body was stunned.
"Ahem..." She choked on her own saliva and looked at Nie Canghao as if he was looking at an "other". It took her a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "Are you men so virtuous?"
Nie Canghao disliked Zhu Hong very much, but she always helped him accompany and take care of Bai Ling, so he became more tolerant and patient with her.
He patiently explained to her: "I understand your feelings. You want Bai Ling to be happy, and I also want her to be happy! But she is destined not to be happy when she marries me!"
How could a widowed woman be happy? He didn't want to delay her youth.
"Oh my God!" Zhu Hong rolled her eyes and looked at Nie Canghao with a contemptuous expression of "You are hopeless." "Is that just the reason for getting married? Men all
Are you so superficial! How come one or two of them have this kind of virtue!"
The two of them were talking like ducks, and it was a bit difficult to continue communicating.
And Bai Ling is still struggling in the intensive care unit. Maybe she is experiencing her "reincarnation" torture and suffering again.
Nie Canghao felt sad when he thought of this.
Zhu Hong sneered and mocked: "Come on, Bai Ling is not interested in this kind of thing at all! We women value spiritual love more, not to mention that she has lost her fertility, so this kind of thing is even less important to her.
Bar!"
"You don't have to make excuses like this, just say whether you want to marry me or not!"
Nie Canghao was silent, with complex emotions surging in his deep black eyes.
"Isn't it enough to just hold a wedding? Bai Ling just wants you to help her put on her wedding dress. Are you so cruel to let her die with regrets?" Zhu Hong reduced the request to the minimum.
Her voice choked up again: "I don't even know the point of arguing with you here! Maybe Bai Ling...she will never have the chance to leave the ICU, so you don't have to be embarrassed, right?"
This time, she turned her face and wiped her tears secretly.
Nie Canghao stretched out his hand to rub his eyebrows and finally expressed his stance: "I'll think about it..."
"What else are you considering?" Zhu Hong shouted again, "Are you considering which wedding dress to choose as a shroud for her? Or are you considering which cemetery to buy for her as her final resting place..."
"Shut up!" Nie Canghao clenched his iron fist, but thinking that he promised Bai Ling not to embarrass Zhu Hong at any time, he restrained the urge to beat her.
"I don't care! You can do whatever you want!" Zhu Hong wiped away her tears, stood up, stamped her feet, and ran away.
Nie Canghao lowered his head and glanced at the "suicide note" in his hand, then looked at the closed door of the intensive care unit, his heart burning like a fire.
"Gods bless Bai Ling's safe discharge from the ICU. I am willing to fulfill my promise to put a wedding dress on her with my own hands and hold a wedding ceremony with her under the witness of the priest! If I break my oath... I will voluntarily shorten my life span by twenty years!"
Nie Canghao, who never believed in ghosts and gods, prayed devoutly at this moment.
As soon as he finished speaking, the door of the intensive care unit opened.
The doctor came out, took off his mask, and said happily: "The patient is out of danger! He can be transferred to the special care unit!"