Fu Xixi said: "You have never had a good rest in the past few months. You can't ruin your body anymore. Looking at your mobile phone before going to bed is also very harmful.
Go to bed early and sleep peacefully."
Polite, caring.
But I couldn't hear much distress.
Bo Zhanye thought about what they had said to her, and his eyes darkened:
"My body is not that scary. It has its own sense of proportion. Don't put any burden on me."
Fu Xixi wanted to say something, but she didn't want to talk to him anymore. After all, she had no memory. It was like facing a stranger, which was very embarrassing.
She said: "Okay. I'm not that bad outside, so don't put too much burden on you."
A conversation became increasingly disharmonious.
And how could Bo Zhanye not be burdened?
Thinking of her being locked up in a dog cage and cowshed, being coveted by old men, and beaten up by fools, his heart felt like it was being cut with a knife, and blood was flowing out.
I really want to hug her and apologize, saying distressedly, "Xiaoxi, you have suffered, I'm sorry..." and then give her all the tenderness, love and the whole world.
But she is too unfamiliar now, and he can't scare her, nor can he express his emotions, which makes him very irritable and depressed in his heart.
What's more important is that his wife, who used to be friendly to each other, suddenly became strange and alienated, which made him unable to adapt and didn't know how to solve it.
"I'll get up and drink water." Bo Zhanye got up and walked out of the room to get some fresh air.
In fact, it is to take sleeping pills.
He was afraid that he would not be able to sleep again tonight and would disturb his rest.
After about five minutes, he walked back to the room and lay on the sofa again.
Fu Xixi sat up on the bed, turned on the light, and said, "Master Bo Jiu, don't you think it's embarrassing and uncomfortable for us to be like this?"
Bo Zhanye: "..."
Even though I am indeed a little uncomfortable and uncomfortable, I still politely ask: "Where do you feel embarrassed? Are you uncomfortable?"
Fu Xixi said bluntly: "To be honest, I have no memory of sleeping in the same room with you. It's really embarrassing.
The most important thing is, you obviously care about the child, right?"
Bo Zhanye didn't expect that she would talk about this topic. He stood up and looked at her with too deep and rational eyes:
"Do you mind? It's important?"
"Yes. It's very important." Fu Xixi's mood was very straight, as if he had been touched on a pain point, he said word by word:
"People all over the world feel that I am sorry for you, and I also feel that I am sorry for you. Maybe you feel the same way.
Yes, it’s my fault that I don’t remember myself outside, what happened, and that I came back with my children. I’m really sorry for you.
However, those things are beyond my control. I am also a victim, and I don’t want to be sorry.
These are all negligible. What makes me uncomfortable now is that I don’t like your attitude of being considerate, tolerant and tolerant for my sake even though you clearly mind.
I would feel even more guilty."
Bo Zhanye was a little surprised that Fu Xixi was in such a high mood, and asked calmly: "Then what do you think I should do?"
Fu Xixi clenched her palms: "You should be angry, you should be angry, you should ignore me, or you should file for divorce. In short, you can't get along with me in this attitude."
divorce?
Bo Zhanye's mouth twitched slightly: "..."
It's not that he has never seen her willful and break up at will, but it still makes him unhappy to say divorce under such circumstances.
He said: "First of all, I didn't feel wronged in the whole thing, nor did I feel you were sorry for me.
My tolerance and tolerance towards you is my own self-blame and the responsibility of a husband. Which husband can choose to divorce because his wife is in danger?
In addition, you are right, you are also a victim, if I am angry and blame you, what kind of man am I?"
Is it......
It seems to be true, but it seems not?
"Second, I do care about the children, but what can I do if I care about them?