After Fu Xixi scolded him, he picked up a pillow and threw it on Bo Zhanye's face, then stood by the bed and cried.
Her little face was filled with tears, her voice was choked, and she was very broken.
Bo Zhanye panicked for a moment.
He didn't expect her to say so many words, nor did he think about those things.
Someone seemed to hear the crying outside the door and came around to take a peek.
He frowned: "Stop crying, others will think I'm bullying you."
"Didn't you bully me?" Fu Xixi cried and asked, her voice even more choked:
"Because of you, I was either drugged or kidnapped. I finally recovered my memory and was able to be with you, but you actually abandoned me and wanted to divorce me."
"You once told me to take one step, and you took ninety-nine steps. Now after taking ninety-nine steps, you pushed me away. Have you ever thought about my feelings?"
"I am just unlucky and pitiful to meet such an irresponsible person like you."
Complaints filled the ward.
Bo Zhanye's eyebrows tightened more and more.
Fortunately, Mo Nanxi arrived at this moment. He motioned over with a cold look and asked Mo Nanxi to close the ward door.
The room became quiet again, with only two people left.
He looked at the tearful woman and raised his lips: "It's my fault."
"But what do you want me to do? I can't even take care of my own life, how can I take care of you?"
"I don't want to look like a useless person and be so useless in front of my woman!"
"Compared with being physically disabled, I can't accept that I have to hold you up when I go to the bathroom."
"You let me retain the last bit of my self-esteem, can't you?"
Fu Xixi was startled: "..."
She didn't expect that his heart would be so broken and his self-esteem would be so high...
Her persistence put so much pressure on him.
She stopped crying and weakly forced out her voice: "I don't dislike you. Besides, I haven't seen anything about you? I haven't kissed you. What's wrong with helping you to the bathroom?"
"According to what you said, I won't be able to go to the bathroom by myself after giving birth, and I won't need your support."
Bo Zhanye's face was cold: "That's what I meant? The incidents are different, so don't compare them."
Fu Xixi was speechless and didn't know what to say.
For a while, the air became a little quiet and depressing.
Finally, it was Bo Zhanye who spoke calmly and rationally:
"Xiaoxi, you will never understand what having disabled legs means to a man. I now need a huge amount of willpower to overcome all this and accept that I will become a disabled person in the future.
When you are by my side, I will only become more and more disabled. I feel that I am not only disabled, but also unable to be a normal man.
You asked me before, would I abandon you if you were disabled?
Let me ask you another way now, if you were half-disabled and lying on the bed, unable to accompany me or take care of me, what would you think? What would you do?"
Fu Xixi was choked up by the question and was stunned again.
She suddenly understood what he meant. If a man breaks two legs, it is equivalent to losing a third leg.
This is undoubtedly a serious blow to a man.
If it were her, she could only sit in a wheelchair or lie on the bed. Even the normal intimacy between husband and wife could not satisfy him. Her choice should be...divorce and let him go free...
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"Xiaoxi, give me time and wait for me to adapt. If I have the courage to face you and live with you, I will consider it again."
"Also, no matter what we do, I can be there for your pregnancy test and delivery."
"At other times, I hope you can put yourself in my shoes and understand me a little bit."
Bo Zhanye expressed his most rational and correct psychology.
Fu Xixi knew that this matter could not be saved, and she also understood his difficulties and pain.
If she insists now, it will really cause him pressure and make him feel even more inferior.
She suddenly became rational: "Okay, I will give you time, but this time is not for you to abandon me, but for you to find the courage to live with me again."