An An's expression froze, and before she could say anything, she heard him ask again: "I'm despicable, right? My parents have done so much evil to my eldest aunt, but I still long for her warm embrace."
An An shook her head and said sincerely: "No, this is better than you hating my mommy like them."
After a pause, An An pointed to the empty seat by the window and asked, "Can I go up and sit?"
After Li Xiuqi looked at him for a while, he said, "Come up."
"Yeah." So An An also stepped on the chair and sat by the window.
Although the sun was out today, the cold wind was blowing and it was still quite cold. An An was afraid that Li Xiuqi would catch a cold, so she said, "Xiu Qi, let me close the window for you."
Li Xiuqi said: "Don't close it, I'm not cold."
"Oh." An An could only stop her movements and sit down obediently.
Li Xiuqi turned his head, his pale face facing the window, facing the cold wind and said, "Do you know why I want to sit here and enjoy the wind?"
"Because I made you angry, do you want to be alone?" An An could only think of this.
Li Xiuqi pursed his lips and said, "Actually, the person who really makes me angry is not you, but an elder who I can't compete with, so I can only sit here and sulk."
After a meal, Li Xiuqi said: "Huai'an, I'm sorry, I made you angry."
An An slowly blinked his eyes and said, "Why did you suddenly lose your temper with me? It turns out that someone made you angry? Who is that person?"
"It's great-grandmother." Li Xiuqi revealed to him softly: "Just now I followed my eldest aunt into the kitchen, and my great-grandmother looked at me with a thief-proof look, as if I wanted to plot something from my eldest aunt.
At that moment, I suddenly realized that I had no recognition from my great-grandmother at all. She still regarded me as someone like my parents, and was afraid that I would do something detrimental to my eldest aunt."
When he said this, Li Xiuqi's expression became sad: "After I came out of the kitchen, I didn't know where to go. Suddenly I saw you and walked towards you. I thought I could get a moment of peace, but I didn't expect you.
But suddenly she asked me what I was talking about with my eldest aunt.
My suppressed emotions were suddenly aroused, so I said those words to you, but I didn’t mean it. I just thought of you as being like my great-grandmother, and wanted to warn me to stay away from my eldest aunt, so I talked nonsense.
Nonsense."
An An understood and said: "Xiu Qi, you don't need to say anything. I understand how you feel. I have also experienced this feeling of being misunderstood by my grandparents. Oh, they are no longer willing to be my grandfather."
Grandma."
Li Xiuqi couldn't help but look at him: "Have you had the same experience as me?"
"Well, my grandparents blamed me for being a white-eyed wolf and abandoning my dad to follow my mom. My grandma even chased me off the bus on the highway. They even locked me in the room and refused to let me follow.
Mommy returned to City S, so I was forced to jump out of the window in front of my grandma. Well, the height at that time was higher than where we are sitting now."
After Li Xiuqi heard this, his heart tightened.
An An put his hands behind his head, leaned against the window, and sighed: "Actually, compared to you, I'm in a worse position. My grandparents used to love me very much. They would buy me whatever I wanted. Let's put it this way.
From them, I don’t feel at all that I am not their grandson.”
Li Xiuqi couldn't help but sigh: "So, they are indeed very good to you."